Mother to El

32. Mother El?

"Mama's sister's El's parent huh?" daren asked his mother Dinda with a voice big enough to hear Damar Shadev Nazra and Razeel

Dinda fell silent she was also confused to say what was afraid of wrongly answering "Ren why ask that?" Instead of answering Dinda chose to ask back to her son

"Soyal said El's brother was his mother but El always called Ren's sister never heard El call the sister's mother" plain speech from Daren managed to make Razeel look down scared

Razeel was afraid that after this Nazra would no longer want to get close to her, Shadev also felt bad for Nazra if her son considered it that way and made Nazra feel uncomfortable

Dinda and Damar also feel bad for Nazra and Shadev for saying their son "Daren can't be like that, can't be in other people's business" Damar said

"I'm sorry Dev Ra if our son's words make you feel uncomfortable" Damar said

Shadev nodded at Nazra, only smiling faintly and not knowing what to do, but he still did not expect Razeel to actually consider her as his mother even though he only heard Daren's words, Even though Nazra had guessed that he was still a little shocked

Nazra awoke from his mind when he heard the sound of Isaac crying from Razeel who had now come down from his chair and stood before Nazra "Kak A.ara hiks Maafin El hiks" Razeel sank

Nazra immediately lifted Razeel into his lap "Why sorry El is not wrong" said Nazra wipe Razeel's tears gently, one hand he used to stroke Razeel's back to feel more calm

"El was afraid that big brother was angry because El told his big brother El was a friend" said Grandpa Razeel

Nazra felt netted to hear it, really he felt it did not matter if Razeel considered it like that, did not want to disrupt the event Nazra immediately permission to bring Razeel to the park on Shadev, Nazra also say goodbye to Damar and Dinda

Nazra carried El who was still crying in his arms to a chair in the garden "El still crying?" ask Nazra

Razeel nodded in the arms of the nazra "Yes already cry first if it has stopped crying new brother El talk" said Nazra

Razeel vented all his willingness in Nazra's arms while just silently stroking Razeel's back, even Khimar who Nazra was wearing was wet with Razeel's tears

After feeling calm Razeel raised his head "It's quiet?" nazra asked Razeel in reply with a nod

"Then why nangis kakan right not angry El?" nazra said softly

"El was afraid that his brother was angry and did not want to see El again" said Razeel honestly "Friends at the show show had a mama so El showed off Ara's brother as El's parent because El did not have a mama" razeel

Nazra who heard Razeel's words was sad, Nazra looked down at Razeel with a drop of tears down his cheek.he remembered himself as a child in Razeel "Sister will not be angry El, El, I understand how it feels, El can tell my friend that Ara's brother El's mother, I don't want El to understand what Ara Rasain's brother used to be" nazra said, pulling Razeel back into his arms

From a distance Shadev looked at Razeel and Nazra, since then Shadev had been standing there because he was worried about his son and Nazra. he deliberately stood a long distance away so as not to disturb Razeel and Nazra

Shadev does not hear Nazra and Razeel's conversation but sees Shadev's interaction feeling calmer

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After the event at his school, Razeel became more quiet even though Nazra was not angry with him, Shadev and his family would feel confused if asked Razeel would only shake and nod

"Why are you quiet?" Amira asked for the umpteenth time but El shook his head again

"Dev's mom's granddaughter why is it so quiet?" amira asked her son because since last until the end of dinner Amira had not heard the voice of her grandson

"Dev also did not know ma, El was good" shadev said because his son had spoken to him but on the way to take Nazra home Razeel fell asleep and just woke up when he arrived at the Bagaskara residence

"El why is this the same story of Oma" said Amira "Bad father is the same El?" tanya Amira answered Razeel with a headband

"El talk the same about Afi dong, om want to hear the voice of El" said dhafi

"El if there is what the same story om the same father of Oma opa or om Afi can also not be silent like this om so do not know what El feels" said Rafa

"Opa's granddaughter why shut up, some naughty one at school?" asked Farhat and Razeel shook his head again

Shadev pulled Razeel over his lap "El said to me if anyone bothered El's feelings, or El wanted something to say to me" Shadev said

"El find the mother is not easy, why El want to have a mother father who always loves El there is Oma opa om Rafa and om dhafi who love El as well" said Shadev

Razeel down from the lap of his father "El want to have a mother well El tired at ridiculed friends because El does not have a mother El want to have a mother who always nemenin El when El play and learn, El, El wants to have a mother who is always masakin and make El bekal" said Razeel then ran to the second floor

"El do not run away son" said Amira panicked to see the only grandson who climbed the stairs by running

Shadev rubbed his hair and moved from his seat to catch up with his son "Let the mother who followed you calm down first" said Amira then walked to the second floor leaving four of her favorite men in the family room

"Dev seems like it's time for you to find a partner, El is still a child, of course he will want the love of a mother" said Farhat trying to advise his son

Shadev confirmed his father's words in his heart but he was still not sure to remarry "Dev's father the affection Nazra gave Razeel made Razeel able to feel the affection of a mother, and I'm sure Razeel will also ask Nazra to be his mother" Farhat said

Rafa who heard his father's remark felt uneasy in his heart, as not wanting to make the atmosphere worse rafa had left the family room

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Amira walks into her grandson's room after closing the door on Razeel Amira's room and walks up to Razeel, who is sitting at her desk, "Why do you love?" ask Amira

"drawing Oma" said Razeel with his hands busy scribbling a picture book in front of him

Amira rubs her grandson's head "El want to tell Oma the same story?" asked Amira softly

Razeel nodded, Amira carved her smile seeing the response of her grandson "She sits with Oma" said Amira patting the side of the bed next to her

Razeel stood up and approached his oman and sat down next to his "Friends of El's naughty friends are you El?" amira asked immediately, Razeel answered with a nod of his head

"They used to mock El had no mother, when El in between Ara's brother they had not ridiculed El anymore but they already knew Ara's sister was not El's mother because El called Ara's sister, brother El, they are back to teasing El Oma" said Razeel with glassy eyes

Amira who saw her grandson holding back crying immediately brought Razeel into his arms "Sorry yes El Oma same father never knew that El was taunted by friends at school" said Amira felt guilty

Razeel nods "Oma El wants to have a mother as well as El's friend, El wants Ara's sister to be El Oma's mother" Razeel said in his arms even now Razeel has cried

Amira did not answer, but stroked her grandson's back to let Razeel let out all his complaints

"Oma El wants Ara to be El's mother" Razeel said softly before falling asleep in his arms

Because memnag Razeel already feel tired because of the event at his school added Razeel no nap so natural if the current Razeel sleepy

Amira fixes Razeel's sleep after cleaning her grandson Amira's face, pulls the blanket over Razeel's body to the chest, before leaving Amira to kiss her grandson "Sleep well, Oma's grandson, sorry Oma made you like this" said Amira

Although the actual problem that befell Razeel is not his fault, Amira still feels guilty for having had time to match her son with the wrong girl

After replacing the headlight with a sleeping lamp Amira came out of Razeel's room "El is sleeping ma?" Shadev asked who had been waiting in front of Razeel's room since

Amira nods "Dev it seems like it's time you find a mother for Razeel, this time mama will not force you to marry by mama's choice, mama just did not have the heart to see Razeel who turned out to want a mother figure in her life" said Amira

Shadev understands but he feels not ready to marry again, not because of financial problems but the problem of the girl he wants to marry "Dev will try to obey Razeel ma's wishes" Shadev said

Amira carved out her smile "Mama wait for you to bring your chosen girl to be El's wife and mother" Amira said, then patted her son on the shoulder before walking away from Razeel's room

Shadev went into his son's room to see his son. Shadev walked up to the bed, staring at Razeel's face, who looked swollen from crying before going to bed

Shadev kissed Razeel's forehead and cheeks "Dear dear El sweet dreams yes" Shadev said and walked out of his son's room

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