My best friend turned out to be my friend

Ela Ngidam's

One day already in the hospital, today Ratih is allowed to go home..

*In car*

"Darling ko you diem, already dong do not be sad continue".. Rama said while driving a car at medium speed.

"I want us to get divorced soon".. I said without looking at Rama one bit.

"You said what the hell Ra, just got out of the hospital".. Rama answered so upset.

"I know, but now there's no reason for you or me to stay.." I continued to look at the streets.

"You mean, is Raisa not an excuse anymore"..

I did not answer the question from Rama and just kept quiet with my mind, as well as with Rama mas he was also silent and more focused driving his car.

After traveling for almost an hour due to traffic, we finally reached home...

Ting tong. (bell sound).

"Assynoga". Say me and Rama together.

"Valaydaikumsalam".. There was a voice from inside the house..

crick.(Door sound)

"Alhamdulillah my mother has come home". Bi Minah was so happy when she opened the door.

I smiled widely and hugged bi Minah, I sobbed unconsciously the clear liquid soaked my cheeks, while Rama had entered first.

"Mom why mom, "Tanya bi Minah is confused.

Slowly I let go of my hug on bi Minah. I smiled bitterly as I wiped my flowing tears.

"My son bi. ". I hang

Bi Minah is still focused on hearing the next answer from Ratih,..

"I miscarried bi".. Overshipped.

"O Allah of Azaghfirullah, the patient Mother, ma'am,".. Said bi Minah surprised and so sad..

"Yes bi, Raisa where ya bi,..

"School ma'am, it's Monday". .

"send by who bi,..

"Sama's daughter..

I just nodded slowly after that Minah and I entered the house..

I did not see Rama mas in the house even in the room and in the bathroom was not there, what might be in the workspace. Whatever it is I'm dizzy thinking about him for.

Before I take a shower, without thinking about it I immediately pack my things.if I need, after finishing tidying my things into a suitcase. I rushed to take a shower after that to Raisa's room to pack her things.

***

It's almost 11 noon Rama has not seen the trunk of his nose, when I see his work room looks mas Rama overslept maybe he was tired, I decided to lay my body on the living room couch while waiting for Raisa to come home..

I looked at this whole room with a very sad look, this house used to be the most comfortable place where there was a happy little family, but now it has changed not like before..

"Mother".. Shouted Raisa who surprised me who was daydreaming.

I spread my hands to her, Raisa ran over and hugged me. I saw the princess smiling at me. What a smile.

"Raisa kangen mother".. Said Raisa who was still hugging me.

"Mother is also very confused with Raisa, but said the mother's doctor must first nginep there". I answered while taking off Raisa's embrace slowly.

Not felt This eye glazed without excuse the clear details just fell..

"Mother why cry". asked Raisa, then wiped the tears on my cheeks.

"Sorry mommy, baby, you can't take care of your sister".. I said to Raisa..

Raisa doesn't seem to understand what I'm saying..

"Indeed her sister Raisa why mother".. Raisa's asking so innocently.

I looked at Raisa's face and kissed her forehead.

"Raisa's sister is now in heaven, baby".. My answer..

I saw the look on Raisa's face turned sad and shed her tears, I immediately hugged Raisa back in my arms...

"You are patient, Ra, I am also sad when I know it from Rama yesterday". Said the princess suddenly who had just been silently staring.

So Rama already told the princess about this, I really can't believe if she's really sad or instead think I'm right now..

"If that's how I go in the room first Ra, want to change clothes".. Said the princess, in the slightest I did not respond to the babble of the princess.

Before stepping her feet the princess spoke again.

"You also changed into Yasayang".. Said the princess to Raisa who was still sitting next to me.

"Yes Aunty is ready.

after that the princess stepped away leaving me and Raisa both.

"Sweet you must be hungry... Aren't you". Guess me to Raisa.

"So before returning home raisa already ate with aunty princess outside. actually raisa today home at 10 mother, just want to go home aunty princess ngajakin eat first deh". Raisa Clearly with spirit.

Looks like the princess has started to take my son's heart, I won't let that happen. He took my husband but not my son..

"Mother why dream".. Raisa said I was a little surprised.

I just shook my head slowly..

"mending now you take a shower and keep changing clothes, after that join mother yasayang"..

"Where are we going, father and aunt come along".. Ask Raisa.

"Dear, just the two of us now you are ready there.don't ask a lot again mom also want to be ready.

****

At work.

Rama stretched his body that felt sore because he fell asleep in his work room..

Huaaaaaaa..

Rama yawned so wide as he rubbed his eyes..

"I overslept". He muttered and then went out.

On the other hand Ratih had prepared with one suitcase and bag that he had tote..

"I will finally come out of this house, whatever comes out of the mouth of Rama I will not care anymore.." I muttered out of the room.

I stepped on my feet while carrying a suitcase, with slow steps but surely one by one I stepped on the stairs. Suddenly remembered by me yesterday when I slipped why the stairs were so slippery, until finally I had to lose my baby candidate.

I went straight into Raisa's room, I saw that the boy was tidy but he seemed to be frowning while propping up his chin..

"Mother's son why". I asked as I approached her.

Raisa just shook her head softly with her pouting face and luscious lips..

"You're angry with Mom".. I said. stroking her hair.

"Actually we go where the hell, ko Daddy same aunt daughter can not come along".. Raisa looked at me.

Princess again, princess again. It seems like the princess took Raisa's heart so easily, but I won't let her..

"You baby are not the same mother..

"so sweet"..

"If that's how we go it's just two, baby'..

Raisa just nodded while smiling faintly at Ratih.

I took Raisa's hand, actually I feel sorry for my son, he must be a victim in my household and Rama. It's all because of that actor..

" Where are you going". Tegur mas Rama when he saw me carrying a suitcase...

I just kept quiet while walking with Raisa and the suitcase I was carrying..

"Wait Ra". Shouted by Rama. It made Raisa a little frightened and then held my hand so tightly.

"What's more, you don't scream so sorry that Raisa's scared.."I stared hard at Rama.

"Sorry dear father". said Rama to Raisa.

"Let's go now baby".. Take me to Raisa.

when I was about to step my foot, Rama immediately blocked my arm..

"Please put my hand on gold". My husband tried to take it off..

Rama was so strong to hold my hand..

"I won't let you out of this house".. Said Rama..

I smiled snidely hearing it..

"Would your mouth be foamed and forbid me from here, I will go and bring Raisa ".. My words are so cold...

Mas Rama was so furious that I could clearly see his crimson face holding back anger, then taking off my hands so violently

I saw my son's body tremble in fear and cried I just hugged his body tightly, because for the first time Raisa saw me and Rama quarreled.. Forgive my dear mother.

Hearing the noise and noise in the family room, made the Princess immediately out of the room which happened to be the guest room that the princess lived not too far away....

"What's this, what's happening".. The Princess as she just arrived..

"Be quiet you don't have to interfere".. I said out loud.

"It looks like the real game is about to start". Inner daughter...

"Raisa love you why cry, sinih same aunt.". Ask Princess.

I close my arms to Raisa, but Raisa lets go of her arms and approaches the princess..

"Raisa's afraid of Auntie, mother and father fighting".. Lirih Raisa hugged the Princess.

I gawked in disbelief at Raisa's attitude towards the Princess, who even the princess only asked 'Raisa you why'...

"Raisa loves the boy, don't be whosoever with aunty princess".. Call me to Raisa who is still sticking to the Princess.

Raisa shook her head quickly..

"Raisa you heard momma didn't". I said yell at Raisa

"Ratih, what do you mean Raisa's snapping". Rama is upset..

I immediately realized then approached Raisa to apologize..

"Sorry mother, dear, mother does not mean to snatch you.. ". I regret Raisa

Raisa did not answer anything she continued to stick her body to the Princess..

"lucky we have to go now". Take me to Raisa..

"Raisa doesn't want to, Raisa wants to be here".. Raisa said quickly.

"But baby"... My speech.

"Udahlah Ra, you don't have to force Raisa pity him. You also have to be able to accept all this..".. Princesses

"I am also willing to be the second wife of Rama".. Follow the princess so lightly.

"So my aunt got married".. Raisa's asking so innocently..

"Yes baby. From now on you don't call a aunt again, but call her MAMA".. The princess slightly pressed Mama said..

I was so upset to hear every word that came out of this woman's mouth, I wanted to feel like I was sewing her lips..