Me And Him

Wh why?

Sometimes people try to hide and manipulate the truth very neatly and hidden, but when God has revealed it then the truth will still be the truth.

_Jenny_

"Do you want to come with me?" tanya Bagas while taking off her embrace. His eyes are really sad. He really had something heavy that he was facing. Several times he breathed his heavy breath.

Hearing the young man's question, nothing was said from the mouth of the girl before him. He just hung in his place. The girl needed quite a bit of time to digest all these events she was facing. Did Bagas just want to test it? Or did the young man say to her were sincere words that came out of her heart? He really can't think straight.

During his life, he had found many different people. They are all unique. Sometimes it's good but in the end he's betrayed, sometimes there are people he doesn't think are good, but in fact he's a very good person. "Ah, Bagas isn't that kind of person? Why is he joking about the problem when the situation is like this? Look at the situation right now! She was really being depressed," the girl's conscience assures.

"Silpha. Look at me all right! Do you like me?" ask the young man later. Both of his hands held onto Silfa's arms, making the girl focus on looking at him.

Silfa immediately turned his face away. Not looking at the young man. Really am. Indeed, if he wants to be honest, at this time he is really happy Bagas claimed to like him. A child who is sometimes viewed with one eye by people whose social status is higher than his. Ah, again that. Social status? He really hated the difference in social status. Why do people always look at others because of their social status? Which he hated a lot too, if his circumstances were connected to his father's departure. Is being an orphan her wish? Everyone knows it's not his wish. But still. No one cares about it at all, except for a small number of people who are now close to it.

"Thank you for how you feel about me, Bagas. But I don't deserve it. Sorry," he said, lowering his head. Although heavy, he still had to reject Bagas as quickly as possible. He knew very well Bagas was a good man. But what about his family? What about his father? What about her mother? Are they as good as this young man before him? Ah .., he is a coward. Actually it's okay if only he felt pain, but if he had to drag Ambu also into the pain later, he was really not willing.

"Sorry, I can't accept that feeling, Bagas. It's not that I don't like you. Everyone must like you. Including myself. But .., there are things that can't be solved by mere liking." The girl stopped her words. His slightly decapitated breath held the tightness in his chest. Without feeling a clear circle was not able to hold it. He drops it on the back of his hand. "On my coming with you .., I am so grateful that you have invited me to go with you. But I don't think my presence there is a solution. Except a new problem that will arise and will complicate the existing situation. I'm sorry, I can't seem to help you solve this problem" the girl said. Then he left Bagas alone there.

Bagas was a little surprised to see Silfa leave just like that. He immediately caught up with her and confronted the girl right in front of him. "Where are you going? Why suddenly leave? If you want to go home or go somewhere, let me take you, "that young man doesn't know what to do. His mind is completely fucked. Silfa's rejection felt increasingly squeezing the space of his heart.

Silfa looked towards the young man. Now he seems to have mastered himself. He showed a real smile. "No need, thank you. I'll go home by myself," ban the girl gently. "It seems we need time to calm down, "begging the young man before him for understanding.

"Huuuh ...," exhaled a heavy breath again. "Well, if that's what you want. But, I will accompany you until you find a vehicle that can take you home," said the young man giving up.

...

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

"How about this, Mama? I'm nervous really," Jenny said as she tidied her hair.

Her mother approached her daughter and stroked her head gently. "Don't be nervous, honey ..., take a deep breath!" his mother took his daughter to practice breathing. "You will soon be engaged with Bagas. Mama was also happy for you," he continued, hugging his daughter.

"What do you mean, honey? Didn't you like Bagas all this time?" ask her mother not to understand. Lately, her daughter has been changing frequently. Today A tomorrow could be B or something else. However, this concerned the future of her beautiful daughter and the future of her family company, she should not hesitate.

"Come on, Mama .., my feelings have always seemed uncomfortable lately." He breathed a heavy sigh.

His mother looked at him inside. "Mama is natural. You're just nervous, honey .., because soon you're going to enter a new phase of your life" she said.

"Is that not too fast, Mama?"

"What do you mean, honey ...? It'sit's okay. It's just a process of budding. You can continue your life as usual. Think about it well! Why are you asking us this. Or maybe you don't like it anymore?" ask her mother to be curious.

"That's not so, Mama .., it's just ...," the girl did not continue her words. "Ah, that's it .., I think Mama's words are right. I'm just nervous." Jenny kissed her mother's cheek and passed away leaving her.

"Eh, where are you going, honey?" his mother was amazed to be left behind by his daughter.

"Ah .., I'm going to the barn for a while, Mama .., I think I kept my high school memory book there yesterday" she replied as she passed away.

The beautiful girl also headed to the warehouse located next to her home garage. A fairly large warehouse. Inside, there are items that are no longer used. Piles of cardboard boxes, old tables, wooden chairs that have been removed from their legs, butut sofa, some electronic devices, and many other unused items. Everything seems chaotic .., and there are several cobwebs that decorate the room.

Jenny took a deep breath. Then blowing it up is pretty heavy. He really doesn't like going to this place. It was just that he wanted to look for it himself without involving his household assistants. I don't know why the desire to go alone to this place was so strong.

"Haaaah ..., where is he, I keep, huh?" said monologue. He dismantled some cardboard boxes containing papers. The messy warehouse room, now looks more cluttered. "Ah, here it is." He took the things he was looking for. Well an album of her high school memories. He stood up and was about to leave the chaotic space before the edge of his eyes suddenly became drawn to a dark green map. "Eh, what is it?" The girl grabbed the map and began to pull out the contents. Some old paper. It seems like a dozen years have been there. It smells musty too.

Read it sheet by sheet. "Have you ever bought a baby?" he muttered a little surprised. "What do you mean?" He also began to read carefully. To convey to the photo of the child purchased by his mother. "No way," he murmured in disbelief. He sat for a long time in that dirty room. The girl began to sort all events by events and all the awkward things she felt.

"Silfa." He suddenly remembered the girl who looked like him. "Have I missed anything all this time? Does that girl know about this? Ja. I have to see him." Jenny also moved and did not forget to bring at once the documents she found.

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