Mother To Cilla

Contrition

Faintly Hardi heard someone crying, he tried to resuscitate himself. He started to open his eyes slowly, trying to get up from his sleep to sit down, Hardi grimaced holding his head which was still a little dizzy.

After his consciousness recovered, he gasped to find himself not dressed. As fast as lightning he grabbed a blanket nearby then covered his innocent body. He circulated his gaze and was confused where he was because he was unfamiliar with his current place. He saw in the sprai mattress that he was sitting there were blood spots that contrasted with the white color of the sprai. Hardi gasped, still confused by what happened and what he did in the room or house that he did not know at all.

Samar Hardi let out a sobbing of a woman, then Hardi saw someone sitting huddled hugging his legs with a sobbing sound sounding raucous. Hardi focused his eyes and realized who was sitting there.

"Gram!" Hardi was very surprised by what she saw, Sarah sat on the sofa curled up hugging her legs, her face buried in her knees.

Then Sarah turned to Hardi with a sad face full of tears, her body trembling as if frightened looking at Hardi who was also looking at her with shock.

"Sarah, what's going on?" hardi asked because he didn't remember what happened. Sarah just stared cynically with tears constantly running down her cheeks.

Hardi turned on the lights nearby, which were nearby, visible bruises on Sarah's cheeks that slightly swell and Sarah's lips that look there are red scratches and on both wrists of Sarah's bluish due to the grip of Hardi last night. Making Hardi once again so surprised to make, he tried to remember the events last night but not a single memory that he remembered. He was more clueless about what was happening and the blood that was there was blood from Sarah's virginity, Hardi thought.

"West... Please explain to me, actually what happened last night" pinta Hardi who is still confused to explain from Sarah.

"Sir Hardi.... It has desecrated my chastity." Sarah's cries broke again.

"You mean?" hardi asked to convince himself.

"Sir Hardi has desecrated me, YOU HAVE RAPED ME" Sarah raised her voice and cried again.

Hardi who heard it was so surprised, because he really did not remember what happened. All he remembers is the time he met with Larisa to discuss her files. Last time he drank his order coffee and he felt dizzy and tired, then he did not remember anything. Hardi was angry at himself, he hit his head blaming himself.

'What did I do? raping off? never once in my mind did I do such an evil deed. But what I'm doing now, I'm taking away the sanctity of an innocent girl', inner Hardi feels regret for her actions even though she hasn't remembered it for sure.

Hardi realized maybe because he drank the coffee until he was unconscious, he thought what this was Larisa. In the midst of his confusion Hardi is shocked back with hysterical screams from Sarah.

"Sir Hardi, you have to take responsibility for what you did with me. You've been raping me wildly, you have to account for everything, I don't want to be a dirty girl. I don't want to get married in this situation, where there are men who want to marry a woman who is no longer holy." Sarah shouted to Hardi while still questioning.

Hardi got out of bed, trying to find her clothes. Then he started to put on all his clothes and approached Sarah slowly.

"Don't touch me" Sarah's hysterical freaking out as Hardi was about to see her.

"Don't be afraid Sarah, I won't hurt you, again I'm sorry. But I just want to try to see your wound, which is a little swollen. Let me treat it" Hardi explained seeing Sarah so scared of him.

"You have a P3K box! where can I treat your wounds!" ask Hardi.

Hardi searched the P3K box for some of the drawers and cabinets that were there eventually found it in a small closet drawer near the bed.

"Sarah, calm down I won't do anything bad to you. I just want to treat your wounds" Hardi tried to apply medicine to Sarah's wounds and Sarah remained silent.

"Well, now I'm going home. Soon I will come back with my parents to propose to you. Don't worry, I'll keep my word. I'll propose to you and marry you, that's my promise to you." Hardi walked out of Sarah's room slowly while still staring at Sarah who was still sobbing crying without budging until Hardi closed the door again.

Hardi got into his car and sat back in his chair. He does not believe that evil deeds he did even without his knowing it.

"Aakkkhh.. What the hell am I doing? I have desecrated the girl? I really don't remember. But I have to marry her, I'm not a loser who just ran away, I have to tell my parents to propose. I'm sorry Sarah, I promise I'll account for everything" Hardi's inner self with mixed emotions.

He drove his car away from Sarah's house in a mess that still filled his mind. One mistake that will change the course of her life and Sarah's. But he is not a man******* that will go away, his promise will be true Hardi though to do it he needs to think long and strengthen his heart first.

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