
This afternoon Cheryl sits by the fish pond while her hands feed the fish. His mind drifted into the moments with Bagas.
Yes ..The perfect lover for Cheryl. Bagas always knows what he wants before he asks.Together Bagas is a comfort of life.Because Bagas is able to always make Cheryl feel happy and appreciated. And those two keys are what make Cheryl hard to move on.
The only man who can also make her feel like she is the luckiest woman in the world because she can have it.
But unfortunately now he is gone.Go for eternity.Sepi and empty is all he feels right now.
Before when Darrel was still with him, the void and void was still not too he felt. Moreover, Darrel never allowed himself to feel sad, lonely and alone.
Darrel always thinks about Cheryl's feelings. When he is sad he is always there to comfort and strengthen him.When he feels empty he is also the one who always fills it by going together and if he can not accompany Cheryl, he is not, then he will send Fany to be his representative.
Yes Darrel is a figure who is also able to give him happiness and comfort. Since Bagas left his life, Darrel's presence was able to replace Bagas' position. So that Cheryl little by little began to be able to accept the departure of Bagas for good.
Even Darrel was always Cheryl's encouragement, when she slumped when Bagas left. And when he had to accept the fact that there was a junior Bagas who now inhabited his womb.
It is not easy to actually decide to keep this fruit of their love, when the tree of love has left them.
With a status that is still not married, but now has contained the fruit of love is a very painful and stifling reality.
But Darrel is always there for her to accompany her lonely days and herself. Which convinced him to be able to live all this, but now Darrel has left.
"Rell, is it my fault? Why did you leave without saying goodbye. Can't we talk well without leaving me?" cheryl's screams of heart.
Tok.dok...
Cheryl's bedroom door was knocked from the outside.
"Ryl, it's mama.May you come in, son?" Mom knocked on Cheryl's room.
Cheryl wiped her tears and opened the door for her mother.
At first glance Cheryl saw her mother looking intensely at her. He immediately turned to try to cover his sorrow and tears.
"Ryl, have you tried to call Darrel?" mom tried to start the conversation.
Cheryl just nodded her head."Looks like Darrel has changed his number ma."
"That Cheryl did not think 'why she did not say anything to Cheryl ma.What's wrong Cheryl until Darrel had to go a second time without saying goodbye." Cheryl said
Cheryl cried when she remembered all that. "Why does every man who can make me feel happy always leave my life?' lirih Cheryl.
"Don't ever think like that." said Mama.
"Maybe this can help you a little to find the answer. Ryl, mama's sorry.Mama didn't get to tell you this yesterday." Mama gave Cheryl a bouquet of white roses.
"What is this ma?" cheryl said while wiping her tears.
"Darrel went home all night, he looked so neat and cool.It looks like he wants to take you away or either mama doesn't know he didn't say anything. It's just---"mama took a deep breath.
Cheryl frowned."Just what's ma?"
"Just he looked sad and disappointed when mom said you were going with Arka and Fany" she said
"And this bouquet of flowers from Darrel for you here's the greeting card" mom told me the location of Darrel's greeting card.
Through this white rose I want you to know, as sincere and white as it is my love for you. Signed ..., who loved you all this time Darrel Satria.
Cheryl was only speechless and teary after reading a greeting card from Darrel.His body felt weak, her blood flow felt swishing throughout her body. As if he could not believe what he had just read.
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