MISMANAGED

First View

Eid Al-Fitr Day is approaching. This week is the last Sunday of Ramadan. Time to go home. Where family gatherings are the things I don't like the most.

My name is Dira, my full name is Dirawan Arya in my opinion looks more than mediocre alias pretty tamvan (tetep read use v), has a tall stature but not very tall si, white skin flushed, blushing, sharp nose looks like a middle eastern person, has thick eyebrows like a caterpillar, pokonya according to myself when looking in front of the mirror I can be categorized handsome guy. But, at the age of me who has now stepped on the head of three more than five years is still single, has not been able to find a living companion angel. I also feel strange with myself, looks like a tamvan but no one wants to.

I don't know if there's anything wrong with me, why the girls out there aren't interested in me. While my friends with mediocre looks can still have a beautiful girlfriend or wife. You guys must think I'm lacking in company not seriously looking for a lover. You're wrong, I'm very serious but I don't know if there's anything wrong with me. When seriously approaching girls, at first they seem happy but after being acquainted for a week , they suddenly move away and keep their distance from me.

Argh... I am tired, let the soul mate come by itself just in time. Actually I was very relaxed with my status but that non-relaxation even came from my own mother, you must know a mother's worries when she finds her son at a fairly old age is not married. They think I'm afraid of women, they think I'm not normal. I'm so normal, I'm a real girl lover, I've been dating for four years now, which I might say is not normal. I'm interested in pretty hijab girls, yes the type of girl I like is hijab. But maybe God has not given my soul mate for now because now is not the right time.

I work in a private company in IbuKota, every week before Eid al-Fitr I must have returned home. I was born in a small town in West Java precisely in Garut. Actually, I was very happy when Lebaran day arrived to gather together with relatives. But now gathering on the day is the activity I dislike the most, I'm bored and tired, how not to get bored every day it arrives when gathered instead of being a place of joking fun to express the longing of fellow families even so a question and answer arena and become the target, who else if not me the person.

"Dira, where's your boyfriend tea ko ga brought home?" Celoteh Bi Nyai, sister of my mother.

"A Dira mah has no boyfriend Bi, look for Bi! afraid to be a weathered bujang," answered Dara my youngest sister while laughing out loud.

"Who said A Dira doesn't have a boyfriend?He has a girlfriend just haven't met yet" said my niece Dilan, happily laughing at me.

"You're old A Dira, whip oruh bring Aa's future wife to this house! Mumpung Mamah is still there, want to see Aa married first," Finally my mother's final words issued as well.

If this is the case I can't just keep silent a thousand languages, of course I have to answer calmly and calm my mother's heart.

"Yes Mah, be patient! Aa already has a candidate ko Mah, only this year has not been able to recognize to Mamah. Maybe later if there is time to bring Aa home here, Aa knowsin to Mamah," I replied assured not to get other more complicated wajangan.

"Alhamdulillah .." as my family said it.

What matters now is that I wasn't the stuff of my family's banter just yet. Girlfriend problems, let me think about how in a short time, can bring a future wife to this house. So that next year there will be no more drama like this. Anyway how in a year can already bring the future wife here,duh.if not yet met a soul mate can be Lebaran next year, I take a vacation home Lebaran first. Until I find a new soul mate, I dare to go home. Can't stand to keep hearing those terrible questions.

It is not that I have never asked a soul mate to the Creator, almost every day in my prayer time I always insert prayers hopefully facilitated to meet my soul mate later. To the point where my tiredness never met with a soulmate, I pray "O Allah, I ask You to find Me with my soul mate in the near future. I will accept all the shortcomings that exist in my prospective companion later, no need to be beautiful and white, which is important to be kind and diligent in worship. Amen.."

I remember my prayer, like something was going wrong. Argh .. Tamvan guy like me where maybe a mediocre girl, must be beautiful. Convincing with optimism.

 

A week has I holiday Lebaran in the yard, time to return to the capital with the hope of my entire extended family.

That day was Monday. After returning home from work, as I waited for an online motorcycle in front of the office from 500 meters to the right, it seemed like a silent figure was watching me, stealing - stealing glances. What might be just my feelings, not an astral figure but this beautiful girl with a red hood, white skin, has a smile that is so sweet and shady. Duh. suddenly in my chest like there's a drum of war, every time there's You why my heart. I don't want to be too confident, I look at the front back, right left, who knows there are other people who actually he noticed I'm not the person. I'm embarrassed if I mistakenly think, but I've been noticed by the pretty girl in the hood.

I silently glanced at the notice, when our two eyes accidentally met He turned his head in the other direction, when I pointed in the other direction he turned his head back, he looked back, when I glanced towards her back, she hurriedly turned her face back. Keep it so until next year's Eid is not finished.

But I could see a smile on his lips, when our eyes clashed briefly. It's getting me curious. Who's Dia?.

Though if you want to get to know me directly, surely with pleasure I will welcome him with enthusiasm.

"Mas Dira huh?" My online project is in front of me.

"Oh.iya mas," I sat directly behind Mas ojek online.

Arriving at home, my mind can not be separated from the figure of the girl earlier. Who's that hooded girl, I wonder if I'm curious myself. Maybe the company next door. Argh..I couldn't sleep thinking about it. I'll find out tomorrow. Perhaps this is a sign of getting closer to God granting my prayers. Hope it's like that.

 

Tomorrow after returning from work, I deliberately did not directly order the ojek online. I thought, hoping the red-hooded chick yesterday waited in the same place. Not long after, he walked out of the company next door and stood in the same place as yesterday. Hoping that He would steal another look at me, if that were to happen I would venture to get acquainted.

Suddenly from behind someone slapped me on the shoulder.

"Woy. jereng was the old eye, see the Nania did not use a blink," said Andri my office friend.

"Who did you say? Nana's? Do you know Ndri?"

"Know, who does not know Ukhti beautiful like Him," Andri licked.

Andri my office friend who is much younger under me, who does not know Andri the playboy stamp lizard clamp. Well, I can, I think find out about Nania and Andri.

"I used to want to get it, but it's hard Bro. He was too pious to be taken in, but I was very curious about Nania," Celoteh the Andri.

I heard Andri say like that very uncomfortable, how rich there is such heat. He said it was difficult to get close to Nania, fortunately Nania was not that easy to approach the playboy stamp lizard rich clamp Andri. Can be invited collar that is not true this. I'm relieved.

But I think I can find information about Nania to Andri. There's a use of her also having friends know a lot of girls.

"Good thing he doesn't want to be the same."

"Ehm.how, from yesterday Nania stole a look at Bro Sama I," With confidence I said to Andri.

"Loe Ngaco! Haha.. Wrong thought Loe bro time, could be Nania again flickering continues accidentally his eyes towards Loe," the Andri did not accept.

"Well, if Loe doesn't believe it! I'm sure Nania stole a cupke-cupke with me."

"Gue aja ngedeketin He did not succeed, with a variety of ways g

I do from buying flowers, chocolate, and everywhere bring Yasin's book to be mistaken for I'm an alim guy, can't make Nania interested in me. Not just not interested, glimpsed I did not. The fates! Though out there a lot of girls who want to be deketin same me. But Nania's a different girl," said Andri.

"Haha. not all you wear sarong every day, let's suppose you run out circumcision. Make nandain if you really-loe baligh."

"Less asem loe, I thought I stink kencur boy," said the lizard uh the Andri.

"Eh, Nania just got out of her office! I'm proof that my talk is not pure, Nania actually-born steal cupke the same me."

Nania walked towards the stop where the employees used to wait for the online ojek. The shady figure is so graceful from the way he walks, the way he dresses, Mashaallah ukhti you are an angel.

Today Nania looks so sweet by wearing a long hijab dangling over the front of her body, cream-colored and paired with a shirt with matching wrna and a wide white skirt. Not to forget the cream-colored flat shoes perfect its appearance.

Andri deliberately hasn't ordered an ojek online, she wants to prove my words earlier that Nania really stole the view of me.

"Don't try Nania!"

"Why indeed?"

"Weight, you won't be strong just let me." Andri's Refutation

"Ah.dasar Dilan, Dilan-tarkan Nania."

"It's passed on mah."

"Haha.." I laughed so hard that the people around me looked at me no exception the girl pujaan akang, uh me.

Nania turned her head towards me and Andri, a slight smile knotting her lips. He smiled at me, right! The smile was directed at me. It felt like someone was coming out of my chest. Dag Dig with set no reason.

Andri who had a glimpse of the incident earlier, could only open her mouth wide. Andri shook his head in disbelief.

"My glasses should be replaced, minus I have turned into a cylinder. Wow. really-bener Burem."

"Yes Burem and gloomy life loe, haha.not his glasses that should be replaced but the mind loe bro," I laughed contentedly.

"Lucky bro, you can smile the same as Nania. I wonder what if the light crumb of the eyes is also not dapet."

"Now do you believe in Loe bro?"

"When the handsome is as young as I am than the loe bro. Maybe Nania likes her the same kind of elders like loe bro," Andri is still in a state of disbelief.

"Two-old gini also I look like a shahruk, right? Charismatic."

"Yes, you're rich, right?"

Andre and I laughed. While we were both busy with our respective arguments, it turns out Nania was not there where she was waiting for an online motorcycle taxi. Argh. Keasikan chat with Andri so lost from padangan, the Nania. Tomorrow I have to wait for him, if there is a chance I have to dare to meet him.

This is an opportunity for me, the shoots in love ulam also arrived, daffodils together, if not immediately I act can be lost my chance. Don't get away with it again, I don't want to get too old to get married.

Don't take my future wife now still wearing a red white uniform. Meet me when I've become aki-aki then viral disosmed with Hadline "Aki-aki is still a bachelor desperate to marry a young girl with a fantastic dowry." Just imagine that I've shuddered.

Tomorrow I have to devise a plan, how to get to know Nania more closely. I was confused what to start getting acquainted with, for centuries ago I was never close to a girl again. I don't want to look stupid in front of Nania.

What directly ask for acquaintances and ask for his mobile number, later considered impolite. Do we have to drop an object in front of Nania and our hands fight to take it from below, it's like a soap opera. Yes, if both take if in the project how.

Let me think about tomorrow how to get to know Nania, if it's stuck I just ask the Mbah, not the Mbah who smells of incense but the Mbah who is smart is bad, whatever it is there is an answer. Until the breathing tutorial alone exists, Who else if not Mbah Google. The most accurate style when in a tight state.

"Oh my God, may tomorrow what I want go smoothly without obstacles, and may Nania work well together in receiving my introduction. Do not let there be a rejecting scene. Amen." My prayer before taking me to the bed.