Me Or Him

First Love and First kiss

Really, Mitha felt the journey of her life like a rollercoaster.

What used to be always wanted and had to struggle to get it, now all can be obtained without difficulty.

Just a matter of days Mitha will be married to Bayu, and today Mitha finished the final fitting of her bride kebaya for the ijab qobul event and reception.

Ms. Surya who looks the most spirit, Mitha and family are not allowed to bother preparing for the event because everything has been arranged by her.

Mitha asked permission to stop at the city park when Ms Surya asked the driver to drive her home.

"don't come home tonight.At any time you get married, pamali if you go2 !" advice from Ms. Surya

"just a minute 'mom.enjoy the singles.."

Madam Surya smiled hearing that.

"alright, lati2, call mom when you get home?"

" yes ' ma'am." nodded Mitha, kissed the back of Surya's hand and got out of the car

Mitha walks leisurely, entering the city park crowded with young people, there is also a mother2 who invites her son2 just walk2 around the park.

Mitha chose to sit on the grass, looked around.Call him a traveling drink seller to buy a bottle of mineral water, for some reason, arrived2 his throat felt dry.

"this is the change.."

"just make the father," Mitha refused subtly

"thank you, may the windfall be plentiful.." the seller looks sumringah

"sama2 sir." nodded Mitha smilingly

the seller left excitedly, leaving Mitha smiling happily

"it seems to be true you.."

Mitha looked up in shock.

"Nadia ? what are you doing here ?" ask Mitha

Nadia seemed to be sitting next to Mitha.

"what are you doing yourself?" nadia grimaced

"it is impolite to answer with a question back." lamented Mitha

Nadia laughs.Beautiful.His face has not changed much from the school era, although now wearing makeup.

"your ring is so good.." Nadia looked at the ring that was coiled on Mitha's ring finger.

"thank you." Mitha smiled

"it's smart that Bayu chose her.."

Mitha flinched in surprise.

"i already know.no need to be surprised.welcome ya.."

Nadia patted Mitha's back.

"don't think it feels.the world is so narrow.I don't think Bayu will marry..real..?"

"why do you think Bayu won't get married?"

"because he was so devastated when I left him." Nadia explained.

Mitha swallowed her saliva.

"i used to leave her and chose to marry the man my grandfather had betrothed.."

"my grandfather did not like Bayu, at that time Bayu was just a man who used to spend his parents' money and never thought about the future, but somehow now he changed,,"

Mitha looked at Nadia's face which looked grim with sadness.

"what..do you still love her?" mitha asked nervously, hoping Nadia's answer was 'no'

"i don't know either.we were close since school.." Nadia smiled.

"i have a husband and children, after all.."

"Nadia.maybe Bayu still loves you.."

Nadia laughed at Mitha's words.

"are you stupid or what the hell ??"

"are you Bayu's first love ?" sentak Mitha

Yes Tuhaaannn I said what???? mitha screams in her heart.

" Bayu is a very very possessive man.he can be very angry if there is someone who just glances at his.that's what makes me go away from him.I feel constrained.."

"what ?" Mitha rounded her eyes

"i just told you.I'm just his girlfriend he's so possessive, think if your position as his wife..?"

Mitha again swallowed her saliva.Fear.

'' there's no need to be that scared.maybe you're different.."

Nadia got up from her seat.

"i have to go pick up my son, when2 can we meet..? it's nice to have friends chatting." said Nadia with a waist.

"bye bye Mitha.happy for your happy day.."

Nadia walked away from Mitha who was pensive.His gaze continued to follow the figure of Nadia who increasingly disappeared among the crowd of people2 who passed by.

I hope I didn't take the wrong step.doa Mitha in my heart.

*****

Today, Mitha's last day of work because tomorrow Mitha starts taking time off for her wedding.

His co-worker 2 who had been arrogant, began to change well, so knew Mitha would marry a man who in fact was not a random person.

They were so enthusiastic when they received Mitha's wedding invitation that they would hold a reception in the ballroom of the downtown hotel.

"we must be present Mith." exclaimed Dwika, followed by his group of friends.

"yes. thank you." nodded Mitha smiling.

"we are friends.it must have come dongg..":

"your head mates" Mitha grumbled inwardly, recalling their previous treatment.

"first yes.until you see me tomorrow at my wedding." said Mitha.

Dwika waved as Mitha waltzed away leaving them.

Mitha walked out of her workplace slowly2, hmm. The next 7 days, her status had changed when she set foot back in this company.

Mitha saw a large luxury car like Bayu's but white, appearing parked in front of the gate.

And how surprised Mitha was when she recognized the figure of the man who came down from the passenger seat.

"Fahri ?" mitha exclaimed in astonishment

"Hallo Mith. Let me drive you home..."

" what are you doing here ??"

" fetch you.."

Some of the people who came out of the gate also looked at Mitha in unison.With a suspicious look they looked at Mitha, who again2 was picked up by a luxury car but with a different man.

Mitha also pulled Fahri into the car rather than being a gossip material considering soon he will get married.

"what's up? it's not usually that you pick me up." Mitha said half-suspectingly

Fahri just smiled, telling the young man sitting behind the wheel to run the car

"how about we have a little coffee?"

"i want to go straight home." refused Mitha smooth.

"why? afraid of getting scolded by your future husband?"

Fahri smiled mockingly making Mitha annoyed

"no! there's nothing I should be afraid of.."

"ayo' and I and this young lady want to have coffee at cafe XYz." Fahri told the driver.

"get ready sir" the young man nodded

"why have you been lying all this time?" ask Mitha

"what lie?"

" the real you..."

Fahri was silent for a moment and smiled.

"i'm afraid you hate me." said Fahri slowly

"now I hate you because you're not being honest with me." said Mitha could no longer hide her disappointment

since their last meeting at the restaurant at that time, Mitha had never again communicated with Fahri.

"do you want to forgive me ?"

Mitha was silent.Both her eyeballs looked at Fahri with tears.

How Mitha wanted to be angry, but not able, because for her Fahri was someone who meant so much to her.

Someone who has been accompanying her hari2nya, someone who always hears her complaints, who wants to comfort her when she is sad.

"how could I not forgive you.."

Mitha sobbed slowly, unable to hold back her tears anymore.

Tiba2 just pulled Mitha in his arms, trying to comfort her.

"sorry." whispered Fahri kissing the top of Mitha's head

Mitha was sobbing.

"don't cry.you make me sad.."

Fahri tightened his embrace.Really, how much he loved this girl in his arms.

*****