Me And IDOL_Stupid_ (Parkjimin)
74.dont to cry
*Oh, it hurts the most 'cause I don't know the cause
Maybe I shouldn't have loved when you left and never me to wait
Oh, it kills the most to say that I still care
Now I'm left tryna rewind the times you held and kissed me back
I wonder if you're thinkingin' "Is she alright all alone?"
I wonder if you tried to call, but couldn't find your phone
Have I ever crossed your thoughts because your name's all over mine
A moment in time, don't watch me cry
A moment in time, don't watch me cry
I'm not crying 'cause you left me on my own
I'm not crying 'cause you left me with no warning
I'm just crying 'cause I can't escape what could've been
Are you aware when you set me free?
All I can do is let my heart bleed
Oh, it's harder when you can't see through the thoughts
Not that I wanna get in, but I want to see how your mind works
No, it's harder when they don't know what they've done
Thinking it's better they leave, meaning that I'll have to move on
Oh, I wonder if you're thinkingin' "Is she alright all alone?"
I wonder if you tried to call, but couldn't find your phone
Have I ever crossed your thoughts because your name's all over mine
A moment in time, don't watch me cry
A moment in time, don't watch me cry
I'm not crying 'cause you left me on my own
I'm not crying 'cause you left me with no warning
I'm just crying 'cause I can't escape what could've been
Are you aware when you set me free?
All I can do is let my heart bleed*
The song's lyrics were found in Kim Arra's house, as if it represented his feelings after what happened
Yes now he is in ruamah kim arra in busan..
The house looks deserted, with the unkempt state of the letter found was yellow covered with dust.
And he certainly hasn't found Arra
It's been three months arra's gone
Yes jimin only had time to busan today after completing the work agenda with outsiders
Long periods at home arra does not make it saturated make jimin frustrating
He was confused to find where arra was now, had told someone to look but nil
Want it to feel like he repeated his time first with Arra, maybe he will be nice to him..
It could be said that jimin now regrets.he only realized that arra was very valuable in his life.it was like poison jihyun to get excited .
About jihyun
Jihyun's attitude is now increasingly becoming.when this is the month of his graduation, exactly another week
Jimin felt guilty because he could not take care of his sister, not the same as Arra who painstakingly took care of various needs.
Thinking about it makes jimin dizzy.he immediately stepped her kai out to find a place to calm down.
*****
Till
Jimin remembers that he had been here with Arra a few months ago before the departure of his app.
Yes jimin was on the beach busan and was eating at the restaurant.in the past, where arra who came out to the beach and played together to four children who played ball..
It is very unfortunate that the incident was because, at that time, Jimin made the first time to fuck arra with a feeling of like without any intention of thirsting for lust, or replacing seulgi.
Jimin's daydream stops when his shoulder is touched by someone
"What are you doing here?" jungkook
Jimin glared, smiling at a glance
"What are you doing here yourself?" jimin asked back
"This is my homeland, so it's as bad as I want to do what's here" he said
"In that case, I am the same thing as you" said Jimin did not want to lose
"Hyung.You feel lost?" ask her
"Nee..kookie.you know where Arra is now?" jimin
"Anii.hyung.id used to exchange news but after I went out of the country we no longer communicate" Jungkook explained
"Ah.so" said jimin
I think he can only come back if he has to search again
"Young.you never heard what I said before that Arra likes you so much, and now you're sorry" said jungkook.
"Nee.nae joesonghabnida" said jimin covering his face with a palm.
Jungkook smiled wryly
"Honestly, I'd rather have Arra go, because I couldn't bear to see him hurt by you, and you shouldn't be sorry for everything you've done yourself" she said
Jimin was silent.indeed he should be aware of his mistake that might cause Arra to leave.and now only regrets that he got.
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