Mr. Little Girl. Mobster
EPS 168 Scars to lose you
[Othor Speaking ]
Aaaargh... Sorry I just got on.. Hoot
It turns out that the beginning of the month that the othor thought would be beautiful with updates without holes, in fact this has been 5 days aleong and vanished already the mood othor wkwkwkwk
BTW... This part is a musical drama for a moment huh. hihi.
You guys open up Spotify to Joox, find Seungri - Alone.
As usual, there will be an iron and a translation, the flow is also as usual. Also gota ya... This is for a complement. Othor klo use backsound that should not be able to be mewek so mehehe
Especially if you know the meaning...
Cuss ah don't most of your tar intro leave othor... No update 5 days view anjloooook se anjloook plummetingaa wkwkwk
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The next day at the hotel xxx, town S.
Neujeossjiman kkeutnassjiman
da jianjionaego sipeunde nae mamdaero
geuraessjiman tteonassjiman
jal hal su issneunde, neol jikyeojuneun geol...
Even though the end of his thinking is over
I want to erase everything but I can't do what I want
Even if it is like that and you leave
I can do well now, protecting you...
Today Axcel brought Keano back to his family. From last night his heart was not calm and unwilling. It's just that, for the sake of Keano not suspecting him or continue to dissolve in the same sadness. The two spend the night playing their favorite game with joy.
DEG!
Axcel stopped his steps when his two neutrals could already clearly reflect the look of the woman he loved. His heart raged again violently, as hard as he could, he remained as firm as ever.
'Fara... In the future maybe I'll numb. I was really hurt just to survive loving you.' Axcel's inner pain.
Jibe issneun chimdaega envy neolpeosseossneunji
bamsae hollo dwicheogyeo neoreul neukkil
ttatteushaessdeon ondoga chagapge nal gamssawa
eojekkajiman haedo...
Is the bed in my house always this wide?
No matter how I reverse my sleep at night, I can't feel you
The warm temperature wrapped me coldly.
Keano fell silent, he did not immediately hug his family. He just gripped tightly grip his little papa hand. He seems not willing that in the future there will be no more friends who accompany him to play his favorite game.
Keenan clenched both of his hands, jealousy gushed into his chest quickly. He tried to act as cold as ever. Seeing Farah staring at the man before them, it felt like an invisible stab.
Axcel understood, he squabbled at Keano and did farewell as normally as possible.
"Go..," said Axcel Pilu.
"Father!" Unexpectedly Keano hugged Axcel tightly, his clear circle was no longer able to hold him. "Remember our promise, Pah!" keano lirih terbatas.
"Father promise. Whenever you want Papa, you can immediately look for me. My house is wide open to you, " whispered Axcel kissed the body of his beloved little man.
Farah quickly wiped away the falling tears quite profusely. He also threw away his face holding back from being overdone looking at the stifling sight before his eyes. For the first time Keenan did not know what to behave at this time.
Keano let go of her embrace, gently rubbing her little papa wet face. "I love you Papa...,"
Keenan's heart felt increasingly claustrophobic, his proud son expressed another love for another man. Another painful thing that, Keano herself has to date not said a word she loves her biological father. 'Is this what it feels like to not bleed?'
Axcel nodded quickly, it felt like every word he could not say. Keano turned back to where his parents were still standing still silent from when they met each other.
"Mother..," Keano hugged her mother tightly.
Axcel looked at Farah softly, he took off the last smile on his face. "I say goodbye to Farah,"
Nega eopsneun nan honja issneun beobeul molla
meokgo janeun geosdo meot burineun geosjochado
meorissogeun ontong hayan mulgameuro
jugeul geosman gata
Cuz I don’t want to be alone
Neon nugugugagawa yeah
nan nunmuri na
Cuz I don’t want to be alone...
Without you, I don't know how to do it alone
Eat sleep or even dress up
Everything was painted with white paint on my head
I feel like I'm dying
Because I don't want to be alone...
You are with someone...
My tears are flowing down...
Because I don't want to be alone...
Farah increasingly rushing her tears, all the pieces of memory of their togetherness floated one by one showing themselves in her mind. How they spent the last five years together. Likes and sorrows, jokes and laughter, all blending into one made him reluctant to part like this.
"Wait!" peeking Farah stopped Axcel's footsteps who began to leave bringing his defeat.
Farah immediately turned to face the man beside her. "Can I talk to him for a moment? However, it was she and her family that saved my life..."
Keenan looked more and more somber and emotions became one, he could only clench his handbooks tightly until they turned white.
"We've agreed before, right?" pinta Farah reassured Keenan.
"Five minutes," Keenan replied coldly carrying his son walking past the two.
Farah arched her smile, she immediately pulled Axcel's hand towards the hotel's backyard. Axcel doesn't believe Farah treats herself that way. His smile expanded, the desire of his life came back to his soul that had died.
Neowa na geotdeon gil hamkehan chueokdeul da
geuge ije waseo
geu eotteon uimiga
kkakji kkyeossdeon son bore ip majchudeon
neon imi yeogi eopsneunde
The path I used to walk with you, all of it now means nothing...
The hand was clasped to hold the cheek that I used to kiss.
You're not here anymore...
Hamkke bodeon tibi sok jeulgyeo bodeon yeonghwado
geu jinger issneunde neoneun yeogi eopseo wae
silheohadeon jansori geugeosmajeo
The movies we used to enjoy on TV, it's still there but you're not here, why?
I even miss you nagging a hated one to hate
Reversing you to me, changing the time back...
Bruuk!
Without asking permission first Axcel could not bear to immediately hug the woman he loved the most in this world.
"You're bad to me!" lirih Axcel poignant. "It's only been a day not with you, I miss you so much dear" Axcel closed his eyes tightly.
"I'm sorry..," said Farah no less.
"When I live with you, I don't know what loneliness is." - great-grandson Axcel was not willing.
Farah slowly pushed the body of her helper man. "You're lebay!"
Farah chuckled at Axcel's weak forehead. "Are you planning on not seeing me and Keano again, hm?"
Axcel was speechless, not that he didn't want to. She just disappeared for her mental health. "Heh, will that cold man allow it?"
"Sure, I'm in complete control of her." Farah widened her naughty smile.
Axcel shook his head in amazement and laughed. As weak as his faith was, given a smile Farah the pain before had somehow vanished.
"Why do you have to turn him back, too" complained Axcel showing a dislike face.
Farah was silent, Axcel should already know the answer to the question that the man always throws up several times every day.
"Farah..," cried Axcel seriously.
Farah looked up at Axcel no less seriously. However, at once his forehead shriveled in confusion over Axcel's behavior now. Axcel was preparing to reveal the word he had concocted before.
"I love you,"
DEG!
I don't know why Farah was upset when she heard the sentence just now that was much more touching than before.
"Morango!"
"Wo ai ni!"
"Je t'aime,"
"Aishitru,"
Farah was stunned to see Axcel's behavior that she thought was funny, mentioning several languages from several countries that are the same meaning.
"I love you Farah Lee!" Axcel clasped Farah's hands tightly and kissed her immediately.
"I'll make sure, with me... You will always laugh and be happy." Axcel looked expectantly at the woman before him. "As in the last five years, there will be no pain that dares to come at you. Your life will be calm, peaceful, and sentosa!"
"Don't leave me alone Farah... I can't breathe without you,"
Haru jongil meonghani
nae mameun feel so sick chiryoga piryohae
gil ilheun naneun jigeum eoshiro
cham manhi jichyeosseo eoseo natana
eoseo natana...
eoseo natana...
eoseo natana...
Cuz I don’t want to be alone
I ran out of space all day thinking about you,
My heart hurts so much, I need treatment...
I'm the one who got lost where should I go?
I'm so tired, please hurry up and appear before me...
Please hurry and appear before me...
Please hurry and appear before me...
Please hurry and appear before me...
Because I don't want to be alone...
Farah quickly regained her tears, it was mixed. Without replying to all the sweet words Axcel, the girl was actually opening her necklace hook. Farah immediately pulled Axcel's hand open the man's palm and put down his beloved necklace.
Axcel's body trembled he threw away his face not wanting to look crybaby in front of Farah.
"This is for you, keep it well.." Farah clasped Axcel's fist tightly. "I found it back at home." Farah took a breath for a moment. "This necklace is Papa's gift, my most precious thing. You have to take care of it and not let you lose it" Farah said.
"When you miss me, this necklace will remind you that I will always be by your side." said Farah. "Lying if I don't have feelings of love for you. Because falling in love is easy, especially what you've done for me, for Keano." Farah tries hard to control her emotions.
"You're evil!" axcel's strangulation made Farah aghast. "If you really love me, then why do you still choose that guy, huh?!"
"Does he know how much pain you feel when you bite my whole body like a monster when you're crazy?"
"Does she know what it's like to be in a tight grip, until it feels like my bones will break when you give birth to Keano?"
"Did he ever feel depressed when I was as strong as I could think of how to make you smile, laugh, and return to your appetite when your mental state was down?!"
"Only I know what Farah feels like, and only I was by your side at the time,"
"SO WHY DID YOU CHOOSE KEENAN NOW, HUH?"
"WHY FARAAAH!!"
Axcel vented all the emotions he had been craving all along. Afterwards he gloriously looked at Farah who was still dumbfounded at his rude attitude.
"I'm angry, I'm sad, quickly hug me!!" axcel was sulking in front of Farah as usual.
Farah bowed her face and chuckled at Axcel's behavior. Farah quickly hugged the man whose name was quietly tucked neatly away in a small part of her heart.
'My love for you overcame Farah's everything. I hope you can feel every pounding of my heart, even in every breath I will always have your name there. Everything I give is sincere to you... I let you go again and again as a form of real love that I have. Seeing you happy is more than enough as you reciprocate my love Farah's feelings,'
Axcel released a hug, gently cupping Farah's face with a happy smile. "Please promise me you'll be happy in the future."
Farah clenched her lips tightly and nodded in agreement.
"If Keenan leaves you hurt or sad, I will not hesitate to take you back, and I will not yield to the umpteenth time." Axcel gently rubbed Farah's cheek, his blood as if hot hissing. He bowed his face and stole a warm kiss.
Surprisingly Farah did not dismiss him, he actually replied to Axcel's link for a moment. This was done by Farah as a form of reasonable compensation for men as good and as patient as Axcel was willing to take it off without bother.
"Thank you Little Papa," Farah gave a wide smile. "Living with Keenan was my goal all along. You already know that."
"But, if he were to waste it again. You don't have to pick me up, I'll come for you myself."
Axcel chuckled with Farah's attitude that began to change not as stupid as it used to be.
"Nyenye..," Axcel's lips were upset.
"You must also promise to live a much better life and be happy... You deserve your own happiness. Later, if there is a chance I will always visit you and Grandpa."
"Remember, you are also my family.." Farah hugged Axcel back gently, the man kissed Farah's head trying hard to accept the reality.
While on the other side in a corner invisible to the two, Keenan and Keano were watching them from earlier.
"Does Papa need tissue? A knife? A pistol? What is cyanide?" keano's taunts held back laughter at Keenan who was already holding back his emotions and excessive jealousy.
"I need your mom to get back to me!" keenan is upset.
"Cleaned,." Keano's lips again harassed his father who was preparing to claw his head.
--To be continued----
*Credit of song*warung-lyrics(.)blogspot(.)com
