My brother loves me

pov Zain and Tina

Pov zain's

Since that morning I kept my brother-in-law quiet, there was actually no problem between us . It's just that I feel like a fool, having fallen in love with someone who is obviously after all my own brother-in-law.

Slowly I realized this was a mistake, yes a mistake.

It is painful to love someone who has been owned by someone else even though I know his heart is not fully owned yet , what is said to fight for what is not our right! that was a mistake.

selfish ! yes I had the selfish thought to have you totally , looking for evidence of the truth of my brother's relationship with his secretary han through the cctv that I installed in the apartment even rosa's private room.

But since that morning I have continued to look for evidence of it, although actually what was recorded dicctv it was all automatically stored in my cellular memory card.

But there is no intention to collect the evidence, I also open it to see the cctv recordings that already exist ,

since that morning even now .

I don't understand the heart whether I really love you or just obsess about having you.

It's like loving with an obsessive want to have as if it makes no difference .

Since that morning, I no longer eat breakfast with him at home and even dinner.

Sometimes I eat out more often while occasionally breathing fresh air.

In the morning I often go to the city to just melt my mood, see people jogging or just a leisurely walk .

Accompanied by a cup of my favorite coffee sitting on the bench of the park, inhaling the fresh morning air that has not been mixed with pollution.

that morning when I was enjoying the warmth of a cup of coffee in my hand there was someone who patted my shoulder and shocked me until I choked .

At first I felt like I didn't know him who he was named Fani I tried to remember "Tina.. em Tina? " until I finally remember.

He was Tinagadis as my first classmate. At that time I liked him even I would have expressed my feelings for him after graduation.

But baby before I say it alex my close friend has already stated it, even in front of all my class friends.

sad, yes it must be until at that time the red roses that I brought for me to throw rough chile and I stepped on the stamp then I just went.

Even my struggle was not only from that place even from my birthplace and settled for five years in the braids to continue my stady there .

until finally a year before I graduated I met someone who was none other than hit, who is now my sister-in-law ,so I have started to forget the tina of my heart .

after my first encounter with gota, I kept looking for her and after I found her, she turned out to be my sister-in-law.

Tired, yes! now I feel tired of starting to love again. Because once again I love someone I already have.

Frustration is what I feel until I decide for now I don't want to open my heart.

I heard Alex died last night before applying for Tina in an accident.

I was shocked and saddened by the news of Alex's passing, because after all he was a close friend of mine before I stayed away from him. Trying to shake off my feelings of sadness seeing Tina drag me to him and his embrace to win it.

There is no more vibration here just pity as a friend is nothing more than that, which I think when hugging him .

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tina Pov

Today I met his classmate in my High School dulun zain kasam malik name.

Seeing him sitting alone on the bench of the city park sipping a cup of coffee in the field.

Inadvertently I surprised him to make him choke, at first he did not remember me even in trying to remember my name.

Basic zain left after graduation he continued his stady in Japan.

there used to be a friend who said that Zain loved me and left because of my relationship with alex but I don't know.

In the meeting, Zain asked about Alex, I told him Alex had died in an accident he had two years ago.

alex's crash flasback

That night it was raining heavily Alex and her family planned to come to Tina's house to propose to her she said the afternoon before the night of the incident by phone .

A very heavy rain accompanied by a terrifying flash of lightning. Because of his promise this afternoon to his girlfriend Tina Alex and his family still decided to go to Tina's house to propose to him.

but the name of the accident can not be denied when passing the road is quite steep and slippery car driven by Alex and his family slipped into the abyss.

It was reported at the scene that Alex and his family did not survive.

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flasback off

Hearing the first time Alex's accident because trying to keep his promise proposed to me that night made me feel guilty so since that incident I chose myself until now.

But the strange feeling I feel today , I met with my high school friend zain. he asked me to try to calm me down when I cried considering Alex etah why I felt a strange vibration here in this chest.

A hug and warmth that I longed for from someone after Alex's departure.

love is hard to understand, right?? 💓💗😍😅

seriated