
Time too quickly passed now two months Davina lived in William's house and became the legal wife of William, during these two months also nothing changed everything was still the same, all was the same, Davina is still sleeping in the maid's room, a part-time job that Davina still does today, and William's sometimes rude attitude with him makes Davina already full of insults that come out of William's sharp mouth.
Huek....
Davina spewed out her entrails in the kitchen sink when she couldn't stand the fishy smell that came from the chicken she just came out of the refrigerator, and for two weeks Davina felt nausea every morning, at first she thought it was just because of the usual colds but over time the nausea was unnatural.
"Are you okay, Miss?" asked Mun when he saw Davina with her pale face.
"I'm fine, sir, maybe it's just a common cold" Davina said with a hand massaging her forehead that felt a little dizzy.
"You better take a break Miss, I'm afraid you're why" Mun said as he watched Davina walk to the kitchen table again.
"I'm fine Mr. Mun, if you catch a rich breeze I am still used to cooking" she said Davina and her hand grabbed the carrot in the basket and was about to cut it but the knife Davina used fell to the floor.
"Miss.. you should just rest in the room, let me take it" said Mr. Mun memapah Davina's body, although Davina had refused Mr. Mun still memapahkan young lady into his room.
"Thank you Mun" Davina said as she sat on the bed.
"You just rest, miss, don't move a lot" said Mr. Mun who got a nod from Davina.
When Mr. Mun came out of his room Davina grabbed his briefcase on the nightstand near his bed and reached into his briefcase looking for objects that a few days ago he had bought in the pharmacy after he came home from work. "Do I have to do it?" he asked himself when it was in his hand.
"How about until I get pregnant? will Mr William accept this child or vice versa?" granny Davina with eyes staring at the test subject wrap in her hand.
"No, no, no, there's no way I'm pregnant" said Davina, who put the tests back in her bag.
"But what if I get pregnant?"
"But I should have had a hard time coming this month" said Davina, who began to fidget. "Ah.. maybe I'm stressed so it hasn't come the moon yet" after convincing himself Davina leaned on the bed rest while squeezing her hand slowly.
"But gk is usually rich in gini" Davina's heart grew increasingly worried as her brain and self raised different opinions. "I feared that until I became pregnant and Mr. William could not accept the existence of this child"
"But what if Mr William was happy with the presence of this child? it was also a very small chance until I got pregnant" Davina said, recalling her differences with William, as Davina stared straight ahead with her mind working hard.
"There's nothing wrong with trying" Davina said after her brain stopped working, who took the test from her bag and stepped into the bathroom.
In the bathroom Davina had taken her urine which she placed in a small container, while her hands were worried about whether or not to put the test in her urine. "You have to accept whatever the results will be" Davina assures her, the test has been put into her urine and Davina just has to wait for ten minutes to see the results.
Davina leaned her body against the bathroom wall with a gaze that stared at the sky of the bathroom sky and occasionally Davina closed her eyes taking a deep breath to calm her mind and heart that was starting to be unreasonable. "Huf.." one rough breath escaped from Davina's mouth along with a cold sweat that started pouring down her forehead.
Ten minutes passed and Davina was still faithful in the bathroom to know the results, "Whatever results I saw later I should be able to accept, even if I get pregnant later it means that God has entrusted such a big gift to you" Davina said to herself with her eyes still closed.
"Huf... Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim" Davina said and slowly opened her eyelids and stared at the small object in her right hand.
The words that strengthened him earlier as if he would not be able to make himself really strong, his body immediately slumped on the floor as his eyes stared at the two red lines clearly displayed on the test.
"A—aku's pregnant?" said Davina brick with eyes that began to glaze with tears, either at this time Davina must feel happy when she knows she is pregnant or must be sad because she is pregnant at a very young age with a husband who does not love her. "I'm really pregnant?" said Davina repeated her words earlier with a gaze that could not be separated from the test in her hands.
"Why should I get pregnant?" davina said softly along with the tears that fell from both of her eyes. "Why did I get pregnant with such an inappropriate condition? hicks..hiks..."
Davina's brain recalls that she had been in contact with William and not just once, now Davina is cursing herself in the bathroom, why she didn't take any pregnancy-preventing drugs in the first place, if he took the medicine, he would not be pregnant with William's child. "I know this is a very beautiful gift that every wife out there waits for from you Lord, and you sure give me this much grace, but I'm not sure I can take good care of it given the condition of my household like this"
Davina's hand that was holding the testespek slowly rubbed her flat stomach. "Welcome dear, sorry if Mama does not welcome your arrival happily, but Mama hopes that with your presence in the womb you can share the happiness in your life that never ends" davina said to her fetus and forced a smile on her beautiful face even though her eyes still shed tears.