My Babysitter Is My Honey

Heart Expressions

I saw Mr. Andra pull out a red box.

Just looking at the box I can guess if the ring is inside.

Then Mr. Andra opened the box, and as I thought, it was true that it was a ring.

I saw the diamond-eyed ring was very beautiful, and I can be sure the price must also be very expensive.

"What do you think Vania, is this ring pretty?" Ask Mr. Andra to me.

Mr. Andra didn't know if his question just now really made my heart ache.

But I went back to positive thinking, trying to suggest myself if I shouldn't be selfish.

"Yes sir, the ring is very pretty. I'm sure she'll definitely like it" I smiled back trying to cover up the heart that was currently hurting.

"If you've said it like that, I'm sure he'll like it" said Mr. Andra.

I smiled at Mr. Andra's words just now.

As I was busy fighting with my own thoughts, I was suddenly shocked by Mr. Andra's treatment.

Suddenly Mr. Andra grabbed my hand and grabbed it. That made me surprised.

Just now Mr. Andra said he would express his feelings to a woman, but it could be that Mr. Andra held my hand and looked at me with a difficult gaze I mean.

"Sir, why is this?" I said as I tried to let go of Mr. Andra's hand.

It's not that I don't like it if Mr. Andra holds my hand.

It's just that I don't want to be too hopeful with false expectations.

But the more I tried to let go of this hand, Mr. Andra was getting stronger and stronger.

"Sir why should I hold my hand like this? Wasn't Mr Andra planning to express his feelings to the woman Mr Andra loved?" ask me again.

Hearing that, immediately the hand of Mr. Andra was weakened. Somehow the face that was beaming suddenly showed a disappointed look.

Not to want to make Mr. Andra disappointed, just that I don't want to expect more.

"Vania, I don't know what's going to happen in the future if I tell you this.

But, as you said earlier it's better to try than regret later on.

At least I should try to fight for my love.

I don't want the events that happened before to happen again because I don't have the courage to reveal my feelings.

So, this time I'm going to dare to express my feelings that I've been holding on to you for a long time, long before you knew Arvin.

Yes, since the first time I saw you, I've fallen in love with you Vania" said Mr. Andra.

Hearing that, my heart was shocked. How not? I whose beginning never thought if the woman who was meant by Mr. Andra was myself, suddenly heard the expression of Mr. Andra's heart suddenly like this.

But behind my surprise, I also felt a sense of happiness that I could not express with words.

I have always been amazed by Mr. Andra even though his beginning was only as a coworker, but since I separated from Mas Arvin, somehow the feeling of admiration turned into a feeling of like or affection.

And maybe it's because of all the treatment Mr. Andra has always been there for me, whether it's in a state of joy and sorrow.

"Vania.." call Mr. Andra while tightly grasping my hand.

But this time I didn't do a fight like that.

"I know you must have been surprised by my expression just now. But to be honest, all this time I loved you not because of the boundaries of colleagues.

But I love you as worthy of a woman and a man. So, I wonder what your response will be like after hearing this.

Honestly, what I'm looking for right now is not a girlfriend, but a wife.

So, would you like to be my wife Vania?" ask Mas Andra.

As soon as my heart was racing, something I never expected, the end came true.

"Sir, honestly I was very surprised by what Mr. Andra said just now.

I still can't believe that you're harboring feelings for me. The thing that is beyond my dreams, even to dream I do not dare.

Mr. Andra himself also knows what my current condition is. I am not a girl anymore, but a widow with one child.

There is a sense of inferiority and also inappropriate to coexist with Mr. Andra.

We are very different sir, like heaven and earth. Honestly, I was afraid to have that relationship. I had a trauma with my first home. I'm afraid it will happen again" I replied at length.

Hearing my explanation, Mr. Andra also smiled while looking at me.

"Now I ask you Vania, how do you feel about me? Do you feel the same way I do?" Andra asked back.

Makes me confused what to say.

But maybe I'd better be honest with how I feel right now.

"Actually I also have the same feelings as Mr. Andra" I replied.

"Then are you ready to be my wife?" asked Mr. Andra to look at me inside.

Without waiting any longer, I nodded my head in agreement.

"I don't understand Vania, can you tell me directly?" ask Mr. Andra.

"Yes sir, I agreed to be Mr. Andra's Wife" I replied.

Instantly Mr. Andra immediately hugged me, taking me into his warm embrace.

And it made me surprised because I was hugged all of a sudden.

"I'm so happy to hear your answer Vania. I've been wanting to say this for a long time, long before you knew Arvin. But I am too cowardly to dare reveal my feelings to you" said Mr. Andra without letting go of his embrace.

"If I had dared to say it a long time ago, and had not been a loser, we might have lived happily. And maybe you won't get to know Arvin much less until married to him.

If only I had the courage at that time, maybe the suffering you are experiencing now would never have happened to you" said Mr. Andra with a raucous voice.

I tried to let go of this hug to ascertain whether Mr. Andra was crying or not, but Mr. Andra seemed not to allow me to take it off.

"Let us like this for a moment Vania" said Mr. Andra while tightening his embrace.