Mother Why You Hate Me

early episode.

My name is Felicia now I sit in XIIA High School while our XllB class is the same as Xll High School class just different class, we attend one school

From the small I was cared for by a sad maid it felt like I was never taken care of by mother, she never took care of me like she took care of my sister Angela

Mother gave him with affection like a biological child in general.

But I wondered to my mother why she chose to love me,

he doesn't like me when we're the same kid.

When dividing rapot mom just took rapper Angela alone, even though we were a school.

my rapot was taken by Aunt Surti

every parent has a presence at school.

bi surti always comes to attend to be my guardian at school.

I'm sad why? Why is mom like that, what's my fault with her?

I don't understand that even Mom never hugs me once or greets me every morning.

In school I was always ranked one mother never responded or praised me as a mother would to her child.

Because I feel not considered by the mother, I began to turn quiet and never fight now I turned into a grumpy child and always make stuffiness at home to get the attention of the mother.

Every morning I always make a fuss by playing my plate spoon to make a noise at the dinner table. Instead of being angry, my mother left me at the dinner table with her upset face.

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At school Felicia fights with her classmate named Nita , he fights his classmates because Nita always taunts Felicia his mother who never came to school and a maid who always comes to school.

in the past Felicia was a quiet child she never fought back and never considered the talk of schoolgirls who mocked or bullied but now she turned against and retaliated against the person who bullied her.

The headmaster called the parents of the students to come to school.

because Felicia and Nita often fight in class

nita's parents come to school and Felicia's parents come and her aunt a maid attends school to apologize for Felicia's attitude

After the business was over Felicia and aunt surti went home.

when she arrived home, she was on standby at the main door and slapped Felicia's cheek hard to her cheek

look over sideways

"Relaaakkk"

"Based on the child does not know yourself, you only make me ashamed, Why do you always fight with your classmates, what do you want to be hah" said Mother wrathfully

"I fought with him I fought him, he bullied me because Mom never came to my school, why didn't mom ever come to attend me being my guardian, Is it true that they say that I am not your son" Felicia replied smiling cynically to mother while holding a slap

Siska's mother fell silent to Felicia's explanation

"Tell me who I am until you hate me? Felicia asked firmly

"You want to know who you are? You want to know why it's like this " replied mom

"Yes I want to know "cries Felicia her eyes are dewy

"Well shall I tell you who you really are" said mother

When Siska's mother wants to talk Angela comes and stops the siska mother's conversation

"stop stop stop !!!! yelled Angela who had just arrived

"Why did Angela let her know who she was "why siska's mother replied

"Mother, don't !!! Don't because Mom is angry now Mom will say something that doesn't not to Feli I beg you enough mom" said Angela

"and you're observant, you don't listen to their talk, you already know right? that you and I are siblings, and you never doubt who you are ? angela was angry with Feli

Felicia cries running to her room leaving mom and Angela

Upon reaching her room she closed the door hard

"bruuggg"

Felicia had her heart broken and was sad because Siska had slapped her.

I don't understand with all this is it true that I'm not her son mother seems to hate me so much,

If I could I didn't want to be born in this world.

In the room Felicia was crying, crying and throwing things nearby.she thought maybe if she was not in this world maybe her mother would be happy.

Slowly Felicia approached the makeup of the table and began to open the drawer in the makeup of the table.

he took out scissors to injure himself.

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ANGELA POV

I feel sorry for Feli, why Mom hates him so much when Feli is a good boy. Actually Feli is innocent in terms of the past mother he is just a child who knows nothing but wonder why mother hates him so much pity indeed he was just a mistake in the past mother he became the victim and bear everything that happened in the past. I can only defend my sister when my sister is being scolded by mother . I will not let my sister feel alone. I must continue to give him spirit and will continue to guide him.

Angela goes to Felicia's room and knocks on her bedroom door.

Tok...

I knocked on Felicia's door but there was no answer from the inside, then I tried knocking back, no answer either.

ceklek...

it turned out that the door was unlocked and then I opened the door to Felicia's room slowly. Angela was surprised to see Felicia standing holding a scissor wanting to slash her own wrist.

"Felicia !!!! yells Angela

"what the fuck !!! Angela took the scissors out of Felicia's hand and slammed the scissors onto the floor.

"What are you doing Felicia you don't like this" Angela said, calming her down and hugging her

"Let me die Brother, let me die" Felicia said

"Steady yourself Deck , Calm yourself. Sister is always there for you, you don't be like this sad sister sees you desperate like this" said Angela

"So why you hate me so much" asked Felicia

"no Feli Mom doesn't hate you, she loves you like she loves me too. I think you're just thinking negatively about mom" Angela replied

Felicia takes a picture of her childhood in a drawer and shows it to Angela.

"see Mother's sister loves you very much, she hugs you with affection while I ? look brother, he ignored me I just stayed behind him . Mom didn't touch me one bit "Felicia's index finger pointed at the photo

Angela was speechless and confused as to what she should answer

"Have fel, most importantly Brother is always there for you, brother loves you very much, You have to promise sister, you will not do like this again , don't you want your brother to be sad? said Angela to divert the conversation

Felicia shook her head.

"So, I don't want to see you like this anymore, the same promise" said Angela holding Felicia's cheek

Felicia nodded her head while crying and hugged her sister back

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it's been night Felicia went to the dinner table for her dinner ,

when he arrived at the dinner table he saw his mother and Angela were at the dining table, slowly He approached the dining table then sat down, he saw his mother as uncomfortable with her existence , then Felicia decided to just leave.