
Ah mak, why should you ask me to get married if you have to leave you alone.
" Mom, come with me to stay at Anto's bang house. I can't leave my mom here alone." I conveyed my desire gently, so as not to be a debate between me and my mother.
" Nai don't worry about Mom. Your new life has begun. Later when it's time mom will come with you, but not now." Mommy.
" When you arrive your mother coughs blood how?"
" Mom can take care of yourself, Mommy, Nai." Answer mom still with her tone.
" Now clean up the room. Later that night you and your husband will sleep in that room. Mom will sleep in front." Say mother again.
Sleeping with Anto? Allah, help your servant.my heart is at war. It never crossed my mind that I should marry a foreign man and have to room with a foreign man as well.
The sun is sleeping. The sky is getting dark. The oil lamp I turned on. In this house now there are only three of us. Dinner's over, the clock's getting higher. My mother told me to go to the room with Anto. I shudder in horror. It's not a good time to spend the night with Anto. My brain is spinning for a reason.
" Mom, tomorrow will I leave here, can I sleep with my mom?" Ask the heart.
" Of course Nai, sleep with your mother. I'm gonna sleep here tonight." Anto Sahut.
Yup!! I cheered with excitement. My mom looks at me sharply. There was anger on his face. But he did not want to be shown to his new son-in-law.
I took out a pillow and a worn blanket. Not to forget I burned mosquito repellent, so that tonight he can sleep well and not be a mosquito meal.
I slept hugging my mother tonight. I don't feel my tears dripping. Tomorrow I'll leave him alone in this house. Tomorrow I can't accompany him. I also could not accompany him to find a lid to sell to the besiegers. I kissed her wrinkled cheeks. There was a deep sense of sadness as if I was going to part with him. I closed my eyes in my dear mother's arms.
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Kukuruyukkkk....
The neighbor's chicken began to puff. I woke up, wanted to see what time it was .
I walked in the middle room, looking like the stranger was curled up in my old blanket. Maybe he's cold. The clock has shown half five. I went back into the room.
I went back to my mother. When our skin touched there was a coldness that I felt so much. I feel weird. I put my hand on my mother's stomach. Silence, no breath that makes your stomach go up and down. I raised my face to my mother's nose, hoping that my face would be blown away by my mother's breath. My mother did not breathe. I panicked, with all my might shaking my mother's body.
" Mak wake up!! Wake mak!!" My screams in my mother's ears. I hope my dear mother wakes up.
Because Anto's strong voice is now in my room.
" What's up Nai?" Ask panicked.
"Emak bang.emak don't want to wake up." I said hysterically while still shaking my mother's body.
Suddenly my neighbor came to my house, hearing my hysterical voice.
" Be calm, Nai, I'm going to the midwife's house to check on you." Anto ran through the crowd of people present in our house.
" Make up!!! Don't joke mom!!"
I feel like I have lost consciousness. I'mfrightened... Scared.once....
I left Anto alone in front without a word. Avoiding may be better.
Mom is sitting in her rickety chair. I sat next to my mother.
" Why are you sitting here? You're married, sit down and chat with your husband." Hardik.
" Mom, I just want to accompany you here." My answer is self-defense.
I didn't expect Anto to come in and join us.
" Mom if I may this afternoon I will take Naima home to me." Anto.
I was surprised, I looked at my mother for protection, but nothing.
" Go! She's your wife now you're free to take her away." Mommy.
" Bang, can we go tomorrow. I'm not ready for a few days." I tried to bargain.
" If that's what you want, I don't have a problem." Say it while passing the road ahead.
I looked at mom. There's no feeling about leaving him alone in this house.
Who will accompany him to sleep? Who will stab his leg if tired. Then who will bring the mother to treatment if the midnight pain?
Ah mak, why should you ask me to get married if you have to leave you alone.
" Mom, come with me to stay at Anto's bang house. I can't leave my mom here alone." I conveyed my desire gently, so as not to be a debate between me and my mother.
" Nai don't worry about Mom. Your new life has begun. Later when it's time mom will come with you, but not now." Mommy.
" When you arrive your mother coughs blood how?"
I'm getting tired of being stubborn.
" Mom can take care of yourself, Mommy, Nai." Answer mom still with her tone.
" Now clean up the room. Later that night you and your husband will sleep in that room. Mom will sleep in front." Say mother again.
Sleeping with Anto? Allah, help your servant.my heart is at war. It never crossed my mind that I should marry a foreign man and have to room with a foreign man as well.
The sun is sleeping. The sky is getting dark. The oil lamp I turned on. In this house now there are only three of us. Dinner's over, the clock's getting higher. My mother told me to go to the room with Anto. I shudder in horror. It's not a good time to spend the night with Anto. My brain is spinning for a reason.
" Mom, tomorrow will I leave here, can I sleep with my mom?" Ask the heart.
" Of course Nai, sleep with your mother. I'm gonna sleep here tonight." Anto Sahut.
Yup!! I cheered with excitement. My mom looks at me sharply. There was anger on his face. But he did not want to be shown to his new son-in-law.
I took out a pillow and a worn blanket. Not to forget I burned mosquito repellent, so that tonight he can sleep well and not be a mosquito meal.
I slept hugging my mother tonight. I don't feel my tears dripping. Tomorrow I'll leave him alone in this house. Tomorrow I can't accompany him. I also could not accompany him to find a lid to sell to the besiegers. I kissed her wrinkled cheeks. There was a deep sense of sadness as if I was going to part with him. I closed my eyes in my dear mother's arms.
***************
Kukuruyukkkk....
The neighbor's chicken began to puff. I woke up, wanted to see what time it was .
I walked in the middle room, looking like the stranger was curled up in my old blanket. Maybe he's cold. The clock has shown half five. I went back into the room.
I went back to my mother. When our skin touched there was a coldness that I felt so much. I feel weird. I put my hand on my mother's stomach. Silence, no breath that makes your stomach go up and down. I raised my face to my mother's nose, hoping that my face would be blown away by my mother's breath. My mother did not breathe. I panicked, with all my might shaking my mother's body.
" Mak wake up!! Wake mak!!" My screams in my mother's ears. I hope my dear mother wakes up.
Because Anto's strong voice is now in my room.
" What's up Nai?" Ask panicked.
"Emak bang.emak don't want to wake up." I said hysterically while still shaking my mother's body.
Suddenly my neighbor came to my house, hearing my hysterical voice.
" Be calm, Nai, I'm going to the midwife's house to check on you." Anto ran through the crowd of people present in our house.
" Make up!!! Don't joke mom!!"
I feel like I have lost consciousness. I'mfrightened... Scared.once....
What happened to Naima's mother??