MISS MAFIA AND DOCTOR CHARMING

MISS MAFIA AND DOCTOR CHARMING
DESTINY LINE



Alga was stunned to find Tara's answer, which never occurred to her in the slightest, that Tara could utter a sentence that was able to touch the deepest recesses of her heart.


"No matter how many people are around you .. how much they try to comfort you .. In fact, you continue to feel yourself alone and alone. Is it the same you feel, Miss Alga ...?"


Algae lips suddenly mute, unable to answer Tara's question even if only a word.


"Think of how to survive, even though you know exactly that you're going through it without the protection of a father you can be proud of, and also without the tenderness of a mother where you're free to indulge. I guess all this time you must have thought the same thing, because when I was so young, I often thought the same thing, about whether I could survive the cruelty of the world ..."


Tara's gaze swept across the face of the Algae pias without ripples.


"Miss Alga, don't you also often ask yourself the same thing ...?"


Alga wanted to shake her head and lie to reality, but Tara had returned to talk as if she did not want to give Alga a chance to debate it.


"Well, of course, because you and I have so much in common. Always wondering about the same thing, always feeling endless pessimistic .. until finally we do not realize that every day .. every second ... we keep moving forward, and going through a difficult time with our heads held high. While we continue to think that we are incapable of doing so .. in fact until this moment you and I are still alive and breathing properly. Miss Alga, whether you realize it or not, how much have you tried to avoid death ...? From the very beginning we always believed that by dying and following our two dead parents, all the pain would be over. But if so, then what have I been doing to save lives that should not be worthless ...? Doesn't that all sound weird ...?"


Controversial sentences, and hit each other thrown by Tara were able to make Alga gasp.


Alga seemed to be aware of something, which made him inevitably have to admit, that of the many sentences Tara so long, there was nothing wrong.


Tara did say right, that long ago Alga felt his life in this world was in vain.


Surprisingly, the Algae unconsciously even continue to fight and survive the ferocity of life.


"Weird yeah .. then want to die, then why do we keep running like this, and keep our lives very careful ...?"


Alga remained silent, but her heart confirmed all of Tara's words.


The sound of Tara's heavy breathing resounded.


"One thing is certain, that the pain you have felt for fifteen years is not one bit less, and not one bit more, than what I have experienced ..." said Tara again, slowly trying to be more persistent soften the heart of Alga that is as hard as stone.


Algae cast his gaze to the other side. "But at least you're living well, doctor Tara .. while I'm not .." she said again, still trying to deny the truth that Tara revealed so elegantly.


"Who said?" cut Tara. "If you can't get through everything well, then how can you grow up to be such a strong and resilient woman today ...?"


"Creally ...?"


Tara's eyebrows shot up both as if surprised, but the look on her face was just the opposite, very calm.


"Then what about me? Should I think like you who want to hate you, for the presence of your father and mother's car on the same road, fifteen years ago ...?"


"You ..."


Algae gasped at Tara's indifferent rebuttal.


"How dare you blame the presence of my parents' cars ...?!" pekik Alga growled, did not accept.


"You're wrong, I don't want to think that at all. All this time I always thought that the incident of a traffic accident fifteen years ago, as a fate line from the Almighty, which I inevitably had to accept even though bitter ..." lirih Tara, there was absolutely no emotional ripple in her voice.


The two stood there in their respective places, and the new Alga was awakened when Tara was right in front of him, touching Alga's shoulder gently.


Tara's eye light felt so shady, even though in the depths there Alga can still find a wound that has not healed properly.


"It's not about how much pain we receive over a fate line that doesn't match what we expect. But about how we can make peace with the past ..."


Algae brushed aside Tara's hand which perched gently on her shoulder, her feet even stepped back two steps to give her distance.


"Maybe it's easy for you, Doctor Tara, but not for me .." he concluded, still reflecting that how difficult he agreed with Tara's perspective.


Tara smiled thinly. "You've never tried it, how do you know if you're capable of it or not ...?"


Again Alga was silent, trying to absorb the meaning implied from every speech Tara, but somehow always felt difficult to accept.


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