
The love guy is blind
But why can I still look
The beauty
The word love is painful
But why am I still holding on?
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When she returned from the toilet, Nisha was silent. The party is enjoyed by everyone in the cafe, including Ardi's friends, but it doesn't feel good for Nisha. Even Ardi was always looking at Eric's desk where there was Imel. His mind kept on remembering Imel's words when in the toilet.
" determine his heart for you, if not, I'll take that heart again."
" Why do you now say rich when he is the same? why don't you keep him back when he was the same you "said the inner Nisha when you saw Imel who can laugh cheerfully with Eric there.
Nisha turned to Ardi next to her as her hand was held by Ardi. Ardi was smiling.
" What are you doing?" ask her
" From earlier it seemed to dream mulu? You don't feel right here ?"
" Huhh ! Not really. It's just not as comfortable as the atmosphere "
It's not comfortable because there's Imel at the other end. And you're always watching him from here. I know, he's still in your heart, and you can't figure it out yet. Then what's the point of me being next to you right now, if you can't escape him yet. Nisha's inner murmur looked at Ardi who was still stealing glances towards Imel.
Nisha lowered her head. There was a hint of jealousy and heat entering his heart.
While across the street, Imel also sat with Nisha and Ardi holding hands. Arriving, Imel felt dislike over what he saw. His heart felt something stabbing. Didn't expect Nisha to walk with Ardi. He used to think that Nisha would not want to walk with Ardi, because they were friends. But now that he saw, even his appearance made Imel furious.
" I'm sure your heart is still there gw !!" Imel's inner murmurs were briefly linked to Ardi's eyes.
Ardi looked back at Nisha after not stopping to look far with Imel.
" Sha, are we going home ?" said Ardi slightly lowered his head looking at Nisha's bowed face.
" What do we do first, we go home?" asked Nisha who looked at Ardi.
" Nobody's bidding! I'm also a little uncomfortable " said Ardi
" Yes...you're not comfortable because Imel is like any other guy, right?" inner Nisha.
" Oohh. Comeing! "
Finally, they both say goodbye to the widji of the party owner and to his friends, although it is still quite late in the afternoon because the new time shows at 21:30 a.m.
They both decide to go home to Nisha, and buy a little food on the street to eat at home and for the family at home.
at home Nisha went into the house carrying two packs of sweet martabak and eggs. Divided into two for papa and his mother who still exist in the room tivi.
Nisha came out carrying a tray filled with martabak and two glasses of cold water. Placed on the front porch guest table. Nisha sat next to Ardi who was playing a game on her phone. Ardi plays games only to divert his mind which is still remembered when he was being cafe.
" Sister..eat the hammer first ? He said he wanted to eat martabak. "
" Yes.then." stay focused on the game.
Nisha just shook her head and ate the martabak itself up to a few pieces while reading the novel application on her phone. When it was felt that Ardi had not eaten the martabak since then, Nisha turned her body to fold her legs on the long chair and took a piece of martabak, then thrust her mouth Ardi.
" Aaa.." said Nisha, telling Ardi to open her mouth.
Aammmm
Ardi opened his mouth and ate the martabak. And done until the martabak is escorted it runs out while still playing the game. Then give me a drink.
Ardi stopped playing his phone, then looked at Nisha who was still sitting facing him.
" Thank you" he said with a smile.
" For the ?" Nisha frowned
" Everything "Nisha smiled
Ardi then lay down his body and dropped his head folded Nisha's legs, and Nisha reflex lowered her legs so that Ardi's head fell on her forehead.
" Brother Ar "
" Just a moment." then tilted his body towards the back of the chair so that his face faced Nisha's stomach. Both of his hands were folded in the chest, then he closed his eyes.
Nisha just silently leaned her back in the chair. His heart was pounding again indiscriminately when he saw Ardi's peaceful face in his lap. He was eager to put his hand on the boy's head and caress him, but he puffed it up. He clenched his hand and lowered it back on his other thigh.
I know your heart hurts to see it. But don't you know brother, my heart hurts to see you too.
" Nhai...." " Hhhhhhhhhhm..."
" It's already night. Ar's brother want to go home or stay here?"
" Oohh...What time is it?" Ardi woke up leaning his body in the chair.
" It's 12 at night."
" Huhhhhhhhh...I fell asleep." It's obvious he's been sleeping too long
" Maybe your thighs hurt 'cause I slept on your shoulder too long ?"
" Not really...Just a little crampy "Nisha smiled
" I'm sorry." grabbed Nisha's hand and grabbed her. Nisha just nodded in a smile
You're so sweet Nisha with that smile. You're always there when I need support.
Their eyes were staring at each other. Without feeling Ardi's face getting closer with Nisha's face.
What he wants to do.
Nisha felt her heart like it wanted to run away from her when Ardi's face was only a few inches away from her face. Nisha closed her eyes as Ardi's lips approached hers.
No. gabe...
Sreetts
Nisha turned her face away for a moment with her eyes still closed. The shift also makes a small touch on each lip that is almost linked.
Ardi opened the eyes that had been closed earlier when he felt the movement of Nisha's lips. Seeing Nisha's face turning away, she lowered her face and pulled out her hand and straightened her seat.
" I'm sorry, Sha "
" I should be the one apologizing, Brother Ar. I'm not ready for that "Inner Nisha in silence.
" Yes already. I go home first yes "stand up from his seat. Nisha also stood up reflexively.
Walk towards the parking lot. In front of the bike, Ardi turned to face Nisha who was behind him. Stand in front of Nisha, touch her head with one hand and pull her head.
Cuppy
Nisha closed her eyes again as Ardi kissed Nisha's forehead for a few seconds. There was a sense of peace in Nisha at that time. There is a sense of unprepared if you have to lose this guy in front of him someday.
Nisha opened her eyes as Ardi let go of the kiss and gently rubbed her head.
Before long Ardi went forward with his motorbike, Nisha entered the house and headed to his room.
Holding his lips that had almost caught that touch. His first kiss was just a small swipe.
He closed his eyes when he changed his clothes and lay down on his bed. Eliminating fatigue from the night that made him drain a lot of his heart. He doesn't want to think about what happened tonight. Just follow what God has planned in the future. Face everything whatever it is the result later. That's all his heart can say.
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