
I saw him sitting alone from my door, sitting in the living room reading the newspaper.
I've been pacing around a few times to get out but I still doubt what I should say to you later.
But I was alone then so it was a good time for me to tell everything ...
I ventured to go out and see my father, I thought I could be like a sandy who wants to win without hurting anyone else. I also want to be like a sandy who uses subtle ways to make people understand.
at that moment I sat down next to my father...
you occasionally see me and say hello to me..
"hay... This beautiful father who tumben out of the room? usually holed themselves up in the room "(say very sweet father)
"yes sir.. ayu would like to say "(my words are a bit doubtful).
"father wants to say what the hell"(asked father)
I still have a hard time talking to you, but I have to be honest with you...
"sir can nanya? "(took me with my father)
"can dong want what?"(answer me and ask back)
"hmm. sir, we can't judge others"(many of me is a bit doubtful)
"whatever the reason we cannot judge others" (said the father calmly)
"can we judge teenagers? "(my question is getting you curious)
I laughed "hehe why are you asking me that?"(ask the father while putting his newspaper on the table)
I kept quiet with my father's question...
"do you feel judged? "(asked my father while looking at me)
where might I say that I feel judged by not being allowed to fall in love, even though adolescence is a time when people know love...
I was still silent about the father's question...
seeing me quiet as his father thought...
"are you in love? "(asked father)
maybe you realize that you've been judging me all along by not allowing me to date
"no sir, how could I dare to date. You won't allow it"(i said very scared)
you were silent with my words...
"who has made you fall in love, is sandy"(asked me as if I understood my feelings with sandy)
I am ashamed of my father's question...
"hmm." (i don't dare to answer).
"yes, let me date you with sandy"(said the father with a small laugh)
I immediately embraced my father
"sir didn't say I was in love with sandy or who? "(answerm)
"yes, but I know what your heart is"(said the father while stroking my hair)
I asked again with my father
"have you ever dated when you were my age? "(took me while looking at my father)
"ohh if it is, obviously you ever"(said the father while laughing)
I also let go of my embrace with my father
"continue what you feel when you first fall in love"(manyaku)
"no reason, it feels like you want to always be close to him"(said the father like venting)
"what's your first love mom? "(many more)
"no, it doesn't mean that first love is our last love. First love is not necessarily our soul mate, but first love is hardest to forget!"(my father explained to me)
"owh. That's it, sir. Love is complicated, right? "(many more)
"yes, that's why I don't allow you to fall in love because I don't want you to be sick because of love" (say, I give my reasons for not allowing me to date).
"ehh you are not happy you let me date" (say, call me again)
"why sir? "
"you still have to focus on learning because your ideals are still far away.do not dare to occasionally mess around. "(said father)
"yes sir. sandy is also a good person"
you cut my conversation
"yes, I know you have told me this time"(said the father)
"my dad knows I like sandy"(my question is back)
"you like to praise sandy that makes other people know the contents of your heart"(said the father)
I laughed at my father's words ...
"sir, have you ever shot a girl? "
"haha yes, if not shot where know he if we like him"(said the father while laughing).
"heheheh" (i also laugh)
"you must make your love a strength not a weakness. You should remember father's message!"(said father again)
"yes sir I promise I will remember the message of my father and brother agus"
"hah brother agus, indeed your brother was ever a message to you? "(asked father again)
"said brother agus, we must not restrain others sir, we must accept others as they are "
"yes, it's true your brother"(sire)
"sir, have you ever been against your hobby? "(ask me again)
"honestly your mother never opposed your father's hobby that's why you chose your mother"(say, smiling)
"why sir? "
"yes, my boyfriend who previously liked to organize the hobby of the father, and I do not like it, but I found your mother who accepts the father and supports the hobby of the father so I just choose your mother"(say, take the newspaper again)
"so you can accept your father for what he is?"(ask me again)
"you could say that"(said the father)
"yes sir makasi yes sir"(i replied while getting up and returning to the room)
"yes, uh where are you going"(said the father).
"i want to learn sir to the room to be a smart child"(i said while running)
"basic new teen knows fall in love "(yell dad)
When I was in the room I was relieved that my father was not angry and he also wanted to understand me...
there I began to realize that whatever we do in a subtle way will be accepted subtly by others as well...
sandy was right, though,,
honestly at that time I was smiling by myself, I did not know it turned out that the father was in front of my room door, the father saw me daydreaming and smiling.
"so he said he wanted to learn this even smile anyway"(say my father surprised me)
"yeh sir. (i answered with a small laugh) Yes I learned sir"
"yes it must be, later you can be defeated with sandy, he is a smart child as well"(said the father)
"i will defeat sandy sir"(i replied with enthusiasm)
"yes, she will definitely give up for you"(said the father as he left my bedroom door and the father entered his room...
that night I was so happy, I saw stars flashing so beautifully.
sandy as usual she must have called me and made sure I was going to bed.
at that time I told sandy about the father, sandy was also happy to hear it...
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