
It never crossed my mind since the beginning of my life to force my will on others. Especially to a girl I never knew, there was never even a taste for her.
The accident that befell me after witnessing the fact that the woman who first stopped in my life had an affair with the man who still had a blood relationship with my family left me devastated at the bottom without a single hopefulness.
The man who was very far away from me. A man who will not be able to match my appearance or ability but can attract the interest of a beautiful woman who is so beautiful and very much loved first.
Reason that I was an unattractive man, though, too boring and too freeing himself to make a model beraras beautiful and weak body gemulai it share his feelings to a doctor who has the same specialist with my daddy.
A surgeon, an aged man, a man who had a family and a man who had had a child who was not far from me had managed to snatch away the woman I thought was a good woman.
A man whose daddy I refer to as a nephew has snatched his son's lover from his uncle.
The man I call Bagas has taken Vallen's heart from me. Sleeping with her even combined love with each other while enjoying each other when I found out for the first time.
I'm appalled.
I'm slumped.
And without realizing it, the accident that befell me just came along with the destruction that hit.
The accident that brought me to him.
The first time I saw him, the first time he met me to apologize for his carelessness in driving. I didn't respond to it at all.
I behave as usual as I would a foreign woman I do not know and do not want me to recognize.
Until time passed, he always came to visit me with his lover, a man who was at odds one year younger than me, what I know is the son of the man who had an affair with Vallen my ex-lover.
She whom I knew as Velicia had a relationship with Evan who turned out to be my distant niece.
At first I thought it was all a coincidence. Until one day I realized that Velicia was Vallenci's sister.
I really did not know at that time that the woman who had the opposite personality of Vallenci was his sister. Vallenci never said he had a sister.
He only admitted that he was an only child and his brother had died when he was just born.
The day of alternating. Velicia who is cheerful, Velicia who is very passionate and always feels very loving Evan I always monitor in the bonds of friendship he proposed.
Evan, who was always by his side, always took time for women who were increasingly brilliant with his career, making me feel that I was a man who was less fortunate in love.
Makes me a very cold man even to my own family members.
Being a man who is very closed even to a woman who I am very great to glorify.
Then a day came that drew my mind.
The day I received a news that I heard with my own ears that Evan had bad intentions in his relationship.
The relationship he went through together with a girl as cheerful and as innocent as Velicia.
I plan to marry her later after she succeeds. If she had fallen into a marriage relationship with me, then I would have given her as many children as possible for her and left her.
Leaving him with so many wounds.
I didn't understand at first why Evan was about to do it all to a good girl like Velicia.
However, I started to fall.
The fact that Evan's father had an affair with Vallenci wasn't the only one I knew.
Even besides Evan, Evan's own mother, Mita, also knows the actions of her husband who cheated on her behind her.
And that's where I just found out that Velicia is Vallenci's sister.
Evan plans to avenge his mother who is almost crazy because of the actions of her brother Velicia.
He wants to spill all his revenge on the girl who does not know what after the disappearance of Vallenci news after being caught having a dark relationship with Bagas.
There's a little bit of pity on me when a girl as good as Velicia becomes a victim of someone else's actions.
It was because of a woman I hated so much.
At first I just wanted to close my eyes and let it go.
But when I heard that Evan was going to leave Velicia with so many children and abandon her, I began to feel full and excited.
The shadow of my mommy with the five children including myself who have a gap not far from one child to another suddenly appeared on the surface of my mind.
The shadow of my mommy left behind by my hypersexy daddy after giving away so many children did not go out of my mind.
And because of that, I didn't want the thing Evan was planning to do.
I started getting closer to Velicia.
Want to understand it further so that it is easier to take it from Evan.
But the truth is, I who was superior to everything from Evan was not capable enough to turn Velicia's feelings from Evan towards me.
The girl was too loyal and too loving to the man who had evil intentions on her.
Every effort I have tried.
But the end result remains the same. Velicia still maintained her loyalty even though I had done much to her.
Until the end, I had no other way but to impose my will on him.
Rape her.
I raped her without any sense in me for her.
When most people say that forcing someone to love is hard. So I want to reveal that raping a woman I don't love and have no lust for is the hardest thing in my life.
I guess after the rape drama that I made as smoothly as possible can change his mind and accept me by force.
But in fact, after coming to see his parents and throwing away the pride of my humiliation and self-deprecation will still be rejected by Velicia.
Words that mean sincere in his words because of his virginity that I took forcibly at that time made my ego disturbed to be able to have it at any cost.
And since then. The girl who was usually cheerful when she saw me and always wanted me to smile even though only a little arrived and disappeared without a sign.
My return at that time which brought rejection had become a problem in my family.
I didn't talk to my family much, including my mommy, about every problem or thing I could control.
Although the look of a disappointed face is clearly visible in the look of the face of the woman who gave birth to me, but not with the man who inherited everything that was on him including his name on me.
The old man who still had a high level of lust that I referred to as daddy was just silent and did not mind much about all my actions that were very profane.
He was also always silent as I hurled all kinds of scathing remarks that insinuated him for his actions first to my biological mother.
And in the end, because of my very insolent act that has made a woman who has a soft heart on all her children take over and took the initiative to apologize to the Velicia family for my actions.
Coming to his residence directly and said sweet greetings even though from the parents Velicia was very dirty talk.
I know I was wrong. I knew that I was a despicable man who acted vilely on people's girls.
But should Velicia's mother say so harshly to my mommy?
The rejection that occurred not only from the victim but also from his family increasingly aroused a sense of wanting to have in me.
The insults inflicted on the woman who struggled in her life to raise me have left me with a deep sense of anger.
Losing Velicia wasn't an obstacle for me to keep figuring out her whereabouts.
The connection I have is quite extensive because of the network of game features I created. But even so, I still have difficulty finding out about the location of its existence which indeed disappeared like swallowed by the earth.
But then there came a road.
I didn't know this was said to be fate or an impossible endeavor to lie to the results.
But I certainly found it. Found it just when I was feeling bored with my youngest brother who was too much behavior.
Chasing him without giving him a back slit to disappear within the reach of my eyes.
And when I found him, I didn't expect him to feel frustrated because of me.
That's something I never expected before because the Velicia I knew wasn't what the girl had planned.
Either because I was too intensely chasing him or he who had felt crazy and frightened so that made himself plan to eliminate me from around his life for good.
But because of my ingenuity or maybe because of his easy-to-believe stupidity of his men made himself fooled a second time by me.
I who pretended to be dead had managed to lock himself back in.
Giving a payment that was many times higher than Velicia for the security services that the girl hired in an effort to look after her but became a switch to working with me to get what I wanted.
And finally, I raped her again.
Rape it without the help of any drugs like before. Because at that time I wanted to provide direct stimulation so that the girl knew how determined I wanted to have it.
Time passed with me forcing her to return to our home country.
Obviously at first got a rejection from him but don't call me the son of a David Setya Mayndra if I don't have all the means to have what I want.
I threatened him with a hidden cctv. Forcing my will to have him come home with me. Forcing her to stay one roof with me, one room with me and one bed with me until she was pregnant with my son.
The effort that I almost put in every night was finally paying off.
She was positively pregnant with my son and from then on it changed my life.
I'm getting overprotective of her even though I can't be sure yet if I have a taste for her.
I always forbid this and that or everything that I didn't like about her.
I want her to be the submissive woman in my power.
I want him to be unfree and never intend to go against my orders.
I want him to realize that once he is attached to me then everything related to the outside world will no longer be free for him.
I cut off all access to it.
I stopped his steps to be more resplendent internationally. I want her to know that once she officially marries me then there will only be me and my son in her life nothing else.
The increasing age of Velicia who stated that she was pregnant with a baby girl made my heart beat very fast every time he saw her.
Wanting to always look after a fetus that I still don't believe that it's my own offspring.
And because of that I became a forced man and became more powerful over him.
Velicia has to follow everything I say.
It has to be like this, it has to be like that without being able to reject or refute it.
I don't care if he wants to or not.
I don't care if he agrees or not.
I don't care if he likes it or not.
But for sure at that time I wanted him to follow my every word.
Want to not, like not liking me is the one who is in power.
She always heard what I said, she always obeyed my every command and she always accepted me every time I wanted to see my daughter in her womb.
The pregnancy of my first child in her womb is really I take good care of it. All the effort I put in for the sake of the child I made from coercion.
Until the moment she was born into the world, the moment I saw Velicia struggle to give birth to her daughter in a caesarean section there was a speck of taste that arose when I saw how noble a woman in this world was.
I don't know what my mommy felt when she gave birth to me in this world, and she gave birth to me normally.
But like then, I seemed to know what my daddy felt when he saw his descendants present in the middle of his life.
There are a handful of haru, happy and sad flavors that are present simultaneously.
Vania Lavina Princess Mayndra
Names unknown to many include Velicia as her birth mother.
Neither Velicia nor my family knew that the name was actually given directly by my father.
He insisted that the baby girl who became his first grandchild should be named by him.
If I refute then my daddy won't let me give my family surname to a princess who was just born.
And because of that name, there was a dispute between me and my real mother.
Velicia thought that the name she knew I gave our son his name, he thought it was the same name as my ex-boyfriend who I hated.
Velicia who does not know who my ex-lover is, does not know who the cheap woman is, don't know who the woman I hate so much it's just surmising that Vania's son of aunt Marsya was my old friend as my ex-lover.
Our relationship that began to stretch because of his suspicions, began to expand again and more fluffy when Evan always tried to be present between the two of us.
I'm still harboring the fear that Evan will do no no to Velicia especially towards Vania making myself lock them both in the beautiful house that I bought especially when Velicia was pregnant with Vania in eco-friendly city area and high level of security.
In addition to the complicated requirements for entering residential areas, I also still give rules to my beloved wife and daughter not to go out of the house carelessly even just to just be in the yard without direct supervision from me.
However, what I had planned was not in accordance with the plan I had expected.
I who had put a shield on my relationship and Velicia still could not be strong even though I sacrificed a lot.
The experiment was alternating.
Especially when the misunderstanding between us increased again because of my dishonesty towards him about Vania my childhood friend who had stopped in my heart as a close friend of mine made him think that Vania as Vallenci.
I was less open but wanted to believe in him to keep believing that I was playing behind him.
The lack of trust in him and the end of my patience when he saw himself meeting Evan at the cafe he used to date Evan first by taking Vania with him made my patience rope began to break.
I who left the house without saying goodbye because of a fight with her intended for Velicia to clear her mind and believe in my words, but what she did was to leave the house without my permission and even take Vania with her.
The loss of my patience made me embarrass himself in public.
In addition to being lured to the existence of Evan, I was also provoked by Velicia's speech.
Speech stating separation in a husband and wife relationship.
Divorcement
The word divorce he threw with tears seemed to be very tormented because of his relationship with me.
Expressing all his complaints because of my authoritarian attitude that binds him in my life.
And because of that, again I left without explanation.
Leaving herself with the man who was just silent looked at me with so many question marks on his face.
I who kept trying to temper myself along the way by holding Vania in my arms did not feel suspicious at all about someone I had not seen for a long time.
Because unbeknownst to me, without my guess before it turns out Evan has prepared everything.
The preparation that almost killed me was perfect.
I who arrived was stopped by some burly people suddenly forced myself to get out of the car at that time.
By holding Vania I can't do much or even just fight back.
In my mind at that time, Vania had to be fine regardless of the few blows that landed on the fital point on my body.
Because of the number of unbalanced opponents and me who began to limp, suddenly someone came to approach and seized Vania by force who had been crying.
"I'm sorry I had to take your daughter" she said clearly as my ears buzzed for a punch.
"Bring your ex-lover to me, then your daughter will come back to you" he continued, which began to faintly I could see his face.
"Time is not specified. But it would be better if you give the j*lang woman as soon as possible. Because the faster the better"
The face that has wrinkles is not much different from my mommy a little smile when holding Vania who is crying.
"I'll try to take care of her as much as I can, if I can't do it then don't blame me, but blame your daughter for being too picky in appointing the person who took care of her"
"Ahead there is not far from the cliff that leads to the river, try to stay alive and pick up your daughter. Because if I don't, I don't know what else I can take advantage of this little baby except to sell it to people who need it"
That last sentence was an introduction to me towards a cliff so steep.
And because of that incident, I was rumored to have suffered an accident and then fell into a coma for several days due to a hard impact.
I don't know about what happened when I was unconscious, but what I saw when I first woke up from my bed was that she was by my side. His first presence I saw provided some relief even though the pain all over my body was undeniable.
But the relief did not last long, because after that I immediately thought of a tiny baby who was somehow like what he was.
Therefore, because of the Vania kidnapping incident that was only known to me I also decided to make a drama for everyone.
Working with dr. Gunawan husband of Vania my childhood friend to take over in an effort to help me without anyone knowing.
But it will not be easy to make David Setya Mayndra believe.
IQs that are above average will not be easy to fool.
Now I am absolutely certain that I am his successor. The most powerful gene in my body belongs to my daddy. He mastered everything I could, he could do but could not be superior to me.
For the sake of...
Unknown to anyone, though, the man who had taken off his great white coat and gloves who had always been a silent witness of his hand skills had performed a silent autopsy on the corpse believed by everyone to be my son and Velicia.
I don't know what the baby corpse looks like that's so trusted by everyone as Vania. But with great confidence the man I call daddy did an autopsy for a forensic investigation into whether or not the corpse of the baby girl was his only grandchild.
And the results of the autopsy he got. From the hair and also the bone structure because Vania who did not have teeth stated that the corpse was not her grandson.
It was obvious that the moment after my confession that forgot my memory and mentioned Vallenci's name in front of Velicia had invited the dark side of the man who was actually wearing the oppressor.
My dad came by then and showed me all the evidence that the baby I was with at the time of the accident was not his granddaughter.
He insisted on wanting to know the truth, so that I had no choice but to tell the truth.
I did not expect that my long story would make him who had been consumed by age take part.
It was him who made my path easier.
He who has presented Vallenci between me and Velicia to lure Evan and Vallenci simultaneously.
And because of the arrival of Vallenci also Velicia also moved and increasingly showed that he did not want to separate me.
Evidently when Vallen his brother slept one room with me he immediately went berserk and asked me not to do that.
There was a sense of pity at every moment of seeing him that looked very sad. There is also a sense of uneasiness where Velicia can at any time stop to be patient and then give up and retreat slowly because she can not stand the situation she faces.
I finally decided to get her pregnant again.
Decided to have a second child without thinking about Vania who was just about to step on five months.
And my plan worked. Although it should also be accompanied by my honesty regarding my amnesia scenario.
And now, I have to fight for someone I want to force my life back to besides Velicia.
I want a baby who doesn't know what it's got to be in my life anyhow.
I want my Vania Lavina back by my side to play with me.
And I want my little family back as before.
Where there are beloved children and wives in it.
I don't know when I started to love Velicia.
But as the time went by with him I just felt that I didn't want to see him cry.
I don't like to see him in danger. And I don't like it when he's with other men besides me.
I want to keep pushing him to obey me. I wanted to arrange for him not to get away from me easily.
I want to be a possessive man so that he never intends to leave me again like before.
Because once he has declared his love for me, then there is no way out for him from my life, Vania and our future second child.
I love you Vei.
And I hope you know that.