Me And My Ex-Husband

Numbness

After that incident Raisya chose to silence Nando. Raisya also does not want to be touched with Nando, he does not allow Nando to sleep in the room with him. Nando was embarrassed by what he did to his wife. He eventually complied with his wife's willingness to choose to sleep outside. He only often looks at his wife from afar, while Raisya prefers not to care about what Nando does. Nando misses the old Raisya.

Raisya chose to still survive to this day after the incident just for the sake of her son. Because his two children have been so close to Nando, so he has not been able to separate his son with his father.

Nando could not force Raisya to comply with his obligations as a wife. For Nando with Raisya not to abandon himself, and still accepting himself was enough. He just wants to have a complete family every time he comes home from work to relieve his fatigue during work, even though the situation is not like it used to be.

He understood Raisya's decision, it must not be that easy for him after knowing and seeing firsthand the video of his intimate relationship with Viona and friendly photos of him kissing and making out.

Without having to look directly at it, all of that proves it. Actually all Raisya can do whatever it is. Raisya has complete proof of Nando and Viona's affair. And Raisya has also saved Viona's phone number and Viona's husband that she got from Nando's phone. But she tries to hold back from being reckless, she still thinks that Nando is the father of her children so she doesn't want anything to happen with Nando. Raisya also prefers to cover everything from her mother Nando and her parents. He didn't want to make them feel bad. Raisya prefers to keep it to herself. He prefers to keep a meeting on all of that.

Maybe that is also what makes Nando always dare to do that, because Raisya still always covers his mistakes. He always behaves normally when there are both parents. Raisya is truly a woman who has a strong and patient nature.

Raisya prefers to focus on his career. He chose to be normal to continue his life. Although he was still upset with Nando, he still paid attention to Nando's needs through Sari. Sari always cooks and prepares all the needs of Nando, even though on the orders of Raisya.

Nando could not dwell on anything, because he admitted his mistake. Precisely with Raisya not caring about himself anymore to do anything, this makes him free to communicate with Viona.

They only have the status of husband and wife, and Nando always wants Raisya with him. Nando sometimes chooses to stay at her mother once in a while so that she can more easily contact Viona and introspect each other. Raisya never cared about what Nando did. Nando wants to go, Nando wants to stay over he doesn't care.

The most important thing for Raisya is to focus on the children and his career. Raisya is numb to Nando, she already hates Nando even though she still gives Nando the chance to father her children.

He actually wants a divorce, but he also still feels heavy with the status of Nando who is the father of his children. Nando had already spoken, that he would make it difficult if Raisya sued him. She will always try to keep her marriage. Therefore, Raisya chose to be like this. Choose to live each other's lives.

Therefore, rather than Raisya must take care of his divorce which can take up his time. Raisya chose to undo his intentions. And choose to do something useful.

Raisya prefers to keep himself busy. His life is for work and children. He was trying to be fair. During the holidays he also always spend time together with himself and his children. He often also invites his children to play to the mole looking for a playground.

Raisya and Nando in the house only talk as necessary, and communication is just for the necessary business and to ask the children.

Sometimes there is a feeling of knowing Raisya when Nando is not home. But he was trying to hold all that back, he had to have the principle of not caring about Nando. He believes that Nando is still in contact with Viona behind him. But he chose not to undo his intentions, he did not want to make Nando bigger.

Nando was grateful that Raisya was still willing to stick with him. Even though he keeps hurting Raisya. It also led Nando to continue to keep Raisya as his wife. For her Raisya is her soul mate, Raisya is the best woman for her. She was very sure if she was with Viona, surely her marriage would not last long. Raisya is his very understanding wife. Nando and Raisya are really fighting from scratch.

Raisya always collected their salary little so he could buy a house, a car. Raisya smart saving, he never squandered money for the unimportant. He is also very understanding. Only he's willing to survive with Nando from scratch. Unlike Viona who is used to living a luxurious and happy life.

Although Nando often plays crazy with Viona, Nando always hands over his salary to Raisya, he only holds it for his daily needs. Everything he entrusted to Raisya to manage.

Until now her love for Raisya has remained great. Although he is still tied to Viona. Nando stays with Viona, as Viona always helps Nando to earn extra income from his salary. Viona also often gives money to Nando every time they meet. That's the one that makes Nando still survive with Viona. Viona, who is infatuated with Nando, is willing to do anything for Nando. But he cannot divorce Fikri, because Fikri meets his daily needs. Fikri's wealth is abundant, even though he does not get complete satisfaction. But he always tried to accept all of that.

Unlike Nando, Raisya is numb. Her love for Nando has completely disappeared, and now she feels quite a deep trauma with romance. For him there is no man who loves himself sincerely. He chose not to expect more from men.

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