
A kangker?"
Lydia quickly nodded her head as Louis told her.
"Yes Louis, and I'm his only granddaughter, both of my parents died in an accident a year ago."
Louis could clearly see a stroke of sadness from Lydia.
Yes Lydia is the woman he once loved and is still in his heart.
"Louis don't you want to ask your best friend?"
Lidya's words immediately made Louis scrunch his forehead, because the friend meant by Lydia was a man who at that time took Lydia from his hand.
"Frans you mean?"
Lydia nodded her head as she listened to Louis' question.
"Why am I asking her again, you must be happy with Frans right now, right?"
Listening to Louis's words, Lydia could now only smile cynically, her heart wanting to cry as she listened to Louis' words.
"You're wrong!"
A firmness came out of Lydia's mouth that made Louis very surprised.
"Wrong?"
Lydia immediately stared intently at Louis while nodding her head.
"We broke up Louis."
After saying this Lydia again set her eyes straight ahead.
"I was so very sorry about all the things I did to you, I betrayed your sincere love, I ruined your life, and in the end I realized that I lost you so much when it was too late."
Lydia looked at Louis with a sharp look.
"At that time, I wanted to call you back a few times, back then I was hoping that you could still give me an apology, but..."
Lydia arrived - just stopped talking, to her two hands ****** - ***** the tip of her skirt to cover her sadness, she said, with all her might Lydia tried not to cry in front of Louis who was currently staring at her sharply.
"However, when I was so sorry for my actions, I got word from Indonesia that both my parents died in an accident, so strong regret greeted the recesses of my soul Louis."
"I who is an only child can not leave the company just like that must immediately return to Indonesia, I who used to aspire to be a doctor had to stop immediately when my two parents died."
"So you didn't go to college?"
Lydia could now only shake her head while listening to Louis's question for the umpteenth time
"No Louis, I went straight back to Indonesia with a stack of jobs in the company to two of my parents that I didn't understand at all."
"The unhealed loss coupled with the heavy burden of work on my shoulders, it felt like it was very heavy."
"And in that moment I could only resign to this relationship."
"So you left Frans and went back to Indonesia?"
Lydia could only stare at Louis and once again had to shake her head.
"It wasn't me who left Frans, it was Frans who left me."
"I saw Frans calling another woman and that's when I realized, everything I did was wrong."
"Right now I'm learning to accept all the consequences, at the moment I finally decided to stay alone and take care of the grandmother who tested positive for advanced brain cancer."
Louis was quite stunned to see all the confessions of one girl who was currently beside him.
Louis was eager to hug the woman's shoulder, but Louis's hand seemed - not to touch her, Louis's hand was heavy when he was about to carry the girl into his arms.
"Father Louis?"
Deg
The voice of the nurse made Louis immediately aware of his daydream.
"Yes my sister, what's wrong?"
"You're the family of a patient named Diandra?"
"Well, sister, how is the operation done?"
"Already, at this time the patient has been moved to the treatment room sir."
"Ah well if it's like that, thank you sister."
"Lydia I'm sorry, looks like we should end our conversation, 'cause I gotta go."
Lydia looked at Louis, her lips eager to say that don't leave me at this moment, but it seemed so heavy to say by Lydia.
"Go Louis."
Some of those words that finally came out of Lydia's mouth, really words that are very inversely proportional to her heart at this time.
Is God really missing for my chance to be with this man? can You not turn back time and I return to that time.
Lydia could only say that in her heart by staring at Louis's back, a love that could not be forced to make Lydia unable to say anything, what, what, making Lydia unable to resist Louis' departure for now.
The sense of loss that arises when someone is not with us sometimes causes memories that cannot be forgotten.
Only tears are now behind Lydia's two eyes, Lydia's defense to defend against crying must ultimately be broken.
In the middle of the park as she sits alone, with tears streaming down her heart, Lydia must finally accept the fact that time will never turn back.
"How's the doctor on Diandra?"
Louis who had now arrived in front of the Diandra nursery room immediately asked the medical team.
"Doctor Louis need not worry, currently Diandra is still not lost from the influence of drugs, and her surgery is no problem."
"Thank God if it's like that, well thank you doctor."
"Just like Louis' doctor."
After he finished saying this Louis went straight into the room and saw Diandra still closed his eyes.
Quietly Louis advanced closer towards Diandra.
Louis stared intently at the one girl who was currently in front of him.
"Hey girl ndeso, how did you get me to act this far, I'm willing to pay for your mother's treatment, I'm the one who's arrived - I've just put a lot of trust in you by making you my assistant."
"Then you got sick and now I want to fund your surgery."
"Jeez Louis just this time you want to spend a lot for women who are not who - who you are until a lot like this."
Louis now arrived - suddenly laughed at himself when he realized in the end he wanted to spend a lot of money for Diandra who was not a special person in Louis' heart.