Meaning ?

Chapters 1. OF LOVE?

About love.

In general, love is an emotion of strong affection and personal attraction. Love can also be interpreted as a feeling in a person due to its forming factors. In the context of the philosophy of love is a good trait that inherits all the goodness, feelings of compassion and compassion. If it is true that the philosophy of love is kindness and compassion but why are so many people hurt by it?. Not even a few people die of love and is the death of the person really part of love?.

There are some people who say “Love is fooling.” If love is a fool, then why should everyone feel what they call love and where does it come from?. Does love come by being invited or perhaps picked up?. Is love a compulsion?. If love is not a compulsion, then why are many people willing to do everything even if it has a very high level of risk will still do it for the love he has. Some say love is eternal. If it is eternal, then why do so many people forget the person they once loved after they separated and why their relationship could end if indeed love is eternal.

Does love always have to have each other?. There are some people who do everything in order to be with the person he loves and there are also people who let the person he loves happy with others for several reasons. Does love and affection for someone exist in the same sense?. If affection is the same as love as what is said in the philosophy of love including affection, then when a relationship begins with affection, but why can the relationship end?. Can that feeling of love or affection end? Can that feeling of love or affection run out?. If the feeling of love or affection can run out and disappear then why do many people say that love is eternal?.

If love is indeed beautiful then why should one hate each other?, why can one hate the person he once loved?. Is the feeling of hate stronger than love?, if true then why are so many people who say if nothing can defeat the power of love. It's possible that they never question love and they never try to find out something about love they just trust what others have said. Why should hate always exist alongside love?. All this time I know, if love and hate are always side by side and everyone who feels love must be ready to feel hate as well. And that in my opinion is one of the consequences in human life and that is a natural thing. But it also crossed my mind why did the creator also create hatred?

Love is something extraordinary, right?. There are many things about love that we may not be able to explain with logic and reason. Love is one of God's most remarkable creations and to understand the complexities in the love system it will not be easy, in addition, only a few people question about love and some others just feel and live it without ever thinking about what love really is. Are you among those who keep asking about the truth of love?, are you a person who does not care about the truth of love and just let it flow?. Is love something we should think about the truth and can the truth about love be revealed by humans?. This time I will share a little story about the love that is owned by a man just assume the name of the man is Setyaki.

The story starts from Setyaki's childhood, when he was still in 6th grade Elementary and at that time he liked women for the first time and the woman was named Saskia. At that time Setyaki still did not understand what is the feeling of love and what is the feeling of affection, and what Setyaki understood at that time was that he really liked Saskia and he wanted to always be next to Saskia.

Setyaki hates Sundays or other holidays, unlike school children in general who are very happy if the holiday arrives, Setyaki actually felt sad if the holiday arrived because he could not meet and see Saskia. Setyaki often thought about Saskia when Setyaki was at home and Setyaki often fantasized about holding Saskia's hand and it made Setyaki sometimes smile to herself. But at that time there was news about Saskia who liked Setyaki's friend named Brian, and it made Setyaki disappointed of course. But Setyaki always tried to behave as usual and as if he did not care about the news and Setyaki still hid the feelings he kept.

Until finally Saskia and Brian are in a relationship or commonly called dating, and when Setyaki finds out it suddenly he feels tightness in his chest, but Setyaki can do nothing but still look like he always does. Setyaki started to like the holidays because during the school holidays Setyaki did not have to see Saskia and Brian talking to each other and joking. Every time Setyaki sees Saskia and Brian playing together, it makes Setyaki's chest feel tight and Setyaki really wants to leave the place.

Day after day, Setyaki continues with a tight feeling in the chest as he sees Brian and Saskia and Setyaki still harboring the feelings he has. And the fortunate relationship between Brian and Saskia is too long because they finally broke their relationship because Saskia's parents found out about the relationship between Saskia and Brian, then Saskia's parents asked Saskia to stay focused on school and not think about romance. It makes Setyaki feel happy, but on the one hand Setyaki is increasingly afraid to say about her feelings to Saskia. Setyaki still keeps the feeling he has and now he again often pays attention to the behavior and attitude of Saskia and it continues until they graduate from Primary School.

After graduating from Primary School, Setyaki and Saskia went on to different Junior High School and eventually Setyaki could no longer pay attention to Saskia. Even though Setyaki had never met Saskia, he still kept the feelings he had for Saskia. Sometimes Setyaki deliberately went around the area of Saskia's house while hoping he could meet with Saskia. Although Setyaki often passed by Saskia's house, Setyaki never dared to call Saskia from the front of her house, because Setyaki still felt afraid if caught by Saskia's parents, but she never dared to call Saskia, Setyaki is afraid that Saskia is angered by her parents.

So all Setyaki can do is go back and forth in front of Saskia's house while hoping Saskia gets out of the house and Setyaki can see her again.