
" You've got Kyra's Kenperin "Task Jihan's mother to Kyra.
" Udah tan, my rich aunt I'm coming home right now" said Kyra as she got up from her seat.
" Loh kok hambur, but you have asked Kenan why "Say Mama Jihan.
" Udah tan "Syra replied briefly.
" Keep why he said "Mamah Jihan curious.
" It's okay - what is he just there is a problem with the same lessons in the campus aja " said Kyra lying.
" Oh that's it "Mamah Jihan was relieved.
" Yes, I've come home tan, greetings Om yes "Pamit Kyra while kissing the hand of mamah Jihan.
" Aren't you waiting for Kenan's papa to come home "Sayar Jihan hopes Kyra doesn't rush home.
" It's not rich, I say hi. Greetings from me " Kyra smiled.
Finally Kyra was home in between Jihan mama to the door, Kyra was seen waving at mamah Jihan and in return hand wave back by mamah Jihan. While Kenan from the top of the balcony continues to pay attention to Kyra's departure from the exit of her house until entering the car and until Kyra's car is really not seen anymore.
" I'm sorry La, I'm really still disappointed with you. When I really miss you but I found you eating and looking familiar with the man somehow my heart hurt. I think you're avoiding me because there's him now who's your best friend. I don't know I'm just afraid that my position will be replaced as your best friend or that I really don't like the presence of that man in your life even he looks close to you La. But if I really don't like the closeness of Kyra and the guy what's the reason for me " said Kenan while continuing to look at Kyra from a distance.
Kyra really feels sorry and confused about what way and how Kenan will forgive her, if she must express her feelings so that Kenan knows what reason she is avoiding Kenan. But that's impossible for now, Kyra still feels afraid to be honest about her feelings for Kenan.
At least Kyra wants to get an apology first from Kenan only after that she will be honest with Kenan about her feelings. Maybe honestly Kyra will not feel tormented by her feelings that she has been quieting all this time.
If previously Kenan tried hard to get close to Kyra and continued to apologize to Kyra even though Kenan did not know what his mistake was, this time the situation was reversed. This time it was Kyra who tried so hard for Kenan to forgive his mistakes.
Day after day Kyra passes with hope, hoping Kenan will forgive her soon. Almost every day every day home from campus Kyra stopped by Kenan's house even occasionally Kyra dinner at Kenan's house because of the request of Adnan papah Kenan.
But Kyra's efforts apparently still have not succeeded, until Kyra feels really sad with Kenan's treatment that continues to avoid it. Kyra misses her best friend so much, longing for the togetherness they always go through. Miss the attention of Kenan, miss the Kenan bonceng.
***
Indeed, Kenan's heart is not disappointed in Kyra but currently Kenan is feeling confused and worried about his own feelings, he said, since school there were actually many men who tried to get close to Kyra but at that time Kenan's heart was not as disappointed and sick as this but yesterday why his heart was so sick and disappointed to see Kyra close to men another male.
Therefore Kenan deliberately away from Kyra so that Kenan knows how far he misses Kyra, Kenan wants to test how deep he feels about Kyra actually because he himself still does not understand his current mood. And Kenan deliberately shun Kyra and let any man approach Kyra, Kenan also wants to test himself if he will be able to see Kyra close to other men.
Kenan looks pensive alone on the balcony of his favorite house, because there all the scenery in this city is clearly visible and it is so beautiful according to Kenan.
" Lala I'm sorry for - because of me you're sad but I'm really confused with my own heart, only in this way I know how deep I feel. And it turns out that so far I miss you so much La misses you so much, in every moment of every second there is only you in my memory. Every time I always imagined your face La as if you were dancing in my brain, do I know how much Tristan was approaching you. My heart really does not accept La, I do not understand why. Am I jealous and unwilling for any man to approach you other than me. If it is so what is the sign of my feelings to you it has changed La, turned into a very deep more than just a friend. If it were, would you be able to accept the fact that I like you more than a friend "Kenan said, imagining Kyra being around him.
A few minutes later, Adnan came to Kenan, who was thinking about Kyra and her heart that was still difficult to understand.
" Ken, are you all right" asked Papah Adnan while patting Kenan on the shoulder.
" I'm good - good pah, it seems not good ya " said Kenan while looking at the papah.
Papah Adnan just smiled at Kenan's answer, papah Adnan actually knows that his son is currently not good.
" Papa want to ask you something Ken "Task papah Adnan.
" Ask what the reward "Answer Kenan penasarn exactly what will be asked the papa.
" There's really something between you and Kyra why every time Kyra comes here you're always so indifferent to her, and I notice Kyra looks sad about your attitude " Ask Papah Adnan full of question marks.
" Hmmm nothing - what is just a small problem later also finished reward, papah do not have to worry " said Kenan lying.
Papah Adnan is actually still not calm despite getting an answer from Kenan, but what he wants in the word he must be sure and believe what Kenan says. After all, Kenan and Kyra are adults, he believes that even if there is a problem they will certainly be able to solve their problems in their own way.
***
Until finally Kyra's sadness and longing are really at its peak at this time. After Kenan's house tonight Kyra decided to stop at a beautiful garden with sparkling lights.
Kyra sat on a chair in the park she really wanted to express her sadness in this park, he really really wanted to cry so much - so in this park vent all his sadness and regret.
Sure enough Kyra cried softly in the park, the park does not look so crowded considering this is not a weekend there are only a few couples who are enjoying the beauty tonight. But they did not care at all about the existence of Kyra who was crying.
Kyra looks down with tears streaming down, suddenly someone gives a handkerchief to Kyra. Kyra took the handkerchief she recognized without seeing who the person who gave the handkerchief was.
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