My Beautiful Teacher

My Beautiful Teacher
Chapter 95 I should have been self-conscious



The cold wind tonight


Greeting my body


But it can't be cold, its hot


This heart of mine


It feels like this is my femininity


With your attitude


Is it because I am lacking


It's easy for you to play


Maybe this self can change


Froth that bleached


Become a rug like a pinta


What you say in the promise of love


Impossible for me too


Reaching the stars in the sky


Who is me


Just ordinary people all that


I really cannot afford


It was also wrong of me to fall in love


A man like you is as beautiful as a rainbow


I should have mirrored myself


Before the curtain of my heart opened


To love you


...A woman dressed in sky blue with a root-patterned hijab that is in line with the clothes she is wearing is seen sitting in a garden alone...


...Sayups sounded humming from a group of street buskers who were not so far from where he was sitting at this time...


...The song sung by a woman in the group seemed to be a picture of his heart at this time, many times Sitha shed her tears and many times the tears dried up by themselves because they were removed by the wind that was blowing finely on her face ...


...Dion's shadow when he was with another woman a moment ago is still very clear in his memory...


...How not, as a woman as well as a wife, he did not feel hurt and disappointed when he saw his husband was holding me and was seen kissing another woman in front of his own eyes...


...How is it that she has loved her husband with the kind treatment he had and the attitude that Dion has shown to her, even her feelings this morning were so happy when she realized she might have slept with her husband for the first time, what he wanted to have completely without even doing anything was more than enough to make himself happy then decided to open his whole heart to Dion...


...But now, that happiness seemed to just disappear...


" Maybe I was too hopeful for you mas, "inner Sitha by looking at the blossoming and colorful flowers that are so beautiful in front of her. It was inversely proportional to the color of his heart at this moment


" I should be self-aware, I don't deserve you, you're too perfect, and I'm just an ordinary woman who doesn't deserve to be by your side. I am so ashamed of myself, how could I wish more of you with our relationship. When you were so kind to help my parents and grant all my requests, now I want to have you as a whole. I was so ashamed of myself, "sitha's inner self awakened as much as possible to be self-conscious of her position.


" Maybe true, you married me out of compulsion and just pity me. My fool who thinks your kindness is a different taste, but have you ever said asking me to be a good wife for you ? what does all these sentences mean ? if only you knew the mas.your name was already an occupant in my heart. "inner Sitha without the slightest word out through her lips.


...A cool morning slowly replaced with a hotter afternoon, the park bench Sitha sat on from earlier began to be exposed to the rays of Surya that makes the skin warm ...


...Sitha looked at the simple black watch that was coiled around her wrist, today she has asked permission not to enter teaching at school on the grounds of illness...


...Because he could not possibly teach his students with the condition of his heart as it is now...


...Sitha got up from her seat and approached her motorcycle which had been parked in place...


...After not so long the matic motor had darted far apart the streets that look a little crowded...


...I don't know, if Sitha was angry he could ride his motorcycle so fast. It was as if he could vent his emotions in such a way...


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...Dion walked out of his office building with long strides, his face flushed red and cold. Every employee who crosses paths with himself does not dare to say hello...


...Because like his boss it's not in a good mood'...


So they just bow their heads


...Dion entered his car and soon the car was speeding like a racer...


...While Dimas just came out of his office and brought some files to give him to Dion to be signed immediately...


...But when he arrived at the door of Dion's room he was astonished because the door was wide open and there was food strewn on the floor...


...But what makes him so surprised is the existence of a Diva that looks chaotic in the room...


...Her hair looked messy and her eyes looked puffy...


" Diva, what's going on ? and where Dion was "asked while looking for Dion's whereabouts but did not see his nose at all


...But not his getting an answer, precisely Dimas get a sharp gaze from the sexy woman...


...Then the Diva came out of Dion's room without saying a word to Dimas ...


" Y.. ! why don't you answer my question, ah basic.. ! what exactly is this why on the doorstep is so messy like that. Then where are Sitha and Dion ? " gruntle Dimas was upset his question was ignored by Diva


" Dion has just faced two of his females who have just met ? " bluff Dimas slightly pinched his forehead but then a wide smile appeared on his lips


" Yes, as I thought it was true" said Dimas shaking his head with his small laugh and then leaving the room.


...Dimas will ask him directly with Dion when his best friend has returned...


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