
Today is my first day away from the village and live in an apartment that in fact is categorized with luxury but for me it is just like a place to accommodate my complaints and fatigue because in this place I will living my new life.
Kringgg...
The sound of my phone is loud there is written the name of my makwek yes makwek I am like a mother for me because she takes care of me until I finish my s2 at the state university in my area even though with a scholarship and with I am twenty-two years old when I completed my business master's study.
Although I wander because of the insults and scorn of the environment namuan I dedicate myself to working to make my mother and mak wek and pak wek ku.
Makwek just asked my situation and it turns out my mother is at home makwek and finally we talked three.Although my mother still loves me but I can not accept the kindness of my stepfather who always brought up what he had given.
Tuition and even the money my mother gave him would be revealed when he felt he was short of money for his biological children.Although it looks ordinary but that's what I experienced and felt for twenty years.
Papa who I just met already has his life even though I have not even met him.Today is Sunday and I do not have any acquaintance that I can invite out just looking for food or to one of them self-service to find home needs.
I ordered a grab from the app on my phone and I didn't realize that the person who was living in front of my flat was also out.I waited while playing my phone in front of the apartment lobby, after waiting ten minutes my grab order has arrived and I immediately otw to my destination.
I look for some food ingredients from vegetables meat and fish although I buy in small quantities but I am grateful the money given my makwek is still enough for the next two months.Makwekku do not have children and I am all he had as a child.
I was always given enough pocket money even more because my pakwek and makwek have rubber and palm kebon that is quite good if only for monthly purposes far from enough words can even be saved.Although they live frugal and makeshift but the brand always makes my needs a top priority.
Until I attach a job application pakwek even forbid me and urge me to manage the oil palm and rubber plantations only.Although I want to but at this time I will prove to the environment makwek and pakwek that my education can be useful and me can work does not depend on makwek pakwek.
My makwek always worried about me if I was sick because I could at least be exposed to rain and I was also allergic to cold.Makwek always pay attention to me all this time to pay attention to my comfort and my family.Although I was born not from his womb but I'm treating makwek and my mother always the same .
I always feel insecure with my condition so makwek always provide facilities that are actually excessive for me.
I reply with joy and tomorrow I will find a car according to the money sent my makwek.Actually not my mother does not care about me only I forbid my mother not to give me money or some other facility because I don't want my stepfather to bring it up.
I walked out and waited for the grab that I oesan until immediately cuss returned to my flat.Until in my flat I immediately arrange my groceries and clean the kitchen and clean the flat that I will live in during my work right here.
It did not feel Maghrib and I decided to take a bath.After bathing I prayed and taught a little.
tokk tokk..
I just finished teaching myself to go out and open the door.
"Sorry, can I help you?"I asked
"Please help put my gas on my phone my friend is on the way" he replied coldly
"ohhhh.. briefly I change first mas" I entered the room and changed clothes.