
Nisa also took out the food she had and told Satya to eat. Satya also complied and ate the food before long He was finished.
“you're full ?”ask her. He looked at me but did not answer my question. (Even under these conditions, he still looked at me like that, making it melt.) but suddenly he said.
“I want to come with you.”ucapnya. I was surprised dong.how could he follow me, while I have nothing to bear his life. (well dizzy nutmeg berbie…) I was silent and did not answer.
How can I answer him, if I refuse, pity him, he has no one here, but if I say yes, what will we live with..?? ( oh god. give me a hint.).
“if I can, I'll live alone. But I need to learn to live in your world. Who else would I trust here if not you. Please let me come with you, I will sleep outside, as long as I can meet you. At least there is a place to complain, even if you have no place to stay.” He said with great pity, hoping I would agree to it.
I nodded my head as well, and I shook my head, a sign that I did not approve of his words.
He bowed his head, to be honest, I really felt what he felt. Finally with a heavy heart he left, with no intention in my heart to stop him (but indeed) I saw him walking limping until he was lost from my sight.
I sighed and rubbed my chest which from earlier was struggling to hold tight in my chest.
“forgive me, I'd love to help you. But I am also powerless.” I said. By the time my tears fell, I was no longer strong enough to hold them. I sobbed, imagining how his life would be. I was angry at myself why I couldn't help him.
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Satya pov.
I waited a week for ayu's arrival, but she never passed or came to see me. I started to worry, he left me. I was thinking, how is this.
What I should do. I haven't eaten in a week. I've been looking for a job I can do. But they kicked me out and they didn't even want to give me the leftover rice. I can no longer walk if I have to.
Finally I decided to go to his place, when I got there, I called his name in a slow voice because I was not powered up.
But what I called did not come out to meet me, even someone else came out, and he kicked me out so I could go and not disturb the trouble there.
“heh…. Don't fuss here, get away. Don't bother people. Crazy people..” he said. My heart aches when he says I'm crazy.
I stopped to call him and I sat curled up outside the fence.I was confused where else to go, I was desperate, he who I knew in this world, he said, it turns out I even died.
As I sat hugging my knees while burying my face between my knees.
Suddenly something shook my shoulder and called my name. I raised my head slowly and saw who was bothering me. I saw that it was ayu, I felt happy, but my face was no longer able to express.
I could only stare at him flatly.as if I was no longer able to show a happy expression in front of him, I was already powerless and really had no energy.
He looked at me for a moment, I told him why he left me.
"Why did you leave me? you know I have no one but you. If you leave me, who else would care about me." I said with full worship and a soft voice.
I saw her eyes start to tear up but she could not help but cry in front of me.
“you've eaten.” Ask me. He tried to shift my gaze and speech. Hearing his question, I just shook my head. He swiftly helped me get into the room and put me in a chair.
He told me to wait for him. He went in, but soon came out with food in his hand. He gave it to me, and I ate the food until it ran out.
I'll do anything as long as he stays with me. However, the answer did not match my expectations. Disappointed, I left there and died without saying anything.
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POV author
These few days, satya walked without direction.as if he had no hope of living.Fecause tired, he sat by the roadside. Satya observed the place, Iya looked to and fro in confusion.Continuously cars and motorcycles passed him just like that.
Suddenly, he met a person who saw many paintings in the body. It seemed like he was drunk.he came and beat Satya up all of a sudden.
Because Satya did not have enough strength, she simply remained silent and did not resist.and let him beat her until he finally left. There really is no hope left to live. Satya complained in her heart.
*God if there is no way for me to live in this world in the middle of nowhere, and if you do not want to show me my way back to my world, then take your life.* inner Satya was completely desperate.
but in fact, he can still survive with the rest of the energy he has. But still, in his heart, satya was really desperate, even he told God to take his life.
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When satya left that day, ayu felt his regret never gone. upset because of his inability to help people who really need him.
Two months have passed, she never saw him again. Satya also never came to see him again.
it's like Satya's lost to the earth. Ayu also did not hear any more news about him.
some day. While ayu was walking on the beach together with some of her friends. somehow, suddenly ayu averted her eyes.
he saw a man who was curled up with a wet body and full of bruises all over his body.ayu also felt that he knew the man, in sharpen his observation. and sure enough it was him.
knowing that the man was Satya, without waiting for a long time, ayu ran, rushing to him. His friends, astonished to see ayu suddenly ran away from them.
They did not ask, but followed him. Before long, he stopped beside her, but Satya was unaware of the existence of ayu.
ayu momentarily observed her body, which was already thin and fleshy no longer. Absolutely no one wanted to help her.ayu even approached her, her heart really hurt to see her like that.
“satya..” Saying. He opened his eyes to look at the person who had called his name.ayu saw the look of his eyes like he was going to cry.ayu took the initiative to wipe his back.
“wait here.” says ayu. satya does not answer.
ayu also went to buy rice and drinks for him. Soon he returned.ayu handed him the food and he ate it.
He did not say anything, he just fell silent and ate quietly.
Behind ayu, her friends start whispering what they say, but ayu does not care.
“yu... You know this gembel ?”said one of his friends. Ayu who heard that remark glared at him. Instead of apologizing, they insulted ayu and they left her. Naturally, they did not consider him a friend. They just use the wood.
***connected***