
"dear Iyaa, mama is not sad if there is Aleta".
"Rain, I'm taking Aleta". Allan's close embrace made Raina even more doubtful, why would her husband behave that way if he only went for a few days.
"mas, you're just going for a minute, right? why rich gini?"
"i'm just afraid to miss you rain".
"papa go for a minute, right? don't be long, tomorrow Aleta there's a show". Allan's eyes glazed over his daughter's words.
"dear Iya, papa promises to come to Aleta's show". The three of them hugged tightly when Carter came with Valencia.
"hi Rain's.. ". Cia hugged Raina, then stroked Aleta's head.
"Hi Cia, are you staying here?"
"actually I want to be home, but he won't let me". Valencia pointed at her husband, Carter just smiling bitterly at his wife.
Although with a little drama, the women finally let go of her husband who left under the pretext of wanting to solve their problems.
"Cia, what exactly are they doing, why do I see anything awkward about them?"
"ahh. I myself am not sure rain, yesterday there were some people coming and they were discussing things that I did not understand at all". Valencia sighed, the look in his eyes showing despair.
"maybe there's nothing weird that they do, Cia, I can't help it if I have to do nothing". Raina took a deep breath.
"is there nothing rain I've been living here for a while?"
"i'm just grinning, so I'm not alone". Raina laughed, followed by Cia.
"Onty Ci wants to stay here?"
"yes, onty Ci wants to be here until papa and Uncle Josh come home, Aleta happy?" Highlights of affectionate eyes emanated from Valencia's eyes, she had completely prepared to be a mother, her maternal soul was beginning to grow.
"yes, so later we can go for a walk of three". Aleta who is very spoiled with Raina hugs her mother's waist.
"maybe my son will be beautiful and good as he is rain".
"how's your womb? is it okay?"
"well rain, my baby's good, I'm just a little weak, so Carter told me to stay here for a while".
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Raina entered the spacious room that felt empty in the absence of her husband, slowly she picked up the dirty clothes that had been last worn by Allan before leaving, she smelled the aroma deeply, she smelled it deeply, the smell of sweat mixed with masculine scented perfume makes Raina immediately miss her husband.
The number you are going to is out of range, please call back a few more moments. Tut Tut's.
Anxiety begins to eat away at her heart, Raina descends in haste to search for Cia's whereabouts, confirming the news of her husband from Carter.
"Cia, did Carter call you?"
"number is not active rain". It turns out Cia was equally desperate.
"maybe they're out of battery, we'll wait".
"i'm worried, from earlier Allan said as if he wanted to go long".
"that's what makes me fight with my husband Rain, he constantly says that if he tipped his son, rich he won't go back to that lhihy Rain".
"i'm more suspicious of what they're doing".
"we'll find out for ourselves later rain".
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The next week that Raina and Cia were doing was just waiting, their husband did not give any news at all, even his number had been inactive since the first day they left home.
Only Allan's dirty clothes are always Raina ciumi to repel her longing even though it is not 100% successful. While Cia, her stomach is still flat even though filled with babies is the source of her strength.
Today Raina and Aleta accompany Cia to check with the obstetrician, Aleta looks enthusiastic when tau in her onty stomach there is a baby sister.
"mama, Alleta wants a baby sister".
"uh uh? now can't be dear, later if papa comes home Aleta asks papa ya". Raina's explanation made Aleta nod and relented.
"iya ma, later if papa comes home Aleta wants to ask for a baby sister".
"later her baby sister onty will also be her sister Aleta". Cia's hand patted Aleta's head fondly.
"it's okay, let Aleta later so have a sister 2". a smile on her little lips, although now the condition of her family is not fine.
"it's been 12 weeks, Mom, the fetus is fine, the condition is good, the heartbeat and other organs are normal".The beautiful doctor named Clara gave an explanation.
Suddenly envy approached Raina, if now she could also feel the same way with Valencia maybe her feelings would be a little calmer, considering her husband who left without news made her lose half her life, he said, if it wasn't for Aleta she would have been slumped in her room and crying all day.
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The night came again, only Allan's scented black T-shirt accompanied his sleep, the longing was more agonizing, dozens of messages he sent every day in the hope Allan read them, after putting Aleta to sleep, and the, Raina always returned to the room she always occupied with Allan and cried until she fell asleep.
Every close eye that crossed his mind was a bad thing that befell Allan and made him unable to return, sir William had mobilized people to search for Allan's whereabouts, he said, and after investigating there is no Allan name on all flights, stations, and also ships there is no one to take Allan away, it means he went by car or private plane.
Cia who was calm now began to fidget, pregnancy that had become a strength now turned into his weakness, every remembering the fetus that grew without attention from his father made Cia slumped, Raina can only entertain as much as possible. They comfort each other even though they both need comfort, strengthen each other even though both are falling at the bottom of the pit of sadness.
This morning, it was raining heavily, Raina was still curled up in Aleta's bed, her body was starting to weaken due to dehydration and malnutrition, not a single food was able to enter her body, she said, Raina refuses even though Bu Lidya persuades her. Sadness has completely dispelled the spirit of life that used to be with him.
Reluctantly Raina wakes up, walking to her room only to find the last shirt worn by Allan, but wherever she looks for the result is nil, no !!
His weak legs suddenly powered down the stairs to the laundry room, there was Aini and Mbak Siti who was drying clothes that had been completed in washing.
"sir, did you see the black shirt on my bed?"
"sa-i take Mom, it's in the sun". replied Siti with confusion.
Raina immediately grabs her from the hanger and kisses her, Aroma Allan is no longer there, Raina is disappointed, the only cure she has is now gone. His eyes were teary, the two aides looked at each other despite not daring to speak up. Raina walked over, returned to her room, curled up like a kitten and cried.