Mommy's? I'Am!!

Chapter 5's

"Somehow it feels so painful when I see him smiling at another woman. Do I love him?"

~Dea Amelia Wijayanto~

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Dea pov's

I rubbed my whole body rough. I hate the red stains that stick all over my body. Less Teaching ! I hate that guy. He makes me feel like************* that is out there.

I don't even know how long he's been doing it. I'll kill him later.

"Damn!" My meaning again when that disgusting scar was on my neck.

Finished shower I came out of the bathroom wearing a long sleeve shirt with a collar up to the neck. I stepped closer to the dresser and sat on the chair. I smeared my face with make up. To look fresh and beautiful again.

My watch lyrics on my phone show eight o'clock at night. I have an appointment with Mark tonight. And about that fucking guy I don't know after he's done wearing my body until three o'clock in the afternoon he's gone out somewhere.

My long hair clasped to the side with a lid clasp. My lips are polishing bright pink lipstick with lipstick oil. Feeling perfect I stood up from my seat and stepped out of my room.

But when I came out of the room I saw the boy named Star standing a few steps from the door of my room. He looked at me with a sad look. I don't know why I feel pain.

I don't know where my foot is stepping towards him. He just looked at me. Maybe he was afraid if I snapped or got mad at him like yesterday.

"Have you eaten?" I suddenly asked him.

His head was warning of a sign he had not eaten. My heart throbbed back pain, if she really was my daughter then I was a bad mother instead. I just abandoned him.

"You coming with me?" ask me again slowly.

His two eyes were perfectly rounded but then he nodded his head repeatedly. The smile on his lips was so wide as if he was getting an expensive gift.

"But on one condition" I said.

"What's the condition, Ma?" ask her with a cheerful voice.

"Don't call me Mama in front of my friends. But call me, Brother understand?" my word.

I saw him pause for a moment as if calling myself with the call of Big Brother was a heavy thing in his words. Seeing him doubt I also said back.

"If you don't want to, you've eaten alone at home."

"No! I'll call Mama with Sister's call if it's outside when there's friends, Mama!" He answered quickly as if he was afraid that I would never take him.

"OK, now change your clothes because I'm going to eat with my girlfriend. Don't wait too long in the living room." I said he nodded and immediately ran towards his room quickly.

I walked back to the living room. Because Brother Mark will soon be at my house. Because he just gave me the news that he was close to my house.

Sohyun off

Author pov

Dea who was sitting in the living room chair was still waiting for Mark to arrive and was also waiting for the Star to finish changing her clothes. There was a clear sound of the steps of the Star heading towards him when the doorbell rang. My maid opened the door so Mark could get in.

"I'm done Mama!" Excited Bintang with a simple red dress that became his sixth birthday gift given Dea.

"Remember what I said."

"Yes, Ma" replied the Star with a smile.

"Sister!" reply Dea cheerfully.

"Oh, what is this beautiful girl named Star?" Mark asked with a warm smile.

"Yes, Hello Uncle!" Reply Star review cute smile.

"Hallo is a star!" answer Mark.

"Sister! It's okay if we bring the Stars to dinner together?" ask Dea to Mark.

Mark developed his sweet smile. He nodded his head in agreement.

"Of course, he's your son, isn't he? So what's wrong with him coming with us."

Dea smiled with relief. The star looked at Mark and turned to look at his mother. He felt the man who was said to be his Mother's lover was so handsome and cool. The stars are not angry with Dea. She knew her mother deserved happiness even though she wasn't with her father.

"Let's go." Mark stepped closer to the Star first and held it up to make Dea speechless to see what Mark was doing.

Then Mark stepped towards Dea holding Dea's hand. Dea did not expect Mark even wanted to hold the son of a man who made himself unable to marry him.

"Why shut up?" ask Mark to Dea who is still in need.

"Eh?? Yes come on, brother." Dea answered with a big smile and stepped out with Mark and Byul.

The chief aide simply stared softly at the three people. There was happiness and sadness in his heart. On one hand he was happy to see the wide smile of Dea that was no longer fake. Because usually Dea will smile fake. With a lot of drama in front of a lot of people.

Dea, who pretends to be happy, lives with Lucas. He only takes care of Lucas and Bintang without complaining. Just to take care of himself Dea there's no time. But now Dea is no longer full of theatrics. What Dea showed on her face was the truth.

On the other hand he felt sad it meant his employer would be completely divorced. He had heard of Lucas and Dea. Where Sandoro's man asked Dea to divorce him. But Dea who was too strong defended her hand home.

At the Chinese luxury restaurant Dea sat down with Mark and Bintang. Mark was so careful about the Stars and himself well. Mark was not even able to feed himself or the stars. Even Mark asked Bintang to keep calling Mama to Dea. Because Dea is still the Mother of the Stars.

"Will the stars play somewhere?" Mark asked the Star who drank the drink.

The star stared at Mark for a while and then turned to look at Dea. Dea was silent when her eyes met the stars.

"Why look at me?" ask Dea to the stars.

"Nothing, I'll just follow wherever Uncle and Mama go." The Star replied to Mark severing his eyes on Dea.

"Sister! I'll go to the toilet for a second, yeah" Sohyun said.

Mark nodded his head. Dea stepped out of the VIP room of the restaurant towards the toilet. But as he passed through one of the rooms. He stopped when he heard the voice of a man he seemed to know.

Dea opened a little wooden door to destroy the room. Her pupils grew up looking at the man claiming to be her husband hugging a girl tightly.

The long-haired woman's face was invisible to Dea because of her back to the entrance. But what makes Dea even more surprised is Lucas kissed the woman's lips with a dusty escape.

Dea felt a pain in her heart. His head hurt as if he had seen it. Dea stepped out of the room quickly.

His head was so heavy, he pinned the intention to the bathroom. He stepped back toward Mark and the Stars room. Like an obscure broken tape. Where he quarreled with Lucas.

Dea staggered and fell unconscious at the entrance of the room. Mark heard a falling object in front of Mark standing up and stepped up to open the door.

"Dee!!" Mark shouted frantically seeing Dea pass out on the floor.

The star heard Mark's cry standing up from his seat and ran towards Mark who was nailing Dea's head.

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