Melody From Pshycopaths

Am I really jealous?

Alex Pov's

I kept thinking about what Efira said this morning, the moment that she and I met Mr. Rian at the company.

What did he say?

Of jealousy?

Am I really jealous?

How can I be jealous if I fall in love I never have time. I know about something like this.

I stood on the balcony of Efira's hotel room, trying to ask the stars how my heart really is.

He complained to the moon, why it was so crowded to see him with others.

I want to beat up Mr. Rian for his attitude earlier. It turns out that brash also the man, even though he is in power in this country so? Everyone says my company is poor. He's the only one who doesn't know what I'm capable of with Efira.

All right, back to the heart problem, I'm confused. I told everything to the moon.

How my heart beats faster than usual when it's near it.

How my heart beats every time I remember it.

How can I not focus without hearing or seeing.

It felt like I was lacking half of myself while away from her.

Isn't that too much?

I don't want to feel it either, but I can't control my feelings.

I'd love to protect her like a brother protecting his sister?

Ah no!!!

Not like that concept.

I'd be too much if I considered him my best friend or even my sister.

Don't want a man to touch her?

Aih, I am possessive.

The day was getting late, I myself was also dissolved in my thoughts. Instantly the shadows of my togetherness with him sprung up. Like laughing at me who doesn't understand anything.

"Don't get close to any man"

"Hm"

"It's not easy to get to know a stranger, no matter what kind of person he is"

"Hm"

"Don't forget your meal"

"Yes"

Cih, what is it? My messages are like a lover when she's about to leave here.

"Why not tell me you already have a boyfriend?"

"Privacy, Mr Rian, why? You want to be her lover?"

"Maybe"

"Not with me?"

"Oh, no sir. I'm with Alex"

"What are you going home with this poor businessman?"

"Here you go, come home with me. Okay?"

"Me or her?"

"There's no choice, you have to come home with me"

"Don't force her, Mr. Rian, why are you so selfish anyway? He always rejected you! But you always bother him. Just so you know, it's troubling him"

"Who do you think you are?"

"I? You're forgot? I'm his life partner"

"Over precisely his childhood friend"

All the scenes between me, Efira and Mr. Rian just played out, like broken tapes in memory. Shit, how's this?

What if Efira likes that guy?

I even knew from his gaze that the man liked Efira.

I'm upset, very upset.

I even clenched my fingers as I remembered it.

Am I really jealous?

Am I stuck in Friendzone?

I should how?

Yes of course I have to realize what this feeling is. I've been made mad like this, where can be silent with the reality that continues to slap me like this.

I went into the room, closed the balcony door and closed the curtains. Going to bed, finding my little girl asleep there, I slipped into her blanket. We even shared a bed.

I hugged him and kissed him. Believe me, to kiss his forehead, is an unexpected reflex event. I was also shocked for a moment after doing so just now.

"Good night" I said in closing today.

The Alex Pov End