
"then what does this marriage mean?, you deliberately played me?".
Rein only smiled faintly at your words and then the man turned around to pick up the glass of wine that was on his room table.
"Alexa,,, is there any coercion in this marriage?you did it willingly, didn't you?". Rein replied lightly
Your heart really hurts with Reinaldo's statement tonight, the first night of your marriage, not imagining at all this will happen.
Turns out your relationship with her is only a nanny for her child.
you can't argue with Rein anymore, because what Rein said is true.
The night wind gently sweeps every inch of your face, along with the unceasingly warm liquid flowing in the corner of your eye.
your gaze stared blankly out the window, your mind was so messed up thinking about what Rein said earlier.
Alexa, look at your life that is now more complicated, why you are so stupid to want to accept this marriage without thinking long, even though you also know if rein still loves his late wife very much.
at 6 am you start to wake up from your sleep, feeling the sun coming in the window of the room invites you to immediately rise from sleep .
you circled your eyes all over the room, but you didn't see any sign of Rein there, but last night Rein really didn't go back to the room after leaving your little argument.
you just sighed and immediately got up, rather than back dissolved in your grief.
after bathing and polishing your face a little with powder you immediately went down to help the maids prepare breakfast for Rein and the children.
homework is already fully the responsibility of the maid, so just take the initiative to help.
you arranged the food on the table while waiting for Rein and the children to come.
"haii good morning, wahh is beautiful and handsome let's have breakfast first".your words when you see ellena and Gilang have come out of his room.
" wahhh very nice, finally elle can have breakfast with mama! ".said ellena spirit
You only reply with a smile, and take rice and side dishes for them.
"mama, where are you?".asked ellena arriving
"emm may still be in the room, soon to come down".your answer when you also do not know where rein.
you had your first day as a mother taking care of the child's needs, and Rein, of course.
Even though the words of the man who has your husband status last night are still ringing in your mind.
your daily life will be spent at home and take care of the children because Rein does not allow you to work, you are only asked to focus on them. for other things Rein does not want to interfere while not harming him.
that's what Rein said last night when he clarified your duties in this house.
soon, Rein had come down from the top floor in neat work clothes.
he didn't look at you at all and just greeted his two kids and you started breakfast.
"children remember what day it is?".Rein opened his voice
"mama's memorial day".Gilang and Ellena answered simultaneously.
Your activity immediately stopped, a little jolted at their conversation.Your eyes slightly glanced towards Rein and then turned to the children, they seemed enthusiastic about what Rein said earlier.
it feels like you really are a stranger who just came in.
I don't know why it feels like your heart is so sore.
you also can't express your mood at that time, and just try to look as calm as possible in front of them.
"we go after you go home from school hmm papa will pick you up later, would you like to take anything later to mama's place?".Rein said softly
"me and elle have prepared flowers and chocolate favorite of mama pa" replied gilang
"good revelation, mama must be happy with your arrival".take rein while smiling at her two children.
You can only smile bitterly and continue your breakfast.
Rein really is heartless, you thought
the sun was right over the head indicating noon had arrived, the child and Rein had just returned home, seen Rein was preparing to go to his wife's grave.
you don't care about Rein and come down to help the kids.
"ayoo is ready".asked Rein
"have you, mama alle ayoo?".he asked ellena
"no, you leave without me, say my regards".you reply with a smile
"yes already Gilang take your sister to the car, papa followed".said Rein and in reply nod by Gilang.
after the two children are gone from your sight, you also want to leave there immediately without caring for Rein who is staring intently at you.
"can't you be a little professional ? today is the day of the funeral of their birth mother and also my wife, you should be able to cheer them up a bit".Rein said arriving
"so what do I have to behave like?, pretending to be enthusiastic in front of them?, then what about me?, do you think I have no heart when you commemorate the day of your wife's death?".say you are brave
PLAKK...
one slap floated just like that into your face which made me grimace a little because of it.
"remember you're just a stranger to me, don't be exaggerated and brash".ucao Rein is full of emphasis.
You smiled sinisterly at Rein while holding your cheeks reddened by Rein's slap, just how many hours have you been legal to be husband and wife and Rein has dared to be rude to you.
you don't hesitate to return Rein's sharp gaze.
"That's the color I don't have to do anything about".your slightly quivering words.
After that you immediately left Rein who was still standing there.
Rein took a rough breath and looked at your back which had started to disappear from his sight.
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When they went to the funeral you were also preparing to leave because there was an appointment with Yuna your best friend.
you immediately order a taxi and head to the place that Yuna has sent you.
after arriving at the place where your eyes circulate all over the place then you see yuna who is waving with you and you immediately approach her.
"what was your first day being the wife of a widower?".asked yuna spirit
"haishhh, hmm everything's fine".your lies
in the middle of your little chatter came a man approaching you.
"Hi, it's been a long time".said the man
"naahh has come, allele I have to go and get back to work".pamit yuna
"em kind heart yuna".
After Yuna left, the man sat down in front of you and looked at you, looking down.
yes the man is your close friend Dion with yuna, you guys have promised to meet today.
"are you okay?".asked dion opening his voice
"Hmmm, yes,".you answer as it were
"are you happy?".asked again and just got a nod from you
"i really don't get out of my mind, do you mind this marriage?, he has 2 children, he has 2 children,you don't think about what your future is like with 2 kids at the same time at your young age?".ucao dion
"Dion.this is my decision, I've thought about everything including the risks, and,,, I'm fine".
"ok, then what about your career?, your ideals?, your desires?, you just throw it away?".
You just fell silent at Dion's words, all right there's nothing wrong, you went back to thinking why you're this stupid, you should think about what Dion said.
but don't know why when you first met Rein and got an offer to marry her, you didn't mind accepting her .
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At 8 pm you just returned to the Mention when entering from the main door there is no Rein and also the child there when entering the Mension.
"did they sleep?" your inner
"what child's aunt is asleep?"your tanyu to a maid there.
"maybe you've slept, madam, with Mr. Rein".his reply was polite
"oh yes thank you bik".reply reply and immediately go up to your room.
You open the door slowly afraid there's rein but thankfully there's no Rein.
You cleaned up and changed clothes.
when it's done, you immediately put your body on the bed, just now you want to pull the blanket suddenly the door of the room opens making you turn quickly towards the door.
"where are you from?".asked Rein coldly
"ahhh, meet a friend".your answer is brief
"you refused to go with us because you wanted to see the man?".
Your activity halted for a moment as Rein said that.
'where did Rein know that he met Dion today'?(think)
"he's my friend".you answer as you please
"then you're justifying the meeting with her, without my permission?"press Rein at the end of the sentence
rein's reply suddenly made you look at her with a cold look.
"mr Rein just last night you said it, I'm nobody but just your babysitter, so you don't have to interfere with your nanny's private business" you said
You wanted to leave Rein but your hands were pulled rough by him.
You screamed withstanding the pain on your wrists that were clutched in the rein violently.
"remember your status of allexa! Out there everyone knows you're my wife,".he said with a sharp look from her
"there's no need to worry about that" you said and let go of Rein's hand
the morning sun had just appeared but a man had already messed with the atmosphere by shouting your name.
"Alexa.., uh...,,"
yes the voice had Rein, since that man was busy here and there looking for items that never met make him repeatedly shout your name.
"why sihh??".you replied annoyedly approaching Rein
"where's my tie? why wasn't it prepared, I had an important meeting this morning".the sound was rude
"YAKKK, can't take it myself, I'm preparing provisions for Gilang and Ellena".your protest
"what??? You're a wife and mother, Jessica can also do it at the same time".the taps arrive
You just keep quiet when Rein compares you and his wife, there's a little bit of pain in your heart.
you quickly controlled yourself, took a breath and smiled at him.
"but unfortunately I'm not him" you said calmly and immediately passed to the walk in closet taking Rein's tie
"it's your fault she's in a relationship with an unfinished person".
today you plan to take Gilang and Allexa to school because you are too bored if you continue at home.
" heart at school yes study diligently, do not be naughty em".your message to the two children continued you
"iya ma, mama heart also at home".ucap Gilang.
you smiled as you nodded and let the boy into the school gate.
while in the office, Rein was talking to a man in his room, Dion.
"where do you know him from?".asked Rein without further ado
"hmm, he's my friend, and also the person I like, why?".he replies casually
"you should have known she was my wife".
"emm, I know".dion replied calmly
"stop seeing her".Rein said firmly
"what right do you have to forbid me".disprove dion
"i'm her husband".Rein replied with great emphasis
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