
Anxious Andrian repeatedly looked into the ER room through the glass on the door of the room, trying to see how his wife's condition now.
In his heart he kept praying that his wife would be okay. The sound of footsteps of his parents took over his attention.
"How's it going?" ask mami Riana directly.
"Not yet to know. Beautiful is still in check inside." replied Andrian who again tried to see what the doctor did to his wife for a long time.
"What a beautiful pregnant woman? why is there blood?" mami Riana's boyfriend again to her son.
"Ha-pregnant? I-I didn't know that Indah was pregnant mih. It was beautiful falling in the bathroom, she complained her stomach was hurting and I saw there was blood." sitting limp. If his wife is pregnant, then his wife and children will be fine. He would be very sorry if until they lost their child. If it wasn't for her stupidity, Beautiful wouldn't have gotten angry and emotional at her. It would be nice to be more careful in the toilet.
Mami Riana and Papi Alex look shocked when they find out Beautiful fell, making them more anxious. What else is Riana's mother who has been looking forward to the granddaughter of Andrian.
"Where are you from Andrian?" ask Alex who was just silent.
Andrian looked up at his papi who was in front of him. "I-I. from abroad pih. There's a problem there." he answered trying as calmly as possible.
"Is it Olivia who's aware of what you mean?" ask Alex again by holding back the growl so as not to turn into a clash. It's a hospital, he doesn't want to make a fuss.
Andrian's voice was choked with an expression that looked shocked because his papi knew that. More keget again mami Riana who just found out.
"What does papi mean? Olivia's conscious?" mami Riana approached her husband, seeking clarity on his statement.
"This foolish child left his wife alone at home only to meet Olivia who was unconscious from her coma!! and now he's making my son-in-law a wretch, who hopefully doesn't lose his son. How wonderful it would be to know it all!!"
"Really Rian?!" ask mami Riana in a higher tone.
Andrian just looked down and nodded small.
"What the hell is Rian? you are married! you should have forgotten Olivia! we guarantee his life there!"
"Olivia doesn't have anyone, mih. You know for yourself that Rian is all he has." Andrian answered with clear eyes.
"I still love him. But I also realized that I already have Beautiful now. I have no intention of leaving Indah and returning to Olivia."
"Then why did you meet him? it's the same you still give a wish to that poor girl!!" mami Riana exclaimed, still not understanding why her son was so stupid.
"Olivia's depressed! only I can help him. He tried to kill himself when he just regained consciousness from his coma and remembered what made him like that!!"
Mami Riana closed her mouth in shock.
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Olivia felt alone. He felt that there was no point in living. He's been tarnished and there's no way Andrian would want to be with him. He was sure that was the reason Andrian wasn't there when he opened his eyes. Three days of waiting and Andruan did not come, until then Olivia tried to commit suicide by breaking a glass and sticking the broken glass on her wrist. Fortunately there was a nurse who found it and immediately called the doctor to make a rescue.
When Andrian arrived at the hospital. There was a slight twinkle in the girl's empty eyes. The girl who used to be always cheerful with her sweet smile. Now there is only a bitter smile forced. His fresh body turned thin. Her beautiful eyes had dark circles around her, indicating that the girl had been sleeping less lately.
"Andrian.." - The girl looked at Andrian for the first time. Smile and his eyes begin to grow.
Andrian tried to smile and approached Olivia. Hugging the body he had long missed. For a long time he expected to open his eyes.
Now when Olivia opened her eyes, why did it not feel as happy as she had imagined so far. For some reason, that hug wasn't as comfortable as it used to be. Andrian even remembered the beautiful smile that awaited him. The man actually missed his wife's embrace when hugging another woman.
Andrian felt very guilty for lying to his wife. She was just afraid Beautiful was hurt by what she was doing at the moment. But Andrian also could not just relinquish his responsibility to Olivia.
That girl had no one in this world but her. All the girl knew, Andrian was her fiance waiting for her to regain consciousness. Andrian was hoping Olivia would wake up. He was happy that the person he loved was able to return to the real world.
But behind his happiness, there is guilt for the two women who both occupy his heart now.
"Andre.. I'm dirty.." Olivia's crying broke out in Andrian's arms.
"I'm dirty.. I'm disgusting." Olivia's cry sounded so heartbreaking in Andrian's ear. The crying inside was deep pain and deep wounds.
"Ussstt you can't talk like that. You're still the Olivia that used to be in my eyes. Don't think about what happened to you. Let's just say it never happened." Take off her arms and wipe away any tears on the woman's face that she might hurt when she finds out she is married to another woman.
"You will always accompany me, Ndri.. You'll still accept this filthy me, right?" cupping both sides of Andrian's face with his fragile hands still attached infusion and bandage scars attempted suicide.
With doubt Andrian answered. "Yes. That's why you need to heal fast." Somehow later Andrian explained to the two women.
Now he has to put Olivia first. His psychics are not good. He did not want the woman to attempt suicide again.
Olivia was very pleased with Andrian's reply. Apparently, someone is expecting it. There is still a hold to his life. Something made him survive. The man he loved all his life.
Olivia approached and placed her lips on Andrian's lips. Andrian just stared, not expecting Olivia now dares to kiss him. Even back when Andrian kissed the woman was still shy. Although this could not be called a kiss, because Olivia just stuck it together and did not move at all.
Again there was a strange feeling in his heart. The discomfort when Olivia touched her was more intimate like this. His guilt for his wife grew. "I hope you understand my current position is beautiful." Andrian murmured inwardly.
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