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How does it feel to fight without being fought? Sick right? Tired right? Disappointed? That's vivid. That is what Alysa now feels he is struggling on his own on a small rope that will either make him fall or stay on top of the rope.

Ever feel the struggle for people who once fought together then now have to fight alone because one of them does not care? You who have felt it and still survive you are great, you are strong but stop being stupid just because he is gone. Let go even if it is difficult do not survive the wound that hurts more.

Alysa stared at the crowded garden by the little boy who was playing with a wry smile he missed his fiancee who now very rarely met him or drove him home at school now the boy more often spend time looking after Eliza rather than paying attention to her own fiance. Alysa feels there is no point in her status as a fiancee but often thrown out if being an ex can always be noticed. Unknowingly, Alysa's tears fell down her cheeks. A finger wiped Alysa's tears, Alysa looked at the person who wiped her tears then smiled sweetly at the man.

“What are you doing here? Not looking for Eliza?” Alysa asked with her hard-to-understand smile.

“Do not think of others who, if your heart hurts with this situation” Rakha said while holding Alysa's hand. ‘It is not me who thinks of others Kha, but you who always think of others without understanding my inner feelings Alysa is trying to hold back her crying so as not to spill back in front of Rakha.

“It’s ok” Say Alysa smiled faintly. Deep down in her heart was a deep pain gnawing at her heart without knowing how hard Alysa tried to endure when all was on the verge of destruction. I don't know who's the fool here Rakha who can't see Alysa's pain and is more concerned with Eliza? Or Alysa who foolishly remained silent without acting to snatch Rakha completely from Eliza and only fought in silence to maintain her pain. Struggling in silence? Even a king would gain nothing by sitting quietly without having his army command to do many things.

Rakha's voice distracts the two after receiving a call from her phone Rakha stares at Alysa not feeling the girl understands what Rakha's gaze means and who is calling her. Alysa nodded in understanding telling Rakha to leave immediately. After the departure of Rakha Alysa spilled her tears not long after the rain fell with a rush to accompany Alysa. Alysa hit her chest that was so tight felt such a deep pain, she said, Alysa is too patient to face everything but she is also a woman who certainly has pain no one knows until when Alysa will survive the pain that befalls her.

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Jerry drove his car at full speed, a small growl coming out of the man's mouth that was beginning to buzz in search of the girl he loved so much.

“Alysa where are you?” Furious Jerry, his eyes meticulously looking for where the girl was. She had just come from Alysa's house but Mama Alysa said the girl was not home and had no idea where. Now heavy rain is flushing the capital of Jakarta with a rush.

Jerry stops his car in a downtown park when his sight accidentally captures a girl who is slipping her face in the folds of the girl's hand.

Jerry immediately headed for the girl while carrying his umbrella.

“Alysa” Call Jerry while touching Alysa's shoulder and sure enough the girl is the girl he has been in his car since. Jerry immediately hugged the girl who was already wet from the rain. Alysa's face was so pale, her body was also shivering with her eyes.

“You why Lys?” Ask Jerry who is still holding Alysa who is shivering violently. With deft Jerry immediately carried Alysa carrying the girl to his car to bring the girl home.

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Alysa blinked her eyes several times as the light entered her retina, Alysa could not remember what happened to her last night that she remembered was when Jerry carried her towards the man's car.

“You've woken up baby?” Karin asked as she watched her daughter begin to open her eyes.

“Jerry where ma?” Alysa asked when the girl did not see Jerry's whereabouts last night driving her home

“Jerry is still home right he has to go to school later he said he wanted to come back” Karin said while rubbing the top of Alysa's head which was hot starting to go down, last night Alysa has a high fever making Karin and Jerry confused, Papa and Alysa's sister are not home so Karin asks Jerry to help her keep Alysa.

“You again have the same problem Rakha?” Tanya Karin is suspicious because the end of this final – Karin often sees the puffy eyes of Alysa and Rakha who very rarely meet Alysa.

“Now Ma” said Alysa while displaying her smile.

“Gak papa if you are not ready to tell now, if there is a problem it is solved well ya dear” Advice Karin with her maternal smile.

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“Why can it hurt hmm?” Asked the person by raising his eyebrows staring worriedly at his fiancee.

“Kapean” Alysa said briefly and then closed his eyes again when dizziness came back to him.

“You must take care of your health, do not soybeans anymore. I was so worried that you” Rakha stared Worryingly at Alysa still while stroking the top of her head.

“I'm fine Rakha” Alysa said while stroking Rakha's hand.

“Sorry yes The last – of this end I rarely same you” Rakha stare mutely Alysa. Alysa smiled forcefully hiding the pain she felt so deeply.

“Its ok Rakha” Say Alysa.

The sound of Rakha's cell phone ringing again disturbed them. Alysa snorted in her heart as if she could guess who called Rakha. Alysa's heart hurts so much to see everything. It is enough this time he must be firm will everything, Alysa has been patient enough the end of this final – received everything. As strong as someone must be there is a time when he will fall and start tired of maintaining people who are difficult to maintain.

“Sorry that I have to go, Eliza again in the hospital she dropped again “ Rakha said and immediately left Alysa but just a few steps Rakha walked Alysa speech was able to make her stop.

“So important is Eliza for you. Even when I'm sick because of you, you pay more attention to Eliza. Do I have to have the same pain as Eliza so you pay attention to me?” Alysa's cry had already started to break, it was enough that she held all those words back to come out was enough she had been hiding her cries and pain all this time.

“Please don't be selfish for this time Yang” Rakha said softly, Alysa stared at Rakha in disbelief. Selfish? Even Alysa was very patient during this time, if the other girl who was in Alysa's position could be sure the girl had left Rakha.

“Egoist? You are selfish Rakha you always think about your ex, you never think about my feelings. You pay more attention to your ex than your own fiance. I've been patient enough Rakha to face you like she doesn't care about me. It's enough Rakha, I've been patient enough all this time. I'm tired of Rakha fighting for our own relationship that even you don't care about me and our relationship anymore. If another girl is in my position, I'm sure she's gone but I'm still here fighting you alone. But now that my heart is tired Kha fights alone now her decision is in you. Survive or let go. I think free we fiance if all I have is just a heart without your body, free me to be your fiance if so the former is more noticed. Do I need to be your ex? ” Alysa said at length while hiccuping. Rakha looks at Alysa, not wanting to lose Alysa, but her sense of responsibility for Eliza makes her worried.

“I don't want to lose you Alysa, we're engaged how the same out we?” Rakha asked himself he really did not want to lose the girl he loved. He realized the end of this final – often neglects Alysa but Eliza also needs it.

“I'll talk the same out of us without blaming you” Alysa wipe her tears rough.

“I don't want to, though, we can not break up you belong to me Alysa until whenever” Rakha hugged Alysa tightly.The girl did not return Rakha Alysa's embrace just crying in Rakha's arms channeling how hurt her heart.

“I'm tired Rakha” Alysa messih crying in Rakha's arms without returning Rakha's embrace.

“Ok, I'll stay away from Eliza and start everything when Eliza hasn't come into our lives. I beg you not to leave me” Rakha said as she hugged Alysa tightly channeling how much she loved the girl. Alysa reciprocates Rakha's embrace is not less tight he does not want to lose his man. Is it Alysa's fault if she's selfish this time? Alysa just doesn't want to lose the figure she loves so much, the man who always accompanies her and treats her old wounds. If for you Alysa is selfish then try to understand what it is like to live by someone you love.

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