
loving you is like the 5th pillar of Islam, for those who can afford it hahhay, gk gje bet me hehehe
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"I love you but, love units us who are not the same, I am the one who looks up and your hand is holding, hehehe" Alex said
"it's hard sam, it's hard to put your cross together and my prayer sam hehehe, my prayer is always with you sam"
"mm, bang reza sama titan sama mas farhan to the car I used to want here for a while" said alex pleading
"hm alright, just a moment jan long ago" Farhan said
"yes"
after all go to alex's car....
ALEX POV ON
"samm" I said, a little higher
"lo don't box sam, see here I managed sam, managed to reach the istikomah, daubat, not kayak first, look at me, a beautiful person sam wearing a veil, see my shirt, gamis syar'i, see me sam, see me sam, see,I'm sure I want to point this in to you, why do you go, sammmmmmmmmmmm" I said by snapping at the headstone
"how the hell is sam"
"4 years sam"all while pointing my finger "4 years lo, go so aja, pamit not,lo just mintak sorry dsn I told you to keep your necklace, 4 years without lo I empty sam, lo,I've been depressed, you've been traumatized, but what sam you healed the trauma, now you make the trauma back, trauma I only 1 now in stay gone to the people we love, the people we love,I'm sad sam I don't have a 4-year-old backrest,gue nggsk has a brother who is ready to standby beside me,gue nggsk has sam, thank goodness I dapet mas farhan, and,but sam lo keep in my heart, hehehe where the hell is the guy who always calls himself a hero for an alex, can be a doctor for alex, can be a spider for alex, where sam promise lo, can be a doctor for alex,to be honest sam every night I was always bayanin our time, I honestly cry sam, sam because I'm depressed, you've been in sam in the lock in the room because I'm raging mosquito you die, you die,I triak triak in the name of lo, hehehe until I entered rsj in the landen because of depression,gue nggsk accept you died, you died,just then there was one person whisky with a soft tone like this sam 'life and death are in God's hands, the journey of your life is still long, the, fight for your future, you are still a beautiful woman, many are waiting in line behind you, try to move forward' it means yes sam because you are the most hateful not pack English means 'life and death are in the hands of God, the journey of your life, still long fight for your future, you beautiful woman still, you are,many who queue behind you, try to go forward' softly in my ears sam, who is that person" confided me while looking at the time 4 years ago
"hahaha sam sam, if you think suaranye looks like mas farhan, but klo yes, when I asked his name he said alfarizi, uh but btw family he's alfarizi family yes, when I asked him his name he said alfarizi,ah stupid very me mah, but if yes brarti this world is narrow sam"
"i'm going home, Asslamualaikum"
"shalom" I said again with a soft look