My Bad Boy's
Cry out
If you can please read this episode by playing do kyungsoo cry out🙏
When my eye bandage was opened, he gave me an envelope containing a letter, he said it was a letter from the donor, I opened the letter and I read the contents..slowly my tears began to drip.
Do kyungsoo cry out
Godanhan haruga gilgo gil eotdeon
(From this long and tiring)
"to hae-gi, happy birthday to you.I said it first because I will not be able to say it later, when you have read this letter, I am no longer in this world, I am no longer in this world,accept my gift hae-gi.I love you so much..
Hansum gadeug jichin mameul dajaba
(I find this heart full of complaints)
"through those eyes, I made amends for all my mistakes with you, my stupidity forced to let you leave me, do you remember that April rain?where the rain hits us and we share umbrellas joking and laughing together...
Oneuldo naeildo tto tie
(Today or tomorrow, I will rise again)
Harul sara gagetjyo
(And live through the day)
"after my loss, my life changed, I no longer felt love from you no longer felt your concern.Your gentle and stubborn nature made me not want to leave you...but God said otherwise, he did not give me the opportunity to repair your heart that I had torn...
Magyeonhan gidaedo memareun
(Simple shadow, dried up laughter)
Chacheum byeonhae sigani jinagado
(It's all like that day by day)
Seoreoun maeumeuneun dodanan
(Sadness of my heart and this gaping wound)
Sarajiji anhayo
(Everything will not disappear)
A letter fell on my lap, I read the contents and it made me shake and I cried even more.
"yes, the week before I lost you, the doctor diagnosed me. I had liver cancer, at first I intended for chemotherapy, but when hyu jung came and trapped me which I had to lose you..I have no intention of getting healed..
The seogeulpeun uri oechimi deurinayo
(Can you hear our sad cry?)
Haneobsi chamgo tto gyeondyeotjyo
(Which we hold all day)
Gireul geotta eodumi chajawado
(Despite the darkness greeting when we were walking)
Soneul jabgoseo neul hamkkeyeotneund
(Hands with each other and we're always together)
"goodbye hae-gi.I love you.I hope you are happy with the man who helped you in that bar..
Wae amureon daedabi
(Why is there no answer at all?)
Wae amureon eobsi sumgyeowattnayo
(Why are you all silent?)
Godanhan haruga gilgo gil eotdeon
(From this long and tiring)
Hansum gadeug jichin mameul dajaba
(I find this heart full of complaints)
Oneuldo naeildo tto tie
(Today or tomorrow, I will rise again)
Harul sara gagetjyo
(And live through the day)
After I finished reading the letter, I shouted to my oppa, they came in and hugged me.
"why hae-gi?why are you crying?what's going on?"ask kai
"hiks..hiks.dong min..where is dong min oppa?hiks.aku..Hiks.."my crying.
"hae-gi.dong-min he's dead hae-gi.he died while your operation was going on" xiumin said
"he was in the grave a week ago hae-gi"jls kai
"hiks.no oppa not possible oppa.hiks.I want to meet with his oppa please" my son said.
"well hae-gi, after finishing packing we'll drop by his grave.he delivered a message to me.he said don't grieve too long for him hae-gi" he said.
After finishing packing we immediately went home and headed to the funeral dong min, arriving there.I put a white carnation flower right on his grave, I look at the tomb is clearly marked PARK DONG-MIN.
"forgive me.hiks.sorry that I never want to listen to your explanation.forgive me that has been bad to you.hiks..hiks,thank you dong min aaah.hiks"haved the gravestone.
Oppa kai and xiumin helped me get back to the wheelchair, when oppa kai pushed my wheelchair I looked back,I saw dong min standing next to his meal and smiling at me while holding the white carnation that I was carrying earlier, he waved his hand at me and smiled sweetly,I smiled at him and slowly dong min disappeared.
Skiiip
A week passed, I was running smoothly again, on the 12th this is my 23rd birthday,I went to the oppa kai agency office with oppa baekhyun to celebrate by eating a meal together, arriving at my agency with oppa baekhyun joking towards the oppa kai room.
"hahahaha you've got oppa hahahaha" looked back
Brugh.I accidentally hit someone's chin.
"sshhh aaigooo sick sick oh.yaaaak!"my words were held back when I saw someone I hit
"forgive me, I didn't accidentally sir" I said
I saw the look in his eyes when he saw me in front of him, his gaze was very sad and like there was no light of life and he looked thinner, thinner,the person I accidentally hit was j-hope, I immediately pulled over to give them a way, after they left I went in and took my oppa to eat together.
Half an hour drive we finally arrived at a beach whose scenery was in the shade with the fresh sea water, finished eating we sang together...but when you sing oppa kai's phone rings and he picks it up.
"nee, what's up?"ask her
"...."
"jinjaa?where is he now?ckk aigoo well we'll be there soon" said oppa kai decided tlpn
"what is oppa?why do you look worried?"ask me
"jungkook was attacked by sasaeng while shopping in a mini market around the agency, and now bts is in my office"jls kai
"ooh" my words are short
"jasudah, let's go there" said one.
We went back to the agency office, but when I got there I didn't go with them to get in there,I decided to sit in the agency garden under a lush tree strumming the guitar belonging to the oppa chanyeol and at the company of the oppa chen, We sang together and I played the guitar.
Hae-gi
Uri haji moshan maldeul meonjeo yaegihaeyo
Let's talk about all the things we can't say
Sandeulbarami uril gamssajul
As the wind gusts gently flow around us
Ireohge forward anja
Let's sit face to face
Daehae malhaeboayo
And talk about our farewell
Chen
Ibeon gyeouri jinago kkocci pigo namyeon
As winter passes and flowers bloom
Uri idaero da gwaenchanheul geora
We said we'd be okay
Amuri noryeogeul haedo
But no matter how hard I try
Sideureoganeun mam gyeondigi himdeureo
I can't ignore the feeling of you dying
Hae-gi&chen
Sawori jinamyeon
When April passed
Geuttaen uri amu ildo eopsdeusi
Let's step away
Balgireul dollyeoyo
As if nothing was wrong
Geuraeya majimak uri insaga areumdaul su issge
So that our last farewell will be beautiful
Geuttaekkajin joeumman deo
Smile a little longer until that time comes
We just sang a piece of her song and then oppa chen asked me.
"don't you want to see jungkook hae-gi?"
"aniya oppa, I have decided not to know who they are" my jls
"didn't you feel any pain after doing this?"ask chen
"feeling oppa even very, but this is my decision oppa.I just want to be happy oppa, I just want to be loved sincerely"
"some day you'll get his hae-gi, you can be mad at him.but don't let you involve the others just because of his mistake, did you see j-hope?he looks thinner.he loses a lot of weight hae-gi, he who always looks cheerful now becomes quiet.he who used to always be excited if discussing the preparation come back now just be quiet..likewise with others hae-gi.jimin and suga consider jin just a co-worker"jls chen
"then how should I oppa?when I saw her I remembered all her treatment on me"
"it all depends on your heart hae-gi, cut off the best jln hae-gi.I will go inside until nnti" brjnln out.
Seriate...
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