My Brother's Choice of Mate

reminiscences

The atmosphere of the morning, the sunshine is beautiful and warm body at the east end there, the clouds above are very bright, even green plants look fresh and green exposed to sunlight, and the, birds are flying up there.

The atmosphere in Nayla's house looks not as usual, very quiet from outside the house no longer Nayla who water her plants cheerfully while singing happily to see the flowers blooming, moving into the house, no more Nayla who always clean the house while raving about her brother's behavior, the deeper into the walk to the kitchen where her favorite Nayla was not there, she who was usually agile cooking in the kitchen wrestling with the pot, the more into the kitchen, the stove and frying pan then mix the cooking menu for his three older Dj brothers already seen again .

It had been two days after the debate with her brother about the marriage with Aska, she was still confined to the room she was frustrated, her mind was very chaotic as messy as the condition of her room, which was messy, he threw books out of his bookshelf closet and the items on his study table were all scattered on the floor, sheets, blankets, mattresses were irregular. For two days he had not eaten, not cooked, and done nothing, only fighting his bad luck and destiny which he could not change .

He sat bending his legs hugging his knees, his head bowed he remembered his fond memories, with Aska like a film recorded and replayed in his brain how Aska took care of him and had a lot of contributions to form his karekter and become a teacher for Nayla, because among them the three Aska who always guided him.

"I will beat and destroy anyone who annoys Nayla!!! you remember that!!! ." Nayla recalls when Aska guarded and protected her when anyone disturbed her and no one even dared to approach her and befriend her until now .

"Learn Nay only science can change your life "That word makes Nayla diligent and the spirit of learning makes her an intelligent child.

"This is a book for you Nay, read a lot because with knowledge you will reach your goals "Even he became a bookworm because of his words and his ideals to Germany.

"When stop and follow Nayla's wishes" recalls Nayla when Aska always sided with her and granted all her wishes while arguing with her sister.

"It's a gift for you "Memories when Aska always gives her expensive items.

"Nay brother uda full Nay....." Remember Nayla when Aska did not like eating food other than Nayla cuisine

"Don't forget to call your sister if there is a change in school hours home, you will immediately pick you up "Known Nayla about Aska who never a day he did not drive and pick Nayla to school. although he came home drunk in the early hours of the morning but every morning he would have been ready to deliver Nayla to school.

"Nay your hand is sliced with a knife yes, we call the doctor!!! , you do not cook first three days do not wash the dishes first later brother who washes the dishes" Nayla smiled faintly recalling these memories when Aska panicked when she was just sliced by a knife and the wound was not severe.

"You're sick Nay, we have to go to the hospital you have to be infused you have to check blood, health check "When he was just a common cold guy but worried like Nayla a dying man waiting for his death.

"i love you so much as a sister, nay admit, brother Aska is indeed the best in terms of taking care of me, supporting me, obeying all my wishes and your concern for me, but this relationship is only that limited. this feeling will not develop into love we can not live together forever this only hurts us both we are like the earth and sky our differences are very far. "tears dripping

then the bad shadow also danced in his brain how hard he was to live with Aska the drunkard.

"Weg......Uwegs....." Memories of Aska drunk and vomiting on the porch of her house.

"You're so short Nay" the memory of Nayla hugging him buried her face in Aska's chest when she was happy or sad she even called him an electric pole because of their different height.

"I can't live with a drunken young man and have no future like him, I can't afford to live cleaning up his vomit for the rest of my life, he's living an abnormal night day, day, day became night not to mention he was just a Dj, not to mention his height, what I had been all my life I would look up to raise my head just to look at him, people would mock us and just call us brother and sister"

Nayla looked at the cynical sound of her crying began to harden thinking about her household later if she married Aska

"No.....I can't marry her I'm gonna run away, I gotta get out of here, there's no hope here I'm gonna leave tonight." smile

Nayla cries as she throws her pillow, throws whatever is nearby, wipes away her tears, and not suddenly her hand touches her neck, she fumbles at her neck, still wearing a necklace from Aska's gift of graduation, he pulled the necklace from his neck so hard that he missed, he noticed for a moment the beautiful necklace and then he walked to the window of his room he wanted to throw the necklace, he wanted to throw it away, he hates everything that has to do with Aska right now.

He was already standing in front of the wide open window, he was ready to raise his hand to take a swing to throw the necklace as far as possible, but suddenly he stopped there was a message that entered his memory about this necklace said Dika terniang.

"Nay you have to keep the necklace, it's an expensive necklace, one necklace is equal to the price of one motorcycle" Tek ...Nayla remembered the message when she was petrified, stopped her hand she put it down again and opened her hand to look at the necklace and kiss it.

"No... I can not throw this necklace, this necklace can be sold for the cost I run later, this expensive necklace can finance my life later "nayla then gripped the necklace put on her chest with a feeling of affection.

Nayla will plan to run away tonight she will leave, she has carefully strategized her departure will leave at midnight, when her sister goes to a nightclub, he said, with Endy here his house will be deserted there is only Nayla alone where he will take advantage of this situation.