
Although it is very hard to accept this harsh reality, but there is no other choice that can be made by someone who does not have wealth or power like Yuki in this world, for people like him, everything feels so hard and bitter, the world seems to say no, about all the things he passes, everything will be difficult to achieve, he said, because she felt she was neither beautiful nor rich, only living a day and had no place to complain, everything she passed by herself, and when she was down like this, she was devastated, Yuki can only choose to sleep, hoping to dream of meeting her late parents.
At least that's what can make him a little calm and can be entertained, even if it's only in a dream, until the sound of an alarm on his phone sounds so loud the little ears that he has.
His hand trying to reach the mobile phone that continues to vibrate with a very loud sound, he turned off the phone while immediately stood up and removed the blanket that covered his body that morning.
At exactly five in the morning, he woke up and immediately cleaned himself with a swollen pillow face and eyes that looked still red because he was still feeling sleepy, he said, also blackened eye bags because in five days he only sleeps about two to three hours every night, because he had to work a bone slam every time to raise money in order to pay off his enormous debt to Lord Devon.
"Hoaamm.aahh, I've bathed and washed my hair, still sleepy, but I still have to go to the company of that expressionless man, otherwise he might be the one who would imprison me, why am I so fucking shit." The poor girl's grumpy started to complain about the circumstances she was passing by at this moment.
But even though his mouth was constantly complaining until he frothy still his feet walked forward and went to pick up a brown sling bag that looked quite worn as well as ugly, too, because too often he used to carry a lot of stuff as long as he worked in several places.
He left early knowing that the distance from his home to the office where Mr. Devon was far enough, took about 30 minutes on the way if he took the bus until he could get there, so he better leave earlier than later to be late to come there and it could be a more serious problem.
Sitting waiting for the first bus to pass through the city center and just keep using the time while he is on the bus to sleep rest his body.
That was the only way he could do so that he would not continue to be as sleepy as he currently felt, even though some of the other passengers were staring at him cynically, instead, but he was not at all embarrassed or disturbed, still sleeping until a while later the bus driver had to press his bus horn to wake Yuki who was still sound asleep with her mouth half open and her head hitting the bus window, at that time the bus arrived at its destination.
"Tot..tot...tot!" The sound of a bus horn is very loud.
Until not long finally Yuki woke up and he just apologized with a slightly embarrassed face because he looked around apparently all the passengers on the bus that had been quite crowded had no one the people on that bus.
"Yes sir, sorry-sorry I overslept, then thank you so much for waking me up." Yuki said as he got off the bus immediately.
He finally arrived at the center of the city, immediately breathing fresh air there that felt quite different for him, he said, he also immediately walked towards the building that looked towering not far from where he was standing at that moment.
There are so many vehicles passing by on the streets, even though it is still quite early in the morning, and many employees are walking in a hurry, too, there are also those who casually enter into the tall buildings where they work around there, he said, Yuki stared around the area that looked so busy and filled with people carrying square briefcases also wearing neat suits or shirts that had harmonized colors, the women with beautiful makeup, also smell their refreshing perfume. "Wahh.. it turns out this is the busyness of office employees in the morning, if I go to college, maybe I will be one of them." Yuki grunts began to remember his fate which could not be as lucky as others.
In the present era, which all rely on a high diploma, high school graduates like him, almost not appreciated at all for the classmates of large companies like those in the city center, at most High School graduates seem to be only able to be lower employees or cleaners there, all of them do have at least S1 glasses, while he still cannot go to college, it had been two years missed since he graduated in High School, not because he was not smart, but a fate so cruel to him, in addition to missing enrollment, he said, money is also Yuki's most difficult obstacle and the only reason she couldn't go to college in the first place.
Until it had to be held for two years, every time the 20-year-old girl saw people of her age when the reunion of classmates, she always never came, she always never came, not because he does not miss his friends or because he is arrogant and jutek, but all because he feels inferior and not confident in the work he is doing right now, in contrast to all his former classmates, who are currently pursuing doctors, architects, management and various other fields, all his classmates are in college, only he himself could not continue.
So that every time he gathered with them, he always felt isolated as a conversation his friends were all about the atmosphere in the lecture, which he did not know at all because he could not feel it.
So for a Yuki rather than feeling inferior and hurt, it is better for him to act as if he is busy, whenever his friends invite him to meet, he always busied himself and looked for the most reasonable reason, so that he could reject him well, without offending his friends.
He took a deep breath and threw it away slowly, braced himself and set foot back confidently to go to Mr. Devon's company and face the most ruthless CEO in the country.