Me And The Stars

Chapter 9 Guardian Angel

Safira POV

Actually, there is no separation that is not painful, as sweet as saying goodbye still incised wounds.

It's just that, sometimes parting will be the best way even though it is difficult and bitter to pass.

In the name of love, I used to throw away my youth, my education, and I gave my whole world to him.

Only for the sake of love that turns out to be now betrayed,

Let's say I'm an acute bucin, or maybe stupid to be precise.

Now, in the name of wounded love, I will throw you far away from my heart and my life, I will take back my world, reaching for my delayed ideals.

Betrayal is not something I can forgive, it's a principle !

Because for me, there is no love that is a betrayal.

For me, a relationship that has been tarnished with betrayal is not worth fighting for, because at any time, the pain will never be forgotten, and I think, the best thing about all of this is separation.

That way, we won't hurt each other for long.

Don't I deserve to be happy too ?

*****

Safira put his clothes from the closet into 3 large suitcases, his determination was round, he wanted to leave the house that during the wedding became his residence with Vishnu.

" Where are you going, Fira,?" Suddenly Vishnu appeared from behind the door of the room with a tangled appearance and random chatter.

Since the incident a week ago at the club, this is the first time Safira met again with Vishnu.

Yes, after the incident that night Vishnu did not have the slightest attempt to find even meet his legal wife, he seemed to not care what would happen to Sapphira after the incident.

I don't know where the figure of Vishnu who once loved, protected and loved Sapphira. He didn't even want a mosquito to bite him,

but now he inflicts so great a wound and pain on the woman he once cared for and treated like the queen.

Everything seemed to be gone not even a little left in just a blink of an eye.

" I want to get out of here, however soon we'll officially part ways. I have to start living my own life." Safira answered calmly while continuing to do his activity without turning Vishnu at all.

" Let's stay here, I'll go, this house I'll give you."  Vishnu sat languidly on the floor of the room while continuing to look at the face of his wife who was soon not his.

There was a great pain in his heart, thousands of daggers as if stuck in his chest when he had to accept the fact that he had lost Sapphira, now,

"No, I have to start taking care of my own life, I'll be looking for a rented house for a while, I don't want to bother my parents either, I just make them sad about our separation, do not want to give other burdens again" said Safira flat.

" Fira, sorry.. All my fault..! I'm gonna approve of our divorce, I'm not gonna complicate it." The tears of Vishnu just fell can no longer be contained.

" Thank you !" brief safira as she passed pushing the suitcase she had finished.

" Saffira,,,! By God I love you very much, and do not want to lose you, but," Vishnu could not continue his words, he just filled Safira's feet as if reluctant to leave.

" I beg you not to be like this, we are over, we are done...! Didn't you promise you won't make our divorce more difficult ?" Sapphira just silently stared.

" I had to agree, Rena-emh-Mia, pregnant, she threatened to kill herself with her birth baby if I didn't want to get divorced from you, I had to let you go Fir..!" Vishnu's cry became more and more.

This was a very difficult choice for him, the night after the incident, Vishnu realized his mistake,

he realized that he was stuck in the past,

At the hospital she promises, when Mia realizes she will end all her mistakes,

he will explain to Mia that he only got lost in the past, and actually he does not love Mia, only obsessed with love in his past, namely Rena, who happens to have a face similar to Mia.

Vishnu will put an end to his error that night.

But after Mia regains consciousness and tells her everything including her intention to separate from Mia, a Doctor walks into Mia's ward and tells her she is 1 month pregnant.

Mia who really does not want to lose her money source, makes that one reason,

according to him, if indeed Vishnu does not love him, at least Vishnu must love his son, and this can be used as a weapon to keep Vishnu tied with him.

even irresponsible, he also demanded Vishnu to divorce Safira if he did not want to lose the baby.

Vishnu who was confused and confused finally agreed to the terms of Mia, however, in the bottom of his heart actually Vishnu had longed for a baby, indeed, but all this time he never revealed to Sapphira who had not been given a pregnancy by God.

It is difficult to describe the feelings of Vishnu at that time, sad and happy.

Sad to lose Sapphira, but happy will get the baby.

" Hmm, congratulations, congratulations,! May you be happy." Sapphira forcibly released the grip of Vishnu's hand on his leg which seemed to be struggling.

Sapphira walked out of the house, her heart ached.

Is this God telling her,,?

the betrayed were even given a special gift from her, the presence of a child.

Oh... What an ironic thing this life is...!

*****

Safira now lives in a simple rented house, she wants to start her life again, she wants to live independently, really living from her own results without help from anyone, even her parents.

At the moment he can still survive with the rest of the savings he has.

He will look for work to meet the needs of his life, sukur sukur can save for the cost of continuing his delayed college.

But life was not as smooth as he had imagined, after nearly three months of widowed status and living alone in a simple rented house, he still did not get a job,

it is very difficult to apply for a job with only his diploma which is only a SMU graduate.

While his savings are running low.

Safira was sitting daydreaming in front of his house that morning, he grasped a red stopmap containing a job application letter, he would look for work again, for him to unsettled, discouraged,

it was just that he was thinking about which other company he would go to today.

Actually Dara has repeatedly asked her to work in her brother's company, but she always refused on the grounds of wanting to try her own first, now Dara has returned to her city because her project in this city is finished and she also has to finish her college which is only a thesis.

Safira feels bad when asking for work on Dara even though he repeatedly refused it himself.

" Saffira," the voice of a man with a bouquet of flowers in his hand broke his reverie.

" Beni's sister..." Safira wakes up from her chair when she sees Beni approaching her

" What are you doing here ? Sorry, Beni's not there to encourage you when you part with Vishnu." Beni asked with glassy eyes,

how not, Sapphira whom he had already thought of as the younger sister looked thin, with a face that looked like it was harboring a lot of sadness.

It is not like Safira who he usually knows first, always cheerful with makeup that is always charming.

He already knew the news of Safira's divorce with his best friend Vishnu, just had never had time to meet Safira, because since he resigned from the club Vishnu, he worked in the capital .

" It's okay, brother, it's been a long time, I've been very good even from the beginning hehe, I live here now brother, trying to live independently, oh yes, I'm, how can Beni be here ?" Asked Sapphira who was astonished to arrive Beni was in a rather shabby place with all the flowers.

" Ah, yes ! this brother wants to visit an old friend, you want to come?" Ask Beni

" No brother, afraid of being disturbed, brother Beni's friend must be a girl, besides I want to muter today to find work sis." Safira glanced at the bouquet of flowers in Beni's hands that looked very pretty.

" Obviously chick dong, when meeting guys with flowers, horrified very Fir," Beni shuddered with a laugh, then grabbed the map from Safira's hands.

" try your application brother and sister's friend, it seems that in his office there is a job vacancy for SMU graduates, brother asked for your mobile number, let brother easily contact you."

Sapphira's face turned cheerful, may there be a glimmer of hope for her,

After getting Safira's phone number, Beni said goodbye and did not forget to bring a stopmap containing Safira's application letter earlier.

After walking for about 10 minutes from Safira's house, Beni finally arrived at his destination,

But he was surprised that someone he really didn't want to see was there too.