Missing Scraps

36. The Eps 35

“Zahraa!!” Shouted Maya Reza and Keina as Zahra again fell unconscious.

“Where is Zahra?” Galang looked at Reza anxiously. Reza.

“Still unconscious.” Reza lirih. He sat next to Reza. He bowed languidly.

“Gue feels very guilty about Zahra. I'm..”

“Ngga try to beat yourself up keep going. You also have to do this?” Reza cut off Galang's words, trying to calm Galang's heart. He could not bear to see Galang who continued to blame himself.

Reza looked at someone who had just approached them. He also looked surprised when he saw Reza there.

“Sa, are you here?” reza asked confusedly looking at his half-sister. Then he remembered that Nesya was also a friend of Gilang. Nesya held out mineral water for Galang.

“Gue is here for Galang.” Nesya. Reza looked at Galang.

“Lo equals..”

“Kak, the person I was telling you at the time was Galang.” Nesya's words cut off Reza's words.

“So. She's lo's fiancee?” Reza. Nesya nodded, while Galang just lowered his head.

“Gue doesn't know if Zahra's sister lo and stepbrother Nesya.” Galang lirih.

It all felt complicated in Reza's mind. Keina came with Maya in a hurry.

“What's the matter ma?” ask Reza.

“Zahra aware again.” Maya. Reza immediately stood up to go to Zahra's room. Galang blocked his arm. Reza.

“Can I meet Zahra? Just a minute.” Galang said pleading. Reza took Galang's hand off his arm. He smiled looking at Galang.

“Solve your problem with Zahra. I don't have the heart to see you turn yourself.” Reza said allow. Galang smiled happily. Before he stepped up, Galang turned to Nesya. Nesya seemed to be giving support to Galang.

“Go Lang, finish your business with Zahra.” Nesya. Galang.

He stepped into Zahra's room. He looked at Zahra who was still lying weakly on the hospital bed. He approached.

“Ra.” Greet Galang as he has been beside Zahra. Zahra slowly looked.

“Gil... Galang?” zahra flat said. His eyes were still visible clearly by Galang. He felt guilty for Zahra.

“Gue here to apologize same lo.” Galang. He sat next to Zahra's bed. Zahra is not flinching. He just looked straight ahead.

“Gue doesn't know how I made my mistake. I was wrong to be Gilang all this time. Missile.”

“Stop call name Gilang !” zahra's exclaim made Galang stop talking. Zahra's tears came back. Galang jolted to see it.

“With you calling Gilang. Don't you feel guilty?”

Faltering jerk. He doesn't know what else to say.

“Udah. You get out of here now. I don't want to be expected to seize my own sister-in-law.” Zahra turned her face away.

“But Ra.”

“Don't hold me. I don't do anything koq.” Said Zahra brushed off Galang's hand. Giving up, he stepped out of the room.

After Galang's departure, Zahra shed her tears again. His heart felt pain. This time it was not Gilang's departure. He felt guilty for driving Galang out. Like something was missing from him.

“Sorry I Lang. I just don't want this feeling growing bigger with you.” Lirih.

***

Zahra with her family and best friend, Keina. Bring Gilang to his final rest. He could not help his tears from dripping. He had promised Gilang that he would not cry. But Zahra was unable.

After Gilang's family and relatives came home. Zahra chose to stay. He walked closer to Gilang's tomb. Her tears were still faithfully dripping down her cheeks. He rubbed Gilang's headstone. His heart was sliced to remember his memories with Gilang.

“Calcate. Why the hell, you left so soon. You are not clear with me, how close you are with Nesya. You're not sure if you have a twin brother.” Zahra stopped her words. He couldn't say anything else. The tears and tightness in his chest were bothering him at this moment.

“Calcate. I love you the same. I want you to stay here. You promised me that you would never leave me again. But why did you break your promise.” Zahra continued to cry in front of Gilang's tombstone.

Galang who was watching Zahra from a distance felt pain in his heart. He felt very devastated by the departure of Gilang especially they had just been reunited a few years ago.

“Yuk home.” Nesya's voice shocked her. He even forgot that he had come with Nesya. Nesya stared where Galang was looking. He found the figure of Zahra who was still in the tomb Gilang.

“Your sequence with Zahra is not finished?” asked Nesya to wake Galang from his daydream again. Galang.

“I'm not sure. Is my business the same she could end? I keep feeling guilty about him.” Galang.

Galang and Nesya's wedding will be held in one month. However, it will be postponed due to Gilang's departure. Nesya held Galang's hand.

“I know koq.” Nesya smiled.

***

Five months have passed. Zahra no longer works at Surya Group, he prefers to take care of one of the branches of the cafe owned by his mother. The reason is only one, he does not want to continue to imagine his memories with Gilang there. Moreover, his brief memories with Galang were secretly cultivating feelings in Zahra's heart.

“Zahra? Why daydream?” reprimand Rahma's Mother. Today Zahra is visiting her childhood home.

“Ah no papa ma'am. Just think about what recipes you want to add in cafe.” Zahra told me a little lie. He does think so, but not completely. He actually thought back to Gilang. Madam Rahma just nodded, not wanting to add to the burden of Zahra's mind. He knew what Zahra was really thinking.

“Ra.”

Zahra turned her head as someone greeted her.

“Keina? What's up?” zahra asked as Keina hurriedly approached her. Keina seemed to pat her on the forehead.

“Don't say you forgot.” Keina. Zahra seemed to remember something. He also patted her on the forehead as he recalled that today he accompanied Keina to a bridal suit fitting. Reza can't accompany her now that there's still business.

“Ah yes, sorry Kei, I forgot. Want to leave now?” Asked Zahra, Keina nodded. Zahra grabbed the bag she had placed on the table.

“Bu, Zahra says go first yes same Keina.” Pamit Zahra's. Madam Rahma nodded then smiled kindly.

“Be careful bring his car.” Said Ms. Rahma. Zahra nodded. They entered Keina's car. Zahra took over the wheel and headed straight for the boutique. A few minutes later they arrived.

“I wait here ya.” Zahra told Keina. Keina nodded leaving Zahra sitting there. Zahra stood up to one of the pink dresses with beautiful pearl ornaments. He imagined that he was wearing it on the altar with Gilang. Suddenly, her tears rolled back in her eyes. He hastily removed it.

"Mr? Can I help you?"