My boy's introvert

17. sad

The funeral was completed, the grave of John's mother was next to the tomb of his father. Jhon's crying was unrelenting from the moment he left until the funeral was over.

Tata always faithfully accompanied beside her husband stroking ulus punguung Jhon and encouraging him.

"Tonight you accompany your husband, go home to your husband's house" Grandpa's orders can only be countered by Tata's quick nod.

Tata went with Jhon. There was a sense of relief in Grandpa's chest seeing his granddaughter already fulfilling her wish.

Jhon entered his room slammed the door and cried as it became. The regret was excruciating, her mother's wish was only one. Seeing his son has a loyal companion as well as a happy family.

But all that was not focused on the choice of Jhon, namely Elsa. Emma is very much disliked by Elsa, I don't know what the cause is. But, Emma was clearly strongly against it.

"I'm in ya". Tata stood behind the door anxious to hear the cry of Jhon that sounded so hysterical.

"No, I want to be alone!!!". Shouted John from behind the door.

Tata was getting saddened by Jhon's scream. Tata cried sobbing, but he also understood the current condition of Jhon.

"Let him alone, in need of his own space" Tata thought positively.

MORNING

pugnacious...

The sound of the door opening, Tata entered Jhon's room slowly. The room was very messy, Tata steps stopped when he saw Jhon asleep while hugging tightly to his mother's photo.

Tata just enveloped Jhon, took off his shoes and stroked a little of Jhon's messy hair.

Tata was surprised when jhon's hand, suddenly grabbed his hand.

Tata just looked at that handsome face.

"Sleep, you must be tired of crying". Tata stood still with the dress she wore when Ijab kabul last night.

"My head is dizzy". Said Jhon making Tata climb the bed and hold the forehead of her husband.

"Yes your body's hot".

"I'll get you a compress and medicine". Tata stood up again but Jhon pulled his hand until Tata was in a merbah position beside Jhon.

"Just accompany me". Jhon embraced Tata.

Tata can only resigned he was very pityed with a sad face that was in front of him.

"Yesterday I still see you fishing" Tata asked, distracting Jhon who was about to start his new cry.

"Mother asked me, she wanted to eat my fish. And that's for the last time". Jhon cried again when he remembered the moment.

Tata kept wiping her husband's soft and fine hair.

"Don't cry anymore, let me be happy and plant it there"

"Your cry will intensify his steps towards heaven". Tata held back tears.

"Remember if you are sad, I feel it too" . Tears were dripping back on Tata's cheeks.

"When in the hospital, you must have seen a flash of mother's death, right?" Jhon stared at the face of Tata adat.

Nod Fast.

"And it hurts so much, I still don't understand what I have"

"I can see the bad things that are going to happen to you, and also your mother. But others do not say Tata sits and leans.

Jhon stared at the picture in the photo while continuing to gently rub.

"We're married, so how do we deal with it when we get home?" Tata is very confused.

"We'll keep it a secret first". Tata frowned his forehead

"Yes, but I will continue to carry out my role and duties as a husband". Jhon replied firmly, the tears have not dripped anymore.

"What about Elsa?" John heard the name mentioned.

"We just live our lives as usual when we get back there". Pinta Tata's.

"I'm not gonna demand anything from you".

Tata played his phone.

"No, that'll disappoint you".

"I don't want to let her down, I have to be happy there". Said Jhon, while stroking his mother's photo.

Tata stood up, and following him stood right behind Tata. Suddenly Jhon hugged Tata from behind and it made Tata sit on the lap of Jhon.

Tata was still wearing a white dress when their simple wedding event took place, The dress was really charming. With his back slightly open, Jhon hugged him and placed his forehead on Tata's back.

"Hot, your forehead is hot". Tata slightly squirmed in shock as Jhon's forehead touched his back.

"I'd like to cool it down for a while, so be a good wife to me huh".

"About Elsa, I'm slowly going to break our relationship".

Tata was shocked to hear her husband's words.

"Don't rush, let your heart choose"

"I won't force you"

Tata's answer unintentionally made Jhon feel comfortable with Tata.

~POV TATA~

"Conscious Tata, he said that not for what reason. But just because his heart was languishing losing the beloved figure in his life."

"Just help by calming his heart don't expect more"

"For this marriage, let's just say it never happened. Think of it as just dating without any seriousness". Tata's mind tries to counsel itself.

"It's cold?" Your frog tried to stand up from his lap, and he grabbed me quite tightly.

This awkward feeling is really uncomfortable, my heart still I can't control well. My heart is still beating very fast.

"Let it be a minute".

Still with my memeluku in his lap.

Maybe he just gathered a little energy and power. Stuck in my mind, though,

"Is he also this pampered with Elsa?" My inner question made me feel even more guilty.

I've taken Elsa's, but I'm sorry Elsa played you in the back.

I will always try to make you as comfortable as possible. About Elsa, I think I should be able to find out what she really is.

"If Elsa is really kind and sincere to you, then I'll end this deal."

"But if Elsa is just using you, then don't blame me for what will happen to her later". My promise to myself.

"I'm hungry" I said as I let go of Jhon's embrace, which was still firmly attached to my waist.

"emmm" He just took off his arm and looked back at the photo of the late mother.

skips...

A while later I came in with food for her.

"Wake up, eat first. And take this medicine"

John woke up and just took his medicine. I think he's still losing his appetite.

"Eat, do not torment your body. I'd be so sad to see her son like this". Persuade me to Jhon.

~POV JHON~

"The other side of her that I don't know, she's very mature unlike anything I've seen in all this time."

"I'm starting to feel good about him"

"Gee, Elsa. Nah! I have to finish my relationship with Elsa, in a good way".

"Mother, I won't let you down again".

POV AUTHORS

Tata fed her husband gently, without realizing the eyes jhon pay attention to Tata deeper.

Tata was feeling uneasy with Jhon's view.

"Can I borrow your shirt?" Tanya stood up and opened the closet.

"Get me where you want, you're my wife now".

The sentence that Jhon uttered greatly made Tata drift.