
SARASWATI HANA.
I am a woman born into an ordinary family. My brain abilities are also ordinary. There is nothing special in me.
My father died when I was a junior. To get on with life, my mother worked odd jobs. Start selling cakes in the market. To become a call worker from several neighbors.
Me, as the first child. She often helps my mother. Helps to make cake. To sell cakes in stalls. To take him to school, to put him in the cafeteria. We lived three lives with my sister named Arik.
Everything changed when I wanted to get a scholarship to university. With my brain. I'm on a scholarship program. And you can guess the outcome. I'm failing.
With a gontai move, I left the university. Until this body accidentally hit someone.
A well-proportioned and beautiful woman. Not only that, his skin was very white, like porcelain. It's so much different than me.
From there, the beginning of my acquaintance with him. Someone who became my best friend, as well as a place where I get money. To help our mother meet our needs.
Ella. Her name is MELLANIE. New entrant model. With good character and attitude. Although born into a wealthy family.
He offered me a job. At that time, I could not do it myself. As make up for himself.
At first I refused. Because I really can't. But he's chuckling. Until finally, I agreed. Here, I started learning to apply Ella's makeup. And then Ella taught me herself.
The longer my fingers are more adept at making Ella's beautiful face from birth, the more enchanting it becomes. Until Ella offered me to be her assistant.
And again, I refused. But Ella was still cool, she made me her assistant. So I have to work double.
Every day I have to prepare all the necessities for Ella's photo shoot. To set the schedule of its activities. Also to determine, with whom Ella will cooperate.
I can all do well. Although very tired, because the name Ella increasingly shining. Which means my work is getting heavier.
But I'm not complaining at all. Because Ella gave a salary with an extraordinary nominal. In fact, Ella's family loves me a lot too.
Until I, call both of Ella's parents like Ella. Mom and dad. Instead of being jealous, Ella was very happy.
The luck of meeting the Ella family doesn't just get here. Arik, sister. She was financed by Ella's family. Until college.
My mother, still a cake seller in the market. Although it is no longer a calling worker. At first I did not agree. Because with my current income, I can give you anything you ask.
For the reason that he will be bored if unemployed at home. I make cakes and sell them in the market. But I promise you, I will only make a small amount of cake. And I agree to it.
From my income, I can build a house. Our residence which used to be only a patch, has now become spacious and large.
I bought some vacant land next to the house. To expand and expand our home. Until as now.
I can also buy my brother a motorcycle at a pretty expensive price. For Arik to go to school and travel. At first I wanted to buy him a car. But Arik refused, preferring a motorbike to a car.
Not only that, but I can also buy a car for myself. And can also beautify themselves. Although it can't beat Ella's beauty. At least I wasn't too insecure when I was near Ella.
My mother always reminded me to save some of my income. Wheel turns. That's what my mom always said.
So, I always keep more than half of my work money. Because indeed, Ella always gives bonuses every month.
Ella reasoned because of my good work. But I know why Ella reasoned like that. He'd be sad if he gave me the money right away. Because Ella must have thought, I'd be offended.
Everything changed. Everything changed in one night. That was the beginning of my life. And Ella's life.
Unconsciously due to the influence of drugs given by rivals. Vano forced me to have sex. She thinks I'm Ella. She always rants by saying Ella's name when she rapes me.
Why don't I run? How could I have escaped from Vano. A man with strength far above me.
I blamed myself, why that night I had to sleep and live in Ella's apartment.
Us two. Vano and I agreed to hide it from Ella. In about a week, Ella and Vano are getting married.
I don't have to worry if I'm pregnant. Because Vano has cleared the liquid in my womb. Certainly with the help of a doctor.
I feel traumatized. I hold this sadness alone. How not. The only thing I've guarded for decades, vanished in an instant.
Virgins. Yeah, I was a virgin when Vano did all that to me.
I dare not tell anyone. Even to my own mother. I prefer to keep all the pain alone.
Not without reason I didn't tell you everything. I'm just afraid, if Ella finds out. I don't want Ella to get hurt and disappointed in me.
Moreover, all this time, Ella's family cared and loved me. Even with my mom and Arik.
But I finally decided to be frank with Denis. Ella's best friend, my lover. But not as I expected.
I want Denis to support me. But it didn't. Denis just kept quiet and looked at me intensely. Then he told me to leave the room.
In fact, Denis no longer contacted me. From there I concluded it myself. If Denis can't accept me. I also realized, and also started to move away from him.
The events I've been harboring all this time are finally starting to get sniffed by Ella. Even in just a few months. It all happened when Ella realized there was something I was hiding from her.
And this is where it all explodes. Like a time bomb ready to wipe out anyone who comes close.
Ella, with her ability, was able to figure out the whole incident that night. Between me and Vano.
And it all impacts everyone's life. In fact, because of that. Ella had an accident. And the fetus in the womb also can not be saved.
Worse, the death of Ella's husband. Vano.
The more guilt gnaws at me. I ventured to Ella's house. And apologized. I'm sincere, if Ella hates me. I'm willing.
But all is not as I thought. Ella, it's Ella. Beautiful woman with a heart like an angel. He forgave me.
I also feel relieved. I guess things will go as before. But it wasn't like my prediction, after I received an apology from Ella.
Ella left us. He left like he disappeared, gone, left nothing. Perhaps only her parents and her two in-laws knew of Ella's whereabouts.
But they chose to hide Ella's whereabouts. From anybody. Including from me.
I'm also aware. And I'm sincere, even though I can't see Ella, at least I can hear from Mrs Ane. If Ella's okay.
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DENIS SUBARA
My relationship with Hana, my lover looks good. We always communicate well. Although lately, our communication has been a little strained.
Because of Lyra. Brother away from mom. He came and stayed at our house. Not only that, my mother also asked him to study business. With me as his guide.
I also did not refuse. Because I think there's nothing wrong. Because we are brothers.
Until Hana and Ella came to my company. At first the three of us had a casual conversation in my room. Until Ella left, leaving us both.
"I want to talk something" said Hana.
Hana handed me her phone. Where everything is Hana's conversation with my mom. I read every single message my mom sent to Hana. In fact, Mama also sent Hana a photo of a beautiful woman, who was with me. Lyras.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to show you any of this at first. But Ella gave me advice. If it is a relationship, it should be based on honesty. And also a struggle together." said Hana.
I really didn't expect my mom to have done all this. Because, in every time I tell about Hana, my mom always responds with a smile and a positive attitude.
In fact, my mom once said. If he does not patiently want to meet and talk a lot with Hana. The woman who took the heart of her only son.
I can only be quiet. I was confused how to act and how to behave. Until Hana gives me another surprise. Which makes me even more confused.
"Den, didn't I ever say. If I were no longer a virgin. And my boyfriend took my virginity." said Hana.
"I'm sorry, I lied." added Hana. I could only shut up and hear all Hana said.
"Actually, Vano had taken it by force" Hana said with tears beginning to drip down her cheeks.
Blam..... Instantly my mind was screwed. Even in my mouth it was as if there was a key that was tightly shut, so that no sound would come out of it.
With tears falling on her cheeks, Hana recounts all the events that happened to her and Vano.
"Den,," called Hana in a soft tone, staring at me.
"You can leave me. I need time." Those are the words that came out of my mouth, without looking at Hana.
Without speaking, Hana breezed away. Left room. And I'm sure, if Hana must be disappointed with my actions.
After Hana told me everything, Hana and I never communicated again. We are like strangers.
Until the news came to my ears. Vano's Death. Because of an accident, with his wife. Ella.
That's where I saw Hana. Sitting in a chair with eyes. I immediately ran up to him, as his body was about to fall.
But Hana never knew if I was nearby. Till now.
Even after the departure of Ella, who suddenly disappeared like a vanish in the swallow of the earth. We never met either.
I don't know, I think I'm getting confused with myself. And Hana, it looks like she's also starting to get away from me.
This is where I started thinking and thinking. What should I do, will be my relationship with Hana.