Missing the Moon

Go Home to the Apartment

Radit wiped away the Moon's tears that drenched his cheeks with both of his thumbs and then covered the Moon's face with his hands so that the Moon could gaze at him.

"Don't ever say 'I'm fine' again when your heart feels angry or sick.You may try to look strong in front of others but I beg you to make me your back Moon.You may be angry and cry as hard as possible in front of me,you can also hit me if it can make you feel much better.Sorry because Brother has put you in a difficult position like this" Radit said with eyes that returned glazed.

The moon only responded with a nod and a faint smile on her face and then clasped Radit's hand still on her face.

"Go home.I'll call Brother if I need anything or need help" said Moon stared fixedly at the beautiful eyes that had continued to shed tears of regret.

"Alright Brother will come home.Take good yourself well and do not forget not to eat late, do not forget also healthy food so that you and also he remain healthy"said Radit advised while feeling the Moon's stomach is still flat.

Radit rose from his seat and squatted before the Moon who sat on the sofa.Radit squatted with both knees that he made a pedestal to hold his position.

"Papah go home first, baby, good in there grow well and also healthy remember Papah will always be with you" Radit said on the stomach of the Moon and caressed dear stomach is still flat.

Back clear liquid glides free from two pairs of eyes that are now being hit by anxiety and anxiety that is very large.

But Radit did not deny that the Moon pregnancy slightly healed his heart because the wife continued to refuse to get pregnant.

Radit bounced back a little bowed then fondled the head of the Moon last month for some courage from which Radit finally buried his soft seedlings adorned the Moon.

While the Moon only stared with a difficult gaze at the meaning.However, it did not avoid the kiss that Radit earned.

"Sister came home yes.Remember contact Brother if there is anything" Radit said again and nod by the Moon.

The moon stared at Radit's burly back which slowly drifted away and then disappeared behind the door of his apartment unit.

"Now what should we do, son?How should mommy?"lirih Bulan rubbed his stomach that was still flat.

The moon rose from her seat and walked into her room.The moon laid her tired body in her large mattress.

Too tired to cry and let out all his anger Moon did not take long to close his eyes and sleep entering the dream world that could make his heart feel calm even if only for a moment.

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Guilt against the Moon will be even greater turbulent in his chest when Mentari is in front of him.Especially when Mentari has been spoiled and tried to tease him.

Tired of having to continue to survive in the inner pressure so turbulent that even tonight Radit chose to go home to his apartment and be alone there.

Radit rushed into the bathroom and cleaned himself and changed clothes with those there.

It was Radit's apartment when he was in college because Radit had lived independently since becoming a student.

And the apartment was maintained by Radit without Mentari's knowledge.Because indeed Radit never told Mentari that he had an apartment unit that turned out to be adjacent to the apartment owned by the Moon.

Radit never told Mentari that he had been living in the apartment because he knew how aggressive Mentari was when she was dating.

Not infrequently Mentari showed off his intimacy with Radit in public and it made Radit uncomfortable with his relationship

Not to mention Mentari's possessive attitude that is too late.Even the peak is when Radit failed to get value because Mentari attacked a girl friend who is a group with Radit.

Hinggal Radit got a minus point from her guidance lecturer and had to repeat the task.Because it was caught off guard with Mentari's attitude finally Radit broke their relationship which made Mentari ended critically for 3 days because almost out of blood.

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