
Mother who was currently peering from behind the door of her room, noticed her youngest daughter Azzahra who was currently reading her diary book seriously.
For a long time he knew that his two children often read diary books that he had to find out about their father.
Not do not want to tell directly, just tell the past will only open old wounds that are still not healed perfectly even though it has passed very long.
So let his two children find out through the writing - existing writing.
*28 December 20xx
Dear Diary's,
Today is the "her" wedding day with the woman.
With all the strength of my heart, I chose to attend the event, after all I also have an invitation.
This heartbroken, it is truly broken to hear the word SAH thrown by all the guests present.
Had thought to cancel the marriage that took place earlier, but it would be selfish if I did that.
Only tears that do not stop flowing represent this heartache.
Diaries, diaries,
Our eyes met and there was a look of surprise that also showed great guilt, but only a smile that I could give him.
Even he approached me and hugged me tightly after taking me to the other side of the building which was quite quiet.
Just an apology from his lips.
Moreover, she was surprised when she found out I was pregnant with her child.
And I promise not to hold her accountable.
Diaries, diaries,
Her crying made this heart tight, I didn't like to see my loved ones battering with tears flowing down. I assured him that everything would be fine.
After getting tired I told her to go back to her show, so that no one would suspect her and I asked her to be happy with her partner.
The thing that makes me most happy is that she stroked my stomach and kissed it, even though I knew this was all done for the first time and the last time*.
Mother chose to leave after seeing her son's shoulders tremble indicating that Zahra was crying at this time, no matter which part made her child cry.
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Ahmad, who now knows that Arya has arrived in Depok, chose to contact her first and asked her to come to one of the cafes not too far from her company.
"why not contact me?" ask Ahmad.
"i had a busy day, a lot of things that I have to prepare to become a new student" explained Arya while enjoying her favorite iced coffee capuccino.
"i'm going to Malang for work. I want to ask permission to you take your Mother's meal." Ahmad's permission to Arya.
"my.khuk.khuk.."Arya was choked by the cake that just entered her mouth.
"you eat heart." Ahmad was busy patting Arya on the back.
"so Ustad seriously wants to approach Mommy? Ustad sure?" arya asked by showing a face that was not sure of the decision taken by her Ustad.
"i'm serious Arya, I will not play with feelings." said Ahmad.
"Hufth..yah already, if so I say congratulations to fight to get the heart of my Mother" said Arya as she reached out to shake hands.
Ahmad also welcomed a helping hand from Arya, now his duty is to try to convince Sadiya about his feelings.