Memories of My First Love

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supposedly during his time in the hometown, tiara will feel sad considering his plan with Alm. beloved grandmother can not be accomplished. because the destiny of God said another. hiks, he slightly forgot the feeling of sadness and sadness.The end of this helmi often contacted him just to joke, tell him about each other. and there are only topics that can be raised into the conversation between these two human beings.any topic is always interesting to discuss and hear, however, the, although he often communicates intensely but there is no excessive feeling in the tiara self to this male figure.he said Helmi was just a new friend.like he was with his other male friends.

three times a day like prescription drugs, helmi always contact tiara through sms. somehow just ask what is it? or have you eaten? when to go back to bandung? and when night falls, Helmi contacts him by phone.Casual chat between the two before falling asleep and having a beautiful dream.

it's been more than a week tiara skipped college.until his mom started asking for college.

"teh... ga to bandung? how's college going?" ask mama

"tomorrow mah home."answer tiara. actually, he still wants to be at his home.the house that has been occupied since childhood.the house that witnesses the growth and development of tiara so far.

"duh. mamah nanyain lecture. whereas still want to be here. but if you say you still want to be here, the candidate will be scolded nih. so ah. hurw say tomorrow go home aja.huhu" tiara spoke to herself in her heart.

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the next day, at 8 am. tiara is ready to go home to the city of bandung. doing his activities as a student. tiara in between to the bus terminal pakupatan with his father also mamahnya, tiara is looking for a bus that will take her to the city of Bandung.

visible yellow bus is waiting for passengers who will be delivered to the city of bandung.the distance from his hometown to the city of bandung approximately 4 hours.

tiara entered the yellow bus. looking for a seat that was still empty. Then some hawkers entered the bus, offering his trade. tiara bought mineral water 600ml. afraid later, if tiara feel thirsty. inside the bus, there is a special toilet just to urinate.

bus ngetem, while waiting for the next bus that majors bandung city came. tiara issued his cellphone, do not forget the headset was taken tiara put out. tiara had seen his watch, tiara, it turned out to be 9am soon after, a road bus.

during the tiara trip using a headset, even though he was not listening to music.only if later the bench next to him filled, he did not want to talk too much with the person next to him. this is as a code, as a code, tiara didn't want to talk much.

sms in

hi ti... what else?

tiara also replied

otw bandung

shortly the sms direct phone. appeared on the screen hape tiara written Helmi's name.

"hello..assalamu'alaikum" tiara.

"wa'alaikumsalam" replied helmi.

"ti... again on the road huh?"ask helmi

"yes, hel.." replied the tiara.

"pake what if you go back to bandung?"

"bus cake.."

"who's same?" ask again

"rameans.."

"wah.. ti troupe.."

"yes hel. rame is more fun hel.."

"who is it?"

"there's the driver's father, kenek, the same passenger who laen hel.." replied the relaxed tiara.

"hahaha. oh gt. greetings to those on the bus..."

"get ready hel. tar in the sidein." said tiara while laughing.

before long, Mr. Kenek started asking for fees.

"tar ya hel.. there is a father kenek, mah ask for the fare" said tiara.

"ok ti." said Helmi while nodding her head across the phone.

"how much sir?" tiara asked kenek

"neng down dimna?" ask the kenek

"kopo, bandung" said tiara

"oh. 60rebu neng" said sikenek

"sir sir." said the tiara while offering money 100 thousand. kenek father also gave the tiara change.

"nih neng. makasi.." said kenek while offering his change.

"makasih sir, uh sir, there's a greeting from my friend who's on the phone again" said tiara while showing hape.

"paraaahhh really disamein. hahahha" helmi laughs at the end of the phone. tiara wants to laugh but keep the position of the plate face in front of the father.

"si eneng.. who called his girlfriend yes" sedoda the father kenek.

tiara's face flushed.

"not that sir. I don't have a boyfriend, if the fans are there, for example, the phone again" said tiara while grinning to the father of kenek.

"si neng mah." said the father, smiling as he walked to the back asking for fare with the other passengers.

"hello.."tiara returned her conversation to the phone.

"paraahh is really in the sampein.."

"staying the same driver who was a passenger who was hel.tar kalao there was a back bathroom and lewatin me, I salamin again from elo.." said tiara santuy.

"somewhat soii.it's enough of a kenek" said Helmi while laughing.

they both dissolve in casual conversation.from the terminal city of serang to tiara down in kopo, bandung city. approximately 4 hours they chat. sometimes during the 4 hours, sometimes during that, there are times when there is no more discussion.just silence between the two, but the phone is not turned off. Then there is just one of them open the conversation again. and so on until the tiara reached the city of bandung.

"hel. already yes phone her. hape I lowbet, briefly again metong nih." said tiara.

"what's methong" asked helmi.

"dead hel. metong tuh means dead. hape I was dead. lowbet really dead." explained tiara.

"emmm.yeah, say yes if you're home."

"okay.bye "

"bye ti. tiati" said helmi.

"yes.." said tiara.

*tiarara speaks to heart*

why also I call him if it's already home.there's only the helmi.

tiara continued her journey home.board the ash-and-ash angkot, the angkot that led towards the tiara house.

arriving at home, tiara take a bath to refresh her body, and of course tiara also eat because she feels very hungry. during the trip tiara do not eat because busy chatting with helmi. whereas mamahnya already equip tiara bread. if later tiara feel hungry, there is already bread. mamah is indeed the best.

remembering the figure of the helmi, he asked the tiara to contact him when he reached home, but the tiara did not contact him because what kind of report such a thing to the helmi.

tiara thought about meeting desi, to say that Helmi contacted him. But now her relationship with desi is not as familiar as it used to be. not because they fight or anything that smells negative in between. it's just that tiara did start to stay away from his association with desi, because when playing in the karoke box it was. tiara did feel happy, did not feel the burden, just laughed and laughed as he felt. but the association with a 'crooked' man made him a little afraid.

*flashback on*

one night while they were looking for dinner.tiara, desi, wawan, andre, ifan, diki, and some men who tiara did not memorize his name. they visited a famous fastfood restaurant in the area of djuanda bandung Hajj road. Then, they met two beautiful women, very beautiful, was eating at the fastfood place. we shook hands and mentioned names, because we just met.

the girlfriend asked ifan, showing with her eyes a glance at the tiara and desi?

ifan said that the tiara and desi were his friends.then the crooked man who was with the tiara troupe nyeleleletuk say "cynn candidate. lesbongwati candidate"

then they laughed together.tiara also laughed.but in his heart tiara kamit kamit "nauzubillah o Allah. nauzubillah"

from every hang out with them, and every time they meet with the community.they always say the same thing about tiara. tiara is afraid. because consciously, after tiara asked the crooked. they are not aware, why suddenly become fond of the same sex.tiara is afraid, sick in the pain of his friend's friend was contracted to self tiara without conscious tiara. and every word according to the tiara is a prayer. tiara is afraid, whenever her friend says that the tiara is a prospective new citizen in her community. and during this year the tiara never met them again even deliberately came just to say hello. No, the tiara was no longer willing.

*flashback off*

thinking about it again while walking towards her room, tiara goosebumps herself. What happens if she still plays with them. does tiara become one of their parts? just imagine tiara being scared.

tiara saw the phone stored on the dresser in her room...

sms tiara..

"yes hel.. what's wrong?"

not a minute later, sms tiara already in reply helmi

"from where? I've been on the phone since. haven't been home yet?" helmi reply.

"already at home from earlier koq, just had a shower and ate. abisnya laper.. hehehe.. gmn gmn gmn gmn hel...... what is it?" bales tiara's.

not long to call directly.

"males I texted, cape.ti I wait for news of you, I said that already nyampe tidain." said the man on the phone.

ih, why should you report who you are. said tiara inwardly.

"hehe..yes sorry..forget me. sorry.." said tiara.

they chatted again until nightfall, and tiara fell asleep while chatting with the helms on the phone.

"hello.. ti. is still there? emmm what's overslept?" ask helmi.

but there was no answer from the person who was being asked.

"alright. kayak his sleep deh. cape yes you. met sleep yes ti.. assalamu'alaikum" said helmi.

helmi also disconnected the phone.