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Alvino
The rain continued to gush without pause, equipped with the sound of lightning and lightning struck the trees. The roar of the wind struck the piercing cold, shivering, crumbling, and melting every eye, but not me.
For me, nature is feasting on the bliss that drowns me in the ocean of love.
The cold incarnated into a coldness that touched my heart, as her tiny lips revealed an extraordinary fact.
"For years I kept the growing feeling of not knowing the shame in my heart. Long before I fought to keep him," he said.
I know, 'he' she means the baby in her womb. My feet that were temporarily stepping, at that moment also came to a halt and turned to look at him.
"I've struggled myself to suppress the feeling in my heart so as not to grow. I struggled to shake off the fact that I loved my best friend's lover. I struggled to hide my stupidity for many years" he said, gasping.
I was still silent looking at him with many flavors flocking towards me. Happy, happy, haru, but there is also a sense of disbelief. How could he love me that long? There is also shame. Shame because it turns out my love is not as big as her love, and my struggle has not been as heavy as her struggle. As annoyed. It's upsetting to myself that it's too late to know his love.
"I was that naive," he said, laughing along with tears.
Either he laughs at me like a loser, or he laughs at himself? I don't know. All I knew at the time was that he loved me so much.
Blissfully. A word that describes and represents all the feelings in my heart right now. All my life, all my love's journey, I've never found a love like her. Many women surround me, not a few who indulge in the word love to me. However, there was no sincere love like the one he had.
Last time, I was in a relationship with a beautiful and kind girl. The girl who is none other than her best friend. I love that girl so much with such a broad love. Little girl who seemed to be the purpose of my life at that time. I'm happy to have it. I think ... I have found a woman who deserves to be with me someday. I guess ... My search period is completely over. I was actually wrong. Easily his love turned away, leaving me just like that. I was mired in the deep mud of disappointment and heartache.
My world was dark and broken. I lost my spirit and purpose in life. I live but I feel dead.
Until time conspired with the universe and brought me to meet her who is now my wife. He who, without me knowing, secretly loves me. Without me noticing, there was a faithful waiting for me patiently in uncertainty.
I found a girl,
Beautiful and sweet.
I never knew you were the someone
Waiting for me ….
[Simple - ED Sheeran]
At first I was angry and did not accept the cruel way the universe brought us together. I hate her, I don't even want to acknowledge my flesh blood growing in her womb.
However, there is great patience in maintaining our relationship, which continues to struggle in seclusion as if there is no bond. Little by little I changed my thinking. Slowly my dark world began to be illuminated by the light of his love. My frozen heart, slowly began to melt. Her sincere love is able to touch the deepest part of my heart, and take me out of the cruel past that imprisoned me.
When I fell into a joint,
Your hug pleased me.
You show me all the flavors, you,
Coloring my world ….
My feelings developed and changed into a more beautiful feeling. Like the process of change in butterflies, my anger and hatred metamorphosed into a great and deep sense of love.
I never thought I could heal from past wounds. The trauma evaporated away without a trace. Really, his presence changed my life to be more meaningful and colorful.
And finally I believe that he is the angel that God sent to perfect my life. He's my rib that's been missing all along. He who used to be nobody, is now the one and only. She's not the first, but .. she's the last (He's not the first, but .. he's the last).
You are the answer to my prayer,
You were sent by God to accompany my life.
In this fragile heart
You healed my wound, please,
You wipe my tired with your smile.
I believe you, though,
[My Last Love - Bagas Rahman Dwi Saputra]
I've been happy lately, this night is getting happier. And the taste is many times more than before.
I buried myself in his little embrace. Although obstructed by her bulging stomach, but the warmth was still able to envelop my body. Haru made me cry in her chest.
"There's no one like you, Sa. Ilove you. Really, really love you, Rossa Glyn!" I whispered slowly then slowly linked my lips with hers.
Tonight's euphoria is different from previous nights.
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At the same time, in a different place. The same atmosphere is being felt by Jenn and Kenn.
A month that stretched their relationship, now eroded already. This couple who basically loved each other, ended up easily dispelling the aral that lay between them.
The swift rain and wind in the middle of the night, not necessarily able to cool both. Both soul and body, are warmed by the atmosphere they create themselves.
Amidst the dim lights, under a thick blanket with a still plain body, Jenn and Kenn still perform the ritual 'pillow talk' like the previous nights. The two had just shared the warmth of her gentle passing of unification several times after being absent for a month. When the others have sailed across the dream ocean, this couple does not want to sleep, as if afraid that tomorrow will no longer exist.
Jenn curled up in the warm arms of her husband, while Kenn hugged the tiny body that had always been his candlestick.
"Don't repeat the same thing as yesterday again. Remember that trials like anything, I will never change one bit. You're still everything, and you'll always be, Jenn." Kenn gently rubbed his wife's small, innocent back.
"I know, it's my fault. Not gonna again, brother. I promise," whispered Jenn. One kiss on Kenn's jaw, making the man growl favorably.
Jenn held up his pinkie, but Kenn did not welcome the same. The man bit gently on his wife's little fingers.
"Again, Honey!" Kenn's voice sounded heavy and raucous.
Jenn slipping. "What's? Again???"
The girl had just wanted to protest and break away, losing quickly to Kenn's nimble backlash. The long and exhausting night returned to the two.
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...Which will eventually settle down, though,...
...He was not the one who came early....
...He who comes because he believes,...
...Without a shred of doubt....
...-sh...
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