
Time just rolls around, it doesn't feel like it's been a month since Rafan disappeared. For a month this was not a day Alexi passed without deep guilt.
Two days after he left Rafan's body in a roadside dumpster, Alexi returns to the place to find out if there are any bodies or unknown people found in the area. But some of the people he asked said they didn't know.
Since that day, Alexi has been a different person. The beautiful and jolly girl was no longer there, there was only a thin woman with a lethargic face like it was not taken care of, even the girl became quiet and said as necessary.
The girl with short shoulder-length hair was staring straight at the scene outside the window of her apartment. Slowly rubbing his stomach which now looks a little distended.
Finally, the news of her pregnancy was already known by her family as well as Rafan's uncle. They all deeply sympathize with Alexi, thinking that the child he bears is Rafan's son who now seems lost to the earth.
Hearing the allegations Alexi did not argue or straighten. Let it be, only himself, Rangga and Rafan who know whose child is actually sitting comfortably in his womb.
"I hope you are indeed the son of Rafan" he said without stopping the soft rubbing on his stomach.
Guilt mixed with deep regret made her mentally a little disturbed lately, she also became difficult to sleep at night. His body now looks very thin with a slightly protruding stomach. Totally different from Alexi one month ago.
"Eat first Non," said Bi Murni who came carrying a tray containing a bowl of porridge and one glass of milk pregnant women.
Alexi turned around and smiled faintly at the housekeeper who took care of him better than his own parents.
Alexi sat on the edge of the bed and then patted the empty space softly beside him, gesturing for pure bi to sit down.
Pure Bi followed Alexi's wishes without rejection. The middle-aged woman sat still holding the tray. Alexi slowly picked up the tray and placed it on the other side of the bed.
"Thank you always beside me Bi."
Pamperedly leaning his head on the shoulders of the Pure bi. Pure Bi's hand stretched out gently stroked the head of her master's child whom she had been nurturing since she was a child.
Bi Murni did not say much, the middle-aged woman loved Alexi as much as her own child. The housekeeper was a living witness to how Alexi was so thirsty for affection from his parents who were busy with the company and there was never any time for Alexi.
Even the matchmaking of Ravan and Alexi also aims to develop the business of the two companies, but lucky Alexi get Rafan who loves him sincerely even though their relationship began because of the matchmaking.
Bi Murni also knows that Alexi is now pregnant with his son Rangga, his fiancee's cousin. Even so, not necessarily pure bi judged Alexi, even she remained a comfortable place for the girl to lean on.
Let it be, for that matter bi Murni will only be a spectator. The final decision remains in Alexi's hands. He'll just protect Alexi, make sure he and his gist are okay.
"Feed it Non."
Bi Murni repeated his words earlier that Alexi had not obeyed. Alexi raised his head then nodded slowly. Slowly inched into the middle of the bed and grabbed a bowl of porridge that was still puffing smoke.
"Is there still nausea and vomiting?" tanya bi Pure soft.
"Today I do not nausea Bi, hopefully he has started to want to eat so big chips," continued Alexi while starting to eat the porridge greedily.
The girl's thin smile at the end of the sentence made Pure Bi's heart rustle, for the first time after a month a sincere smile appeared on the face of her master's son.
"Yes hopefully he understands that his mother must eat to stay strong," said Bi Murni while stroking Alexi's head dear.
After finishing breakfast, little Alexi returned just sitting pensively in the room.
The last month was just an activity that Alexi did, no longer went to work nor never went to play with his friends on weekends.
Bi Pure came out of Alexi's room carrying a tray containing a bowl of porridge left a little and an empty glass.
"Where is Alexi Bi?"
Pure Bi gave a sharp glance at the young man who was suddenly already before him. The middle-aged woman did not respond instead to pass her by just like that, making the young man slightly annoyed and choosing to sit on the living room sofa.
"What's always coming for?" alexi asked flatly, the girl walked slowly and sat down on the sofa before Rangga.
Rangga smiled faintly to see the mother of his future child coming to him. At first Alexi went out of the room to get some water and some fruit for him to eat, but seeing Rangga sitting in the living room made the girl want to come to him.
"Just want to say hello to him."
Rangga's outstretched hand gently stroked Alexi's stomach which had been seen bloated, his heart always warmed up when doing the activity.
During this time Rangga did treat him well, pay attention to him and his prospective children like a father who died the birth of his son.
Even a few days ago the man offered a marriage so that the status of his son was clear. But, somehow Alexi is still reluctant to accept Rangga's offer even though his parents' blessing is the man cantongi.
"Is he healthy? When are we gonna see him again?"
Rangga's head looked up at Alexi in a fairly close distance, making the two look at each other for a moment in silence.
"Sorry Non."
Pure bi's speech made the two compactly throw away the view, the situation turned awkward.
"Yes Bi?"
Alexi said he tried to cover up the nervousness he suddenly felt.
"There's a call from home."
Bi Pure handed over Alexi's phone left behind in the kitchen which was welcomed by Alexi.
"Yes hello?"
***
"Why did Va just come home?" roman asked when he saw Alsava coming home at 9 pm, the girl's eyes looked haggard.
Alsava stepped up to place the parcel he was carrying on the table and sat down next to Roman.
"Back from the baso shop, I helped Tini's mother cook for the Bang diving event," replied Alsava, leaning his head against the back of the chair and closing his eyes.
"That's me bringing food from Tini's thanksgiving to Brother."
The louder the voice of Alsava when talking, not long ago the soft snoring of the girl, apparently Alsava fell asleep with a sitting position.
"Pity you Va."
Seeing Alsava every day banging for a living makes Roman not bear, the girl is very hard at work. In the morning he went to the market to help one of the residents who had a shop there as a waiter. Then the daytime so the waiter in the meatball shop is quite crowded.
In the afternoon, sometimes around selling snacks or homemade cakes. On weekends also sometimes so farm laborers help harvest various vegetables. Incidentally, the area where Alsava lives still has a large expanse of vegetable fields, with the majority of residents there working as farmers.
Roman glanced at his legs that were still not healed, he still had enough trouble walking without the help of a cane. He glanced at the sleeping Alsava with his mouth slightly open, guilt infiltrating Roman's heart at how hard Alsava struggled.
In fact, in the midst of busy looking for money, Alsava still had time to prepare Roman needs and deliver control to the doctor.
"You're a good girl, I promise you one day you'll be happy Va" Roman murmured before venturing out and falling asleep in a sitting position like Alsava did.