Mr. Ustadku

Fearful khilaf

Selsa went into Elyas' room because it was night. He opened the room door with doubt – in doubt. After the door opened, the voice of the husband who was teaching. For a moment, he paused his intention to enter. He was more willing to wait for the husband to finish teaching in front of the room.

“ Shadaqallahul-‘adzim …. “ Elyas ends Al-Qur’an reading. Selsa had been listening to the melodious voice of her husband while teaching. The same voice that had recited Juz amma as her wedding dowry.

Selsa entered the room slowly with doubt.

Srak

Srak

Srak

The sound of home sandals in Selsa's clothes reached Elyas' ears. Elyas, who was folding the prayer mat, turned to Selsa for a moment and refocused on folding the prayer mat and the sheath.

“ Assalamu’alaikum, mas. “ greet Selsa with a soft voice. It was so slow that it was almost inaudible. His heart is beating fast. This was the first time she had ever felt a room with her husband after a few days of marriage.

“ Waalaikum salam. “ replied Elyas without looking at Selsa. “ Why don't you take out your – clothes from inside the suitcase ? “ asked Elyas while walking towards the table to put the prayer mat and sheath.

“ Ha ? Oh- “ parrot Selsa confused as well as nervous to answer what. Because he does not know where to put his clothes – shirt where, he does not intend to unpack his suitcase.

“ It ... Mmmm .. “ selsa looks wrong behavior. “ I don't know where I should put my shirt – shirt. “ he said quickly. Then he closed his mouth again after saying that.

“ Put it in the closet. I've already moved some of my clothes. So you can use the right one. “ point Elyas to the three-door closet in his room.

Selsa nodded. He was about to grab the suitcase when Elyas' voice came back. “ On tata tomorrow only. It's night. Just rest first. “ back Selsa nodded. He stopped his intention to grab the suitcase.

Now he is back confused. Where should he sleep? If at his house, he will not bother. Because the bed is so big. But looking at Elyas' bed which was only a single bed, he was confused. He scratched his head repeatedly.

“ Why are you still standing there ? Sleep. “ ask Elyas.

“ Where ? “ ask Selsa plain.

“ Yes in bed. Do you want to sleep on the floor ? “ bargain Elyas and Selsa instantly shook his head quickly.

“ Yes already fast sleep. Wait what else ? “ said Elyas with his flat tone.

Selsa still doesn't budge. “ Mmmm... Is the bed enough for us to sleep together ? “ asked Selsa innocently.

“ Why ? “ asked Selsa while staring at Elyas' back. Elyas, who was about to grab the shirt, stopped hearing a question coming from Selsa's mouth.

“ Why are you avoiding me ? I know, during my stay yesterday, you didn't want to sleep in the same bed as me either. You always seem to avoid meeting me. Are we not husband and wife ? What kind of marriage are we having ? “ continue Selsa at length. Elyas remained silent.

Selsa took a deep breath. “ I realize, our marriage is indeed because of matchmaking. But after all, we are still legal husband and wife in the eyes of law and religion. Shouldn't we be getting closer to each other ? Cultivate a taste that may not yet be in your heart. If it's my heart, you don't need to ask. Because for a long time, I have liked you. “ continued Selsa back.

Elyas proceeded to pull out a t-shirt from the pile of t-shirts that were on the cupboard. He closed the closet door, then turned his body.

“ Sorry, I can't yet. It felt too strange to sleep in the same bed. “ that was all Elyas could say.

Because there is no way he said if he was reluctant to sleep with Selsa because he still did not accept being the one who knows how to climb the mountain and pass through the valley. Making himself a full husband for a Selsa. Elyas just wants to keep Selsa feeling.

“ So, will our relationship continue like this ? What ... What ki-we won't do the first night ? “ asked Selsa still innocently but also he felt very nervous when asking her.

Elyas was surprised at Selsa's recent question. First night ? Just be right. It might be my first night. But not with you, young lady. Elyas answered in his heart.

“ Sorry. “ only one word said from Selsa's lips. He then went into the bathroom to change his cocktail shirt with his home shirt.

Selsa slicked her shoulders even though her heart ached with her husband's rejection. He chose bo doh period and went up to the bed to immediately rest because tomorrow he must have returned to work.

Elyas came out of the bathroom, and found Selsa already under a thin blanket. Well, it looks like Selsa chose to use a thin blanket she borrowed from Umi. Elyas' house has no AC. There was only a fan standing in the corner of the room. So he does not want to sleep disturbed due to heat if he uses a thick blanket.

Elyas was in the bathroom for a long time. He hoped that when he came out, his wife would fall asleep. And sure enough, Selsa was already into dreamland when she came out of the bathroom.

He then walked to the hanger next to the cupboard. He hung his cockroach there, and he took a small mattress from the top of the cupboard, and spread it out on the floor in an empty place beside the bed. He then took a bed cover for him to stretch on the floor mattress so that his body does not feel too cold because of the ceramic floor.

He then took the glove he used to wear while sleeping. Before he laid his body on the mattress, he turned to look at Selsa who had fallen asleep with a recumbent position and a blanket that only covered the abdomen to his feet.

Accidentally the eyes of the virgin Elyas stared at the part of his wife. Suddenly – arrived his heart skipped a beat when he realized there were beans poking out from behind the wife's sleeping pajamas. Selsa, who used to sleep without wearing her glasses, made the beans stand out among the height of the twin mountains.

Elyas swallowed his saliva with great difficulty, and then he took a stand. “ Astagfirullahaladzim .. O Allah, strengthen my faith. “ Elyas prayer while rubbing his face rough.

He then laid his body on the floor. He sleeps behind his back on the bed because he does not want to go to the Khilaf. How can he be caliph, if the one in front of him is his wife. A lawful and lawful woman to touch, to touch. Elyas immediately closed his eyes to eliminate the strange thoughts in his brain.

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