My Aunt's Husband Is Still Married
10. Can I Go Back to Love Him?
Pov Nayla's
"The thing I never thought to be his wife until now. All do'a and hope I'm done. When I first saw him, I saw the person I dreamed of."
"In the past during the school department I was often idly chatting with my friends about the figure of the man of their dreams."
The Flasback
"Nay, if you're the man of his dreams like what?"
"The man who is older than me, tall, dashing, dignified in terms of physique and nature, loves and loves me more than himself. Nayla answered with a laugh.
"Well, there are older people who like children as cute as lu Nay, the face of a really big boy. Want later you as big as adults what age you face will look like the baby." Ledek Adinda as usual
"Well if you are single and older do not like me who cute baby face kebangetan still there are cool widows who nyari young leaves kayak me." Nayla answered him with the origin of the ceplos.
"Would you like a betrothed with a betel??"
"Why not? As long as the physical aspect of the criteria and her love dear I surpass her." Nayla answered lightly. And that's always Nayla's answer when asked her dream man
Flashback off
Mas Rion was the first man to enter the criteria in terms of physical and character. Since I first met in my dad's study before my birthday. Which I had not realized from the moment I first entered the father's room until I finished sulking to my father to grant my request.
And after that almost every day Rion went home for business with his father.
If asked why business with dad is always at home? Yes, since I was 17 years old, the company that my father handled and monitored from home, because he had a trauma disease met many people. So anyone who will meet dad must be at home precisely in the living room and will be limited how many people can meet with dad.
The necessity of Rion visiting the house often, making my feelings grow, I know that it is unnatural. Likes married men, for that as much as possible I pat all the flavors on him. But his presence and attitude that always protected me like my brothers made me sometimes get swept away with this feeling. Even so, as much as possible I control myself to behave normally when interacting with him.
But the thing I hate when my brothers tease me or make me a ploy, they let Rion's mas do the same. I hate it not because he did the same thing with them, but I hate the beautiful moment that I realized won't last long.
For some time I never saw him back home, and it turned out that he was divorced from his wife in his first marriage. I feel like there is hope. But two years after her divorce, she remarried to Hanum's aunt.
For the first time I felt an overwhelming, sad, broken crunch and I don't know how I felt. Those were my toughest years, having to really let go of my race to Mas Rion who was probably love clapping one hand, plus the year I had to resign from my job at one of the fashion companies I promised my dad.
Even though that year was only 6 months I got an increase in office with my efforts. Unfortunately I had to let go too, for the sake of my promise to my father to continue college.
At that time I focused on preparing to continue college by getting a scholarship according to my passion. And I enjoy my love, sadness and pain for Rion.
The last time we met was when he came home for the first time after the news of his second marriage one year ago. I was 21 years old then. My experience working, meeting a lot of people and starting my online business made me a more mature girl. I just smiled a short answer when he greeted me, yes it was like I was not the one who would usually speak at length from one greeting. I limit myself from interacting with him.
The Flashback
"Naylaa, how are you?" Orion who has not seen Nayla for a long time is stunned to see Nayla who is more mature
Orion had not had time to talk at length Nayla passed just like that, unlike Nayla before. Who unshakably spoke anything to Orion cheerfully. She had a look of disappointment as Nayla passed by.
Flashback off
After that brief encounter, 6 years ago he never showed his nose again. And he suddenly showed up at my wedding with Mas Hari and asked me to be a surrogate husband.
I was really surprised by the decision I heard from my mother. On the other hand I'm happy but on the other hand I'm scared, I don't know what fear is. I also thought he was my surrogate husband with a married status but it turned out that my father convinced me that he had divorced Hanum's aunt.
It was a relief when Dad told me. Because I never want to be a thorn in people's households.
But my race is still not good, I am very happy because my husband and successor Rion the man I ever dreamed of being with me and the man I loved all this time. But I haven't opened the lock of my heart cage that I closed 6 years ago after my second marriage.
But you know what? His speech and attitude are one frequency plus the speech of his mother, my in-laws. My fortress is shaky, I open my cage lock for him even though the door I just opened a little, more precisely I still limit my race to him. Just opened up a little bit, today her past hurt me.
"Yes, I want you to be the mother of my children. I want to have a lot of kids, baby."
"Formerly mas tried to accept this marriage and the only way for his ambition to soften was not to attach importance to his career anymore and mas could try to love completely is with him pregnant daughter mas, she became his full wife. Perhaps with the child will change his attitude to motherhood because of the presence of a little angel in our midst, even though there is already Arga. But Arga wasn't born from her womb. And Mas felt that Arga was lonely with the absence of the figure of Hanum as a mother who was always busy with her career and added busyness mas."
His words that made me feel happy soared into the air and grieved at the same time. So many questions that disturbed my mind. Maybe first if there is something that makes me less satisfied or struggling in thinking I will ask the person concerned. But right now my mouth seems mute and my ears want me to care if my questions hurt me. So I pitched any questions to Mas Rion.
Not adult, right? I don't know this is what I hate most when I love, always look stupid to hurt. Long ago after I decided to lock my Rion cage open my heart to others and lastly with Mas Hari. When I open my heart, they end up hurting my pride as a woman. I thought I didn't deserve to be loved?? Can I love him back once? Love my Rion mas? Walauku knows there are consequences to love.
Loving is ready to be hurt
Loving is ready to be disappointed
To love her is to receive both good and bad
To love her is to accept her past.
POV END'S
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