MY BROTHER MY LOVER

DON'T LET ME KNOW

"Don't tell me.

I love you so much

Even if you meet someone who wants to boast

I don't know.

Just as painful as you

I was afraid I could meet someone.

I know that every moment we do

I'll share it with him now.

But please don't let me know who you are"

maybe I started to like someone who always made me feel comfortable every side of him. " hey are daydreaming what hayoh" said luna to nadia.

" eh you're Lun. Why did you ask me what you were" Nadia replied.

" well caught again daydreaming" said luna.

" what the hell Lun. I was just thinking. "reply nadia.

" a ferdian???. " said luna

" you mean.aah I was ber. fi kir where I will continue my studies luna open kaa fer dian "look stuttering and confused.

*Through endless time

There was a face that I wanted to see again

Even this beaming loneliness

It must be a gift you left me

All the time I spent with you

Everything was so bright as in the afternoon

I realized you were my universe

That's why I used to be so curious*

On the other hand, Ferdian remains the same how his feelings are now enveloping him and making him confused. if time could be repeated he would love nadia more because for him he is a figure who is very attentive with his life and can share the problems in his life is very complicated. but for him maybe nadia everything but different from Sandra who himself used to find a childhood so gloomy with a very pleasant cheer that made him feel comfortable in the past and maybe now still continue.

"The world is cruel

Everything beautiful is now withered

Even the flower petals may fall

I pray that those memories will remain eternal

I hope you're happy

Just like the pain I felt, with someone like me

That's too less

Don't be with someone like me

But I hope the next guy will make you shine

And keep you laughing

After passing the time and if you come back to me

I'm gonna be that kind of guy"

the melody is so calm right now I just want to be with you the happiness I have right now with nadia I want to make her such a great hope in my life she is everything I wish she would not forget I shared such wonderful memories together. if I were a Picisan romance I would definitely create so many romantic poems to tell you how perfect she is for my life right now and if that was possible I would bring to such a wonderful world... there will only be happiness and there will only be us both ferdian and nadia.

Like the story of the fairy tale country of my dreams, if so I will continue to dream and will never wake up from this beautiful dream.

" you are my motivation, baby

I just want to stand up straight

I also know a thousand times that I'm just a dream diver

I just want to hang out around you

Your heart is deep like the sea

Too deep for me to dive in

Clear your mind

Make a memory when

You are young and play with girls

I'm sinking into your vision like a dream and I hate my way

I want to get to know you better, maybe you miss me now?"

as poetic as I put it in each of my stories and this is the kind of life that you are experiencing the spirit of only me and you who know what it means to fight without someone who is always beside you at this time.

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