Mugen Monogatari: Rays of Aurora

Chapter 25: My Old Memories

I'm still talking to the dragon. “ before that I want to know your name? “ say.

“ my name? Ohh. I forgot to introduce myself.. I'm Larvad. “ Answer.

“ if my name is.. “

“ Rui right! “

“ how do you know. “

“ do you remember the mysterious woman who attacked you, they are the guardians of the kingdom ed who can communicate with me, because I sensed your existence I told them to seek information about you, then the sword was a fragment from my scales, they said that if you were a novice adventurer and had no weapons, I gave them my scales and told them to sell them at the blacksmith you went to. “ obviously that makes me a little irritated.

“ so you've been spying on me all this time. “ I pointed a sword at his neck.

“ sorry-sorry. “

*tek tek tek suddenly heard the sound of footsteps, and a shadow appeared that approached me, and,

“ may I join this conversation. “

“ who? “

“ ohh.. “ said Larvad with his leisure.

Then the shadow slowly showed its true form I was very surprised when seeing the shadow fully shows its form.

“ I am you. “ the shadow is in the form of me while on earth wearing clothes that I often wear.

“ what do you want? There's no way you're me. “

“ you're wrong Rui he is you and you are him. “ Lavad said.

“ what does this mean? “ my word confusion.

“ I am your other side, your real side. “ said the shadow. “ only natural if you are confused, before you are reincarnated here your memory has been erased. “ continued.

“ if you are my other side, please explain in detail what you said earlier. “ replied I half shouted.

“ this also has something to do with me, I will not interfere I will listen to it. “ Lavard said.

“ answer.. If you're really the other side of me. “

“ before that I want to say if you're a hypocrite. “ says my other side.

“ hypocritical? “

“ yes absolutely right, you are not the real you your memory and nature has been changed. “

“ I don't understand at all. “

“ before you were reincarnated into this world, your memory and nature are already in the setting, because Franky's Heaven Gate I can be as you, easily I am your embodied feelings. “

“ don't be entangled. “

“ I really know your attitude, yes because I am you, first look at your own memory. “

Suddenly the room turned into a place, and that place was my father's house.

“ here right.. “ my word.

“ is absolutely right this is your real father's house. Come here. “ then the other side of me walks towards the dining room In the dining room I saw myself having dinner with my father. “ for easy I will call it us, do you remember this? “

“ I remember, mom divorced with dad and remarried, today is 3 days before I moved to mom's house. “

“ that time when we were class 2 smp, do you know what will happen after this? “ say my other side.

“ yes, after this I will see the full moon with dad on the page. “

Then the space changed to the time page looking at the full moon together. And I heard our conversation again at that time.

“ Rui.. “ said my father while looking at the sky.

“ yes father.. “ I replied in my memory that was in play.

“ the moon is beautiful, she lights up the night, I'll tell you a story. “

“ long ago there was a child born but not wanted, the child did not have the light like the others, the child grew up with insults every day, everyone and his family did not want him but only his brother who always accompanied him was different from him who did not have his brother's light had a very bright light. “

“ father whether the child is the moon while his brother is the sun. “

“ is absolutely right, then the day continues day by day he lives life with insults and without affection from his parents, he said, one day his parents wanted to kill him but his brother hid him but instead his brother died, the boy ran away scared and lived alone, he said, the boy lived alone he spent his time in the forest practicing and practicing hunting animals to eat. “

“ then-then dad what happened? “

“ be patient, then one day the child met someone who promised the child strength following the words of the person, then when the child had become strong, then, the grudges that were still stored in the bottom of his heart came out, the boy entered into a contract with the devil, after which he desired for revenge and he destroyed his village, he took his revenge, he took his revenge, then an angel came down and cursed him into a lump of stone, and he became the moon. “

“ very sad story. “

“ is night, let's go to sleep. “

“ well dad. “

“ is similar to my story. “ said Larvad.

“ we continue, a little mud when entering smp. “ said the other side of me.

“ the first time I met him. “.

“ but we just skip right back home. “ then the space changes again.

In the footage seen when I came home shabby and battered due to fighting.

“ father I came home. “ said me at that time.

“ welcome.. “ that time my father was repairing a shoe rack. “ what happened to you? “ said my father was surprised to see me shabby and battered.

“ sorry dad, I was fighting. “ said I was scared, at that time I thought that my dad would scold me.

“ even though this uniform just bought but already shabby.. “ said father while patting my dirty uniform.

“ aren't you mad dad? “

“ why you should be angry.. My son must also have a reason.. “ he stroked my head and spontaneously I immediately hugged him waltu it. “ listen yes son.. “

“ dim light or faint shadow, do not be someone else be yourself even if you have to be trash. “ said I, my other side and my father in the memory of being twisted together.

“ turned out that memory was not erased. “ said my other side.

“ I look up when I see this all.. “.

“ we forward again to the time at fetch mom. “ space changed again.

I separated from my father because of our economic condition, my father decided to give my custody to my mother.

“ Rui, do not cry. “ said my father wiped my tears at that time.

“ I did not cry, my eyes were just poignant. “ said at that time to keep looking strong.

“ I have something for you rui. “ Then dad gave me a crescent-shaped ring he put the ring to my finger while saying “ responsibility everything is alone then everything will not bear it. “

“ hurry up Rui... Mom has a job at the office. “ said my mother at that time.

“ see you again dad, I will visit often. “ I said with a smile and shed tears.

“ I will wait for you Rui. “ said my father returned my smile at that time.

“ Then after one month stay at home mom. “ said My other side and I cut it right away.

“ Father died, my father turned out to be a drug addict, almost a week I locked myself.. He said he would wait for me but why did he leave.. Every night I cry and repeat the word many times. “ then I cry very hard.

“ I completely understand your feelings, cry, cry very fast here no one will be able to listen to you. “ said larvad holding my shoulder.

Suddenly the other side of me disappeared.

“ why.. Why would.. Why would.. The memory he showed me I don't remember it.. Why.. “ I shouted while crying.

Outside Siera saw tears flowing from my closed eyes.

“ Masters.. “