
I leaned on the perimeter pole on the upper balcony. After my friends came home it felt lonely again. Ega still hasn't come home, same mother father too.
Want to clean up can't, not allowed.
Kling.
I opened a chat. I forgot that I have not deleted WhatsApp Danu.
Darling
Zar, where are you? I'm going to your boarding house said the people there you've moved.
I myself clucked how can his nickname even I have not changed. I started typing a reply, but only someone's hand with no strings attached grabbed the phone I was holding.
"Oh,"Ega ber'oh ria. saw the incoming chat.
"Dear?! when are you coming home??"I was really not aware she was there. I swear.
"Still love the same traitor? hm?"I get goosebumps when Ega immediately hugs me from behind. The haw looks cold, and while my phone he throws plunged down. the sound of objects falling, of course my phone victim.
"That's my only phone!! how can you throw that away?!"my screams.
The guy is indifferent. "His cell phone loss is broken, or .. loss lost the former chat opportunity? honey?"
My hair shudder, Ega jealous? I don't know, but I was surrounded by the negative air hearing Ega's voice still holding me tight.
"Let's go!"I said, but he kept me in custody. "Ega please, I beg to release me," I said to shrink the tone of voice. It seems to face Ega must be extra careful. let alone his difficult position kayak gini.
"Okay," the boy answered briefly then let go of me.
"Tomorrow we'll marry!"
My eyes are wide open. married? by tomorrow? no way, is that right?
"Aren't they still a few days away??"my protest.
I don't understand the cold stare of the guy.I don't want to guess that he's angry because of jealousy Danu chat me or Danu name that I haven't changed earlier.
The guy stays on his cold look. "Gue decide! tomorrow, we're getting married! ready not to be ready, you have to be ready! if you run away, you know the consequences!"he then pulled me in his arms violently.
"Nobody can disturb your mother's chosen wife for me, Dezara .. even if she's an ex you still love or even! the one you love, your destiny is to return to me. Remember that!"
🦢🦢🦢
At the dinner table my father and mother were very happy about Ega saying our marriage would be in the future and in person tomorrow. I stared at a plate of rice that I did not touch at all.
"So you're ready, baby?"ask mommy glanced at me. I who flutter immediately smile. "Alhamdulillah .. Mother is happy to hear it. and your late parents will also be happy because their will is granted," she said.
I frowned. will? so, my parents have also participated in this? why do I just know now.I was silent without wanting to ask.and Ega without me realizing his hand had spread to my thigh.
Damnit damnit!
I kicked him in the leg, rebuking him with a sharp look.he just smirked like he was not afraid of my deathly gaze.
"Prepare from now on. Our first night has no delay."
Deg.
"Lohs. Zar, why isn't your rice eaten? eat yes, it will hurt you tomorrow will be your wedding," said mother gave some green vegetables on my plate.
"Yes, the future wife must be much in the love of vegetable bund, let cepet ngisi later," continued Ega again and again makes me almost short of breath. he stroked the top of my head without caring that I was desperately holding back this emotional turmoil within me.
"Well, that's how you are, you should always pay attention to your wife later, and spend time with Dezara" said the father as well.
"Surely," answered Ega casually.
"What about your honeymoon to Bali?"bargain dad.
"Mum-honeymoon huh?"my ul.
"Yes.he came home just filled, yes Zar," continued the mother.
Die me. fall, how is this, I was so scared. Just look Ega continued to grin from now on.
"I don't think it's necessary to be a bund, well. here, Zara doesn't need to go far, here it can be, right, for her child?"keceplosan.
Silent. Ega coughed at me. I myself closed my mouth that could not be controlled.
"Ups. so-sorry, sorry, accidentally, accidentally! seriously!"I said quickly.
Ega is smiling too. "Can you love. wherever always can, just do not in front of the TV??"the god made my cheeks meet red.
Why be ambiguous? I'm really embarrassed, especially mom and dad are here. Ega really can't filter his words.
"I-I mean, I don't mean Ga, I mean-"
"Yes you mean you want it in a closed place, right? which is just the two of us? relax, I know where we're doing it." said Ega again.
Mother smiled. "in the room, soundproof, free to want what style," she also added.
"Not in the pool, baby?"keep papa talking.
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"THERE'S NO FIRST NIGHT!"press me to Ega.
The guy was holding on indifferently. "The wife must obey the husband.serving the husband is the duty of the wife.supporting the inner birth as well as the duty of the wife," he said.
"So calm down, still tomorrow, tonight sleep well tomorrow night, see you tomorrow night! we fight!"
I stared at Ega's departure in annoyance.
"ARGHHHHH!!!"my screams in the room seemed almost crazy because Ega. only yesterday she was so sweet. now she has turned into a demon.
Ega was ambiguous from the past, so no wonder if the one in his brain about negative things melted. in fact, as long as I have not really ever done things smell ***, because, because, because, the ambiguous was his brain and speech alone, but his actions did not reflect that. Therefore I gave tolerance to want to be Ega's girlfriend first.
Maybe now there is still tolerance for the guy. The guy whose name may still be etched beautifully in the crush of memories with Danu. Honestly, beside Ega I never remember Danu. the slightest shadow of Danu did not cross. it was always Ega, Ega, and Ega that filled the space of my mind right now.
"Ega .. will your return give me a taste and end with the same ending? go after I start flying. knock me down when I'm already drifting and hovering in the clouds."
I'm afraid the trauma is back again, the trauma of losing you both times ....