
I liked Andra from the first sight, she knew I wasn't pretty and just helped with some makeup.
That day she said, Andra likes a natural woman and doesn't wear much makeup on her face.
After I heard that a few days later, some makeup tools I had already kept away.
And after that night, we continued to meet again and became familiar.
“ Andra, busy again ga?.”
“ Why?.”
Either Andra remembers the incident or not, but I'm so happy to see you again.
“ Ouch, Andra thank you for helping.”
“ Equally.”
His smile continues to attract.
Short but meaningful meetings, I started following almost every word she said about the type of woman she liked.
I've even cut back on wearing short clothes, but my sincerity has never been seen by Andra.
One day, I started to see him post one of my social media photos.
But it didn't last long.
Because after that, Andra again posted a photo of a beautiful woman with long hair.
“ Beautiful is also her new boyfriend.”
On that day, when I saw her new boyfriend for the first time.
“ Pantasan course Andra likes him.”
“ She is beautiful, her body is also ideal and definitely not short-haired.”
I kept sitting in front of the glass asking if I was worthy of Andra.
My work as a boarding house mom also started to fall apart.
My mind seems to be divided into 2 parts.
Back I saw Andra's social media and that woman.
“ I can't be beautiful like her.”
2021 December.
We met for the umpteenth time.
He still hasn't changed.
His style of speech and the way he treats women.
On the night that Andra came, I smelled that scent again.
“ Until when he looked for me only when he was in this condition.”
“ Zahra, when will you plan to get married?.”
“ Me? Hmm..seems to be in this near future.”
“ It's too fast, how about we make a deal only.”
“ Let's get married at 25 years old.” Further.
Every word he said, every time he saw me I knew he would remember.
Ever since I kept coming to find Andra, I,
He kept trying to avoid.
And I don't see him anymore.
I kept looking for news, but what I always found was..
“ This woman is very beautiful, do I have to dress up again?.”
The story of the beautiful woman continues to be seen.
January 2022
At the beginning of the year, I started to change my appearance.
Start getting busy with some activities and reuse the datting app.
I met someone new again.
The man's a doctor, Kenneth his name.
The man was about 9 years older than me.
At first everything went well, we met more often.
“ Last message came in, but why didn't it reply yes.”
1 week later, I was still waiting for a reply from the message.
* contact has been blocked *
“ In ghosting again, my face is that bad yeah.”
I went back to one of the caffe where Andra used to go, in Caffe I accidentally saw He was with some of his female friends.
“ Excuse me mba, this is the drink Mba sits where?.”
“ I sit here aja Mba, Mba can it ga?.”
“ Oh, Yes mba. The guy who was there already came fromitadi.”
I only dared to look at her from afar, and Andra remained with her old habits.